Ok, what I'm about to tell you, please do not repeat...

Warning: content ahead is not for the faint of heart, please proceed with caution

So whilst outside I found a glass bottle by my tree. Me being me, I shattered it in the middle of the fucking road and then I just stopped and stared at it. Smashing it felt good but then I remembered my friend showing me her cuts along her arm and I grabbed a pierce of that glass and well... I dug it into my arm. It stung, it still does, but after watching myself bleed for a few moments, I did it again, and I felt... relieved... it still stung but it was over washed with relief.

I'm not proud of what I did, but it helped me SO much.

I don't plan on doing it regularly but, well, a couple of times I've sliced my jawline and once on my collarbone, but that was weeks ago.

Remember, don't tell anyone.

This is our little secret

- Nate