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Jungkook kept pacing around in a circle, thinking on should he do it or should he not. Well our Bunny boy is standing infront of Taehyung's house in 3 fucking am.

Jeon Jungkook couldn't sleep after the nightmare he got about Taehyung and he just wanted to make sure that Tae is completely fine but now that he is finally here he is hesitating to call Taehyung. Why? Because What if he woke him up from his sleep? Ridiculous?? Jungkook's whole behaviour is ridiculous but what to do....

“Hey Jungkook What are you doing here??” Jungkook looked up to see yoongi standing at the door, a glass of water in his hand.

“Uh... Actually....”

“Actually what??”

“Actually I saw a nightmare of Tae being hurt and I couldn't stop myself from coming here... It was actually rubbish I mean he is probably sleeping nicely I didn't mean to disturb him” Jungkook rubbed his nape embarassed because how dumb he was sounding right now.

Meanwhile Yoongi’s eyes softened, for him it didn't sounded stupid heck he himself would do the same if he saw a nightmare related to any three.

   
“Oh well I can go and check up on your boyfriend if you want” yoongi smiled, jungkook eyes sparkled as he quickly nodded oh and the your boyfriend did something inside his heart. It's been a week since they are officially together.

    
No one except their hyung’s know they are together well after getting in the relationship tae asked him if they can keep their relationship secret... He is still not confident enough to accept his sexuality infront of anyone he don't know, jungkook understood and agreed. As much as he wants the whole world to know that this precious baby is his boyfriend, what Taehyung wants is more important to him.

    
“Yes please hyung” Yoongi nodded and closed the door to go and check up on Taehyung.

He went inside his room and switch on the lights and went near Taehyung. He could see sweat on his forehead and Taehyung was flinching in his sleep.

“Tae?? Hey TaeBear wake up... Tae!!” Yoongi softly shaked Tae to get him out of the nightmare he is going through.

“huh!?” Tae opened his eyes, looking around in confusion. “W-what happened??” He asked looking at yoongi who was quite worried.

“You were having a nightmare” Yoongi said simply patting his head to calm him down Tae sometimes get startled if suddenly woked up that's why they have to give any kind of physical reassurance that everything is fine. Tae sat up on the bed rubbing his eyes.

“Sorry hyung did I woke you up??” Tae asked with a hint of guilt.

“No TaeTae not at all. Actually your boyfriend is here” Yoongi smiled gawd he don't know how jungkook knew that tae is having a hard time.

“Jungkook?? What is he doing here?? What's time is it?.” Tae looked at the time and his eyes widened.

“It’s 3am what the fuck is he doing here??” Tae quickly got up as yoongi shrugged innocently.

“How would I know ask your lover boy” Tae blushed.

“Can I go and meet him” Tae asked biting his lips.

“Of course baby bear Just wash your face, you don't want to him with tear stained face do you??” Yoongi smiled ruffling his hair. Tae touched near his eyes and felt tears he nodded and went in bathroom to wash his face.

After doing so Tae took a jacket for himself and went out. “Kook? What are you doing here” Tae asked walking towards him. Tae was wearing Pink robe with a black jacket on top since it would be quite cold at this hour.

Jungkook stopped pacing around and directly went to hug which took tae by suprise but none the less he hugged back.  “You Are okay” Jungkook whispered tighting his hold like he was assuring himself.

“Y-yeah why what happened??” Tae asked confusingly. Jungkook pulled away and took Tae’s hand in his own looking down at them.

“Nothing I was... I just saw a nightmare related to you and got scared” He said sniffing. “i know it's really ridiculous you are completely fine but I just couldn't—” He stopped when A pair of lips where placed on his own.

“Thank you” Tae smiled after pulling away as Jungkook frowned.

“Thank you for being so caring and loving me. I actually was having nightmare so thank you” Tae caressed his face. Jungkook rested his forehead against Taehyung's like telling him he's here.

“C-can we go for a walk?? It's ok if you wanna sleep baby I just wanted to spend some time with you to reassure myself that—”

“I will kook, you don't have to explain anything to spend time with me, your boyfriend” Tae cut him off taking Jungkook's hand in his own, interwining their hands together.

