I already told in warning and basically the whole fanfic is about ; BUT this is last time I'm warning⚠️..... Mention of Physical & Sexual Abuse if you get triggered, not my fault ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ

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After hour or so, Jungkook thought that They can start the therapy now.

"Okay, Tae we are gonna start the therapy Now. Remember no need to be scared I told you how it works You don't have to be scared okay!" Jungkook assured once again and Tae nodded.

Jungkook stood up Tae mirroring his actions. He looked at him and smiled "Choose which ever place you are comfortable on" Tae looked around.

Their was a brown sofa at the side , two single sofas infront of each other. He decided to sat on the Sofa since it seemed to be very comfortable which it is.

Jungkook went and sat on single sofa "Can you hold my hand.. when you know i will be in my subconscious state I'm kinda scared of Dark" He blushed furiously And Jungkook bite back a chuckle and nodded for the adorable boy infront of him.

He gave one more candy bear to him which Tae kept in his mouth chewing on it... It's for the time being Tae will get in subconscious state after that it won't be needed....  and he held his hand in his own Ones Taehyung's hand was quite lean and long, they were pretty ahh who is he kidding Taehyung himself is a walking art - Now is not the time to tell how perfect Tae is Shut Up!

"Tae now slowly Close your eyes,... Focus only on your breathing and my voice forget everything it's just the voice and your heart beat nothing else" Tae did as asked He could hear his heart beat Which was rather a bit fast right now, his eye sight all black, empty.

He felt his anxiety crept out And as a insist he tightened his hold on Jungkook's hand Who noticed this but didn't voiced it out he was fine with it.

"Theirs nothing to be worried about... Nothing will happen just focus on my voice Just listen to it.. it's all fine you are fine..." He kept reassuring him trying to bring him in his subconscious state.

He placed his finger on his pulses after a couple of minutes feeling it in very low speed meaning Tae is Now in Subconscious state. "Where are you Now??" He asked looking at his face.

"I don't know... It's all dark" Tae replied.

"Dark? Okay Try to walk front soon you will see the light pass it and once you are done, tell me" Tae nodded in response.

"I'm done." He replied in couple of seconds.

"You are done... What do you see now?? Where are you now??"

"In middle of a road"

"A road? Do you recognize it??"

"Yes... It's my ex's house way road" Tae replied shakingly.

"Your ex? Go on Go to his house and tell me what you see" Tae nodded once again.

"I'm infront of his house"

"Can you go in??"

"Yes, I have the keys"

"Okay open the door and go in, Once you are done let me know" Jungkook said preparing himself for what is yet to come... If this is where Tae took himself and him... then it has definitely something to do with his addiction. Their has to be any kind of Psychological connection and it's Jungkook job to connect the dots and understand this puzzle.

"I see... A mess" Jungkook closed his eyes he doesn't wanted this to be the reason, it's not good not at all.

"What kind of mess What exactly do you see, Tae" But of course he can't show it.

"Living room, Beer bottles are around, My Boyfriend is sitting on sofa Watching TV, vases are broken, glass pieces are scattered" Tae said With a very shaky voice as if his anxiety is crawling back to him again.

Jungkook felt it the way he tightened his hold on him as if his life depended on it, It was breaking his heart. He always felt sympathetic when he encountered such issues But with Taehyung.... It felt a bit different His heart felt like shattering and it's not good, Not for now. He don't have to act according to his emotions He have to act how he should otherwise it will only get worse.

"Can you see yourself anywhere?? Are you present their?? Check and Tell me"

"Yes... I'm in kitchen With a.. uh a bruise on my cheek... I'm standing at sink which is filled with water..... I'm staring at my reflection... I look so scared please help me" Tae cried out as tears started to slip from his eyes yet Jungkook did nothing, he can't do it They have to go all the way out.

"Then what happened??" He asked wiping the tears from his cheeks Tae sniffed.

