I miss my anger sometimes ,

At least It meant I felt something .

I miss those tears which made me feel vulnerable ,

At least my emotions had a way out .

I miss curving my mouth to a smile ,

At least then I had a chance to be happy .

I miss the pride which defined me ,

At least there was something then to be proud about .

I miss the times I trusted blindly,

At least then the life had not turn to a nightmare .

I miss the fear I had once ,

At least there was a heart beat rise then .

I even miss the pity I felt for myself ,

For being so naive and foolish .

I miss all emotions which I might never feel again ,

For now I am , is a robot with a dead heart, 

Numb to all pains and emotions .