To destroy what is destroying me

I should know what is controlling me

Tu understand what is making me angry

I have to let all my demons free

It is not that easy as it sounds

Nobody knows what I hide behind my frowns

Even I can not recognize the image in my mirror

And I am dreading what I will discover

Insecurities , fears , broken dreams

Innocence , crushed hope , nightmares and screams

Everything to face , all at once

It will hurt more than any bullet fired from guns

All forgotten and hidden memories will haunt

Everybody will be invited to come and taunt

My life has always been their business

Nothing I have done , to make them impress

As every second is ticking away

I cannot see any other way

But I do not possess that courage

As I never pretended to be a sage