When I get older ,

I used to think ,

I would be stronger .

But I don't feel the same anymore .

As I grew older ,

everything changed ,

the world become bigger

and me smaller .

There is now fear ,

in me ,making me weak

dismay growing more ,

and things getting sadder .

All my dreams disappear ,

hope vanishes ,

what remains is not clear ,

leaves me so unsure .

Have lost all my fire ,

there isn't any smoke left ,

Have no more desire ,

Nothing there to admire .

I know not what to hear ,

all advises seems the same .

being older means having burden larger ,

not becoming any wiser .