"I'm... I'm Comforting myself?? I look so emotionaless... Why I look like this??" He said shakingly more tears slipping ... Being in subconscious state is just like being in a dream you are just aware that you are having a dream...a lucid dream... And hypnosis is sending you in lucid dream state while being awake. You feel everything what you feel while being in dream and for now taehyung is having a nightmare... He can feel what his past self or his imaginary self is feeling.

"Shh... You are fine it's just a imagination.. everything is fine okay?" Its not just a imagination jungkook knows... it's Tae's old memories... Memories he threw deep inside his heart.

After getting a nod jungkook continue "Tae... What's your age??" He asked.

"18" Tae replied immediately... Jungkook understood it's a 4yr old memory.

"He is calling me... My ex he is calling me" at the mention of this jungkook put his free hand on top of his hand and Tae's hand.

"Go to him see what he wants.. just know that you are brave You are brave Taehyung okay? I know you are.. you are a brave guy know that ok?" He reassured.

Taehyung nodded slightly "what's happening now" Jungkook asked again. "H-he is shouting at me... I'm a piece of shit... He is telling me to d-die I don't wanna die Jungkook please I don't wanna die" He started crying even more eyes still closed. 

"You won't die nothing will happen to you, Nothing!! You hear me it's gonna be fine it's just a dream okay? You will out of it soon no one will hurt you no one."

"I don't want this dream jungkook take me out please take me out I can't please " jungkook didn't knew why he felt his eyes blurry. Fuck! Fuck! He can't loose his control not now... Tae needs him he can't let his emotions take over.

"I-i will okay? I will just wait for a few minutes okay... What's happening now?"

"He is gonna beat me Jungkook I don't want to get beaten Please Hel– jimin?  yoongi Hyung??" Jungkook frowned who is jimin & yoongi? He can ask that later.

"What they are doing Taehyung??" Jungkook asked desperately hopes it's not someone who is gonna hurt Tae even more.

"They are f-fighting with my ex... They are shouting at him"

"What are you doing??"

"I'm.. I'm at a corner I'm shaking. Yoongi Hyung is taking me out now... My boyfriend is shouting but he doesn't pay any attention" Jungkook sighed in relief.

"Okay... Whats happening now?"

"I'm in car now... With hobi and yoongi Hyung and jimin Hobi Hyung and jimin is hugging me... They are smiling and rubbing my back" Tae smiled weakly through tears with closed eyes (he's eyes will be closed thru out the session if you forget)  . "Yoongi Hyung is driving us away" Jungkook smiled.

"Good Can you tell me what they are saying??"

"Yoongi Hyung is saying how much he wants to kill my boyfriend and how much they want to kick him in the balls" he chuckled lightly. "While Hobi Hyung is saying you are no better Cat face so yoongi Hyung replied that hobi Hyung loves him anyway" Jungkook bit back a chuckle he is happy to see taehyung being normal now.

"Now Yoongi Hyung removed a Chocolate bar from one of the plastic bags and gave it to me saying I'll feel better... I took it and smiled at him" Jungkook made a Realization face... A lead to why this memory was shown.

"Okay... Now at the Count of 3 I'll snap my finger and you will wake up okay?" Jungkook explained and Tae nodded his head.

" 1 , 2 , 3"

Snap!

Taehyung woke up. He opened his eyes slowly to look around confusingly. He Didn't dared to make a eye contact with jungkook... He don't want to see those sympathetic eyes... People pitying him because he couldn't protect himself for being weak and pathetic. He don't like people piting him.

He remember whatever happened during the whole session. "Tae... Look at me" He hesitatingly looked At Jungkook... But all he saw was pure fondness and a proud feeling, It made him smile finally except his hyungs someone isn't pitying him.

"You did great" He said with so much fondness.

" I did?" Tae had so much hope and innocence in his voice that it made jungkook chuckle. He kneeled infront of Tae and took his both hands in his own and nodded.

"Yes.. I have seen worse..  people have got Anxiety attacks and I had to cut it off in between because they couldn't take it... you did so much better. You are a brave person, Taehyung hope you know that" He smiled squeezing their hands together.... It's not easy to live the same moment twice specially the moments of your life that you wish didn't happened.

