" why did you not inform me that you were intending to take a huge bold step like this soon ?" shiva asked immediately I got off sarun

" we  just decided now actually" I responded feeling a bit weak. I had not expected it to affect me as well probably because I was not asleep when she contacted me . was it a bad thing  that I gave her audience ? I just hope that she would not be caught by her mother.

I just  started living with shiva, I was not ready to make things complicated for her at all .

" are you worried about us? " or you just do not care ? things could get a bit messed up if the queen finds out and I am sure that you know that or do you want  to be cast into the fire? That is what happens to everyone who tries to break the treaty or cross the boundaries

" I love her" I stated simply and faintly. It was getting harder to keep my eyes open for a second . 

" you love her and you are ready to risk your life for her? Not even only your lives, our lives and the life of the whole clan ? I am certainly not ready for all this terruius , I have always lived in peace and enjoyed my solitude ever since I got there, I would not want you to ruining all that for me , I will say that you ignore whatever arrangement or conclusions that you have reached and let us all live in peace, ignore her and move on . we love you and that is what should matter " she said and I felt my eyelids so weak .

" shiva ,I have heard you, when I wake up , I muttered and embraced the weakness. The feeling was new to me, the feeling of being so sure that I was in love and I would never love another. I felt it was a gift and I was definitely not willing to throw mine away, not for anything under the stars.