I have a memory.

Every people have one,

-hatred, sadness, happiness, indifference...

every memory was attached to emotions

Emotions that helps building up those

Emotions that help us feel its essence

Emotions that makes us appreciate them...

I have a memory.

Sweet memories that I love to cherish

A memory of me being a child singing,

A memory of me being a good dancer

A memory of me winning at English quiz bees

A memory of me being first place at class

A memory of me being happy...

I have a memory.

Aching memories which were dull and rugged and hard and hoarse

A memory I don't want to remember

A memory which makes my life suffers

A memory that can makes me cry

A memory of being miserable

A memory of getting mad

A memory of me being defeated...

I have a memory.

The one I want to cherish and the one I want to dump

The one I want to live into and the one I want to abandon

The one I want to kiss and the one I want to punch

The one I love to manage and the one I hate to visit...

I have a memory.

It makes me happy, it makes me mad

It gives me smile, it gives me tears

It produces hope, it produces courage!

It gets me float, it gets me fight...

I have a memory.

A good one. And a bad one.

A sweet one. And a sore one.

A light one. And a hard one

A fairytale. And a nightmare...

I have a memory.

They were contradicting, yet spectacular

They can comfort me, yet they could break me

They were stilled, yet they were troubled

I love them, yet I still hate...

I have a memory.

It's complicated.

It buries in my head

I can't do anything to forget

Yet it gives me knowledge, from the past

As I'm right here dwelling in the present

The future's hold with now's behold

For tomorrow will be a memory

I just hope it's not that crappy.

— Ayne