"They alway say that..." He smiled... Their was something about jungkook that made him comfortable.. it was weird Because no one made him so comfortable in such a less period of time... And he is happy about it.

"They?"

"My friends.. jimin, yoongi and Hobi hyung they are a couple. They always say that... They call me their strong baby" He chuckled look at the interwined Hand on his lap... Why their hands fit so perfectly?.

"They ain't lying though... You got nice friends" Jungkook compliments.

"I know I'm happy to have them with me.. they are always their for me" He Don't remember how many times they have helped him just like how I don't remember how much BTS and my friends have helped me duh...

"Taehyung... Do you wanna talk about What actually happened??" jungkook knows it's too early to ask for speaking about past when he is not in subconscious state... It's very different talking in hypnosis and talking while you are sober but a part of him says that Tae will tell... He is spider man he got sixth sense which tells him so shut up 😌👌.

After a gulp Tae nodded he trusts Jungkook enough to atleast tell one part of his life.. the one Hour Casual Talk was indeed necessary. He wouldn't have been able to open up if it wasn't for that.

"My ex, Jong-hin (made up name) we were in a relationship for a year I guess I was 17-18. he was quite old then me.. he was in a local gang as well... At first it was all good like he was caring and sweet but slowly he started to change or maybe he was always like that I was dumb enough to see it i dont know"

"When things started to get r-rough.. I was getting forced in things I didn't wanted to do including s-sex... I was scared to tell my hyungs... they were already had financial problems.. yoongi hyung was struggling as a Song writer and underground rapper and Hobi hyung and jimin as dancers. I didn't wanted to trouble them so I didn't said anything... Stupidest mistake I ever did. One day Jimin saw my bruises which I hid from make up... I tried to change topic but he didn't listened so i left... I went to my ex's house"

"The things I told you while being subconscious where the things that happened after... They made me understand what I was in was toxic... It wasn't good for me at that time I cried... I cried a lot because I loved him after Everything I still did but it was toxic and now that I look back I realized two things "

"First, Don't hold onto something that isn't holding you... don't fight for someone who is never gonna fight for you because at last you will end up getting hurt in the most dirties way. "

"Second, Even if they are fighting for you.... you have to let people go even though you love them for your ownself... Sometimes you have to love and heal yourself first before loving someone else.... And that's exactly what I needed they made me understand this.... I can never thank my friends enough."  He smiled.. jungkook looked up at him and smiled fondly.

"You did the right thing... Self Love is Important"

"It is"  They both had a beautiful smile on Their face as they kept staring at each other it was a beautiful moment.............  Do you want this moment to end? No. Do Taekook wants this moment to end? No. Do world wants this Moment to end? No. Do Payal wants this Moment to end? Yes... Coz this bitch is evil as fuck 🌚💅🏻.

Since, Payal aka me Is Evil So they got interrupted by A call. jungkook let go of their interwined hands and got up with a smile towards Taehyung before he went and picked up the call.

"Hello?" He started.

"Sir, your next patient is here... Is your session done Mr. Kim??"......  That sounds wrong doesn't it?.

Jungkook looked At Tae and smiled "Yes, But I'm gonna talk to him for a few minutes... Send the next patient after 5mins"

"Okay sir" and she cutted the call.

"So... Our time is over for today?" Tae asked with a chuckle.

"Kinda... I'll see you tomorrow"  Jungkook smiled.

"Was that helpful... The things I said??" Tae asked.

"A bit... I understand somethings but I'm not sure yet... I'll listen to the recordings later to see If I find more hints" Jungkook explained.

"Okay... I'll meet you tomorrow then" he smiled standing up. He took his phone from desk and bid bye to jungkook.

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Heyyo~

This is what I meant when I said shit is intense ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ... And that's kinda how Hypnotherapy works by the way👀✌️... If you have ever watched jooheon's Therapy vdo (Monsta X) you will know 💀 I cried a whole tank for him and I didn't even knew him at that time 😐...

I don't have anything else to say lmao

Bye bye
I love you Muah😘💖💖