“Let’s go” He smiled as they started to walk, moving their interwined hand up and down.
    

It was obviously quite late so no one was present except some street dogs who were sleeping peacefully. The surrounding was pitch black if it wasn't for the street lights and the moon it would have been impossible to see anyone.

“What happened in the nightmare by the way” Taehyung asked placing his head on his bicep and hold his arm with his free hand, Jungkook smiled at the action.

During this week he saw a whole new side of Taehyung, Which is super clingy, If they are together Taehyung wants some sort of skin ship in private of course but still it makes Jungkook's heart swell with happiness seeing Taehyung being so close with him like they've known each other since a long time and not just 4months.

Taehyung once asked him too, if it's annoying him and Jungkook gave him a whole ass essay on how much he loves Taehyung clings with him it shows how much trust he puts in Him.... later it turns out that it's because of his ex.

Whenever Tae was trying to get some sort of skin ship with his ex, He will neglect it and tell him that's it's super annoying. Jungkook understand’s that Tae still have his insecurities they won't vanish all of sudden so they are slowly working on it.

   
“I saw you getting abused by your mom, I couldn't see her face of course but you kept calling her eomma so I guess she was your mum” Jungkook replied squeezing Their interwined hand to show he have him If he wanna talk about it.

“Oh” Tae simply said moving his free hand up and down on Jungkook's arm.

“We should turn now let's not go further away, Hyung might get worried” Tae added after they walked a couple of steps more. Jungkook nodded as they turned.

  
“Tae, Baby can I ask you something if you are ok with it??” Jungkook glanced at Taehyung. Tae nodded with a smile lifting his head to look at him.

“Did you were able to forgive her for whatever she did?? I know you don't hate her but did you ever forgave her??” Taehyung smiled softly as he nodded.

“I did. It wasn't easy though after moving away from here I was quite frightened of touches, if someone even slightly would raise their voice I would go on complete panic mode. Spend years hating on her, blaming her, blaming her for the way she turned me into, The age I was in when everything happened it was hard. ” He smiled bitterly and Jungkook squeezed his hand, Tae looked at him and Jungkook offered him a reassuring smile. He doesn't need to voice out what that smile meant.

          
“I hated her a lot kook, hated her to the point Her name hurted me. When I wished that I never met her, that she wasn't my mum. I wished that she wasn't the one who gave birth to me.... One of the reason why I dated Dihyung was to piss my mom off. He was everything she hated, Told me to stay away from him but I never listened because at that time my relation with Dihyung was perfect I met him when I was 16 the same time I met my hyungs, mum hated them too which only added fule to the anger I had for her. I didn't even liked to see her face, kook....”

          
“You know when she was on her dead bed I was present there I didn't wanted to but my hyungs made me, I saw the look in her eyes when she saw me, I heard the way she was cring for me, asking for forgiveness, telling me how much she regret what she did, told me how much lonely she felt when I left, told me How she wanted to reach out for me, get back to how we used too. But you know what's the fun part is?? I didn't even forgive her, I just couldn't bring myself to say that it's ok eomma I'm fine now I forgive you. I couldn't I was too hurt, too broken to do so. I just stood there, motionless. All I wanted to run towards her, cry on her shoulder, tell her how much I loved her, tell her how much I care for her but I didn't” Tae chuckled but his eyes clearly said everything. His eyes showed his true emotions. The hurt, The regret, The love, it showed it all.

 
        
Jungkook moved infront of him and wiped that one tear that fell from Taehyung's beautiful eyes, Funny how he didn't even realised when he started to cry.  “I’m fine Kook, Let me Continue please??” Tae whispered and Jungkook nodded letting him take it all out. He understood that it's the feelings buried inside him, The regret it had to be taken out.

     
“After a couple of months of her death. I realised that I forgave her, I forgave her long time ago but I couldn't bring myself to accept it. Accept that I forgave her so easily. That the anger I had towards her was never anger it was...... Longing. The longing that when I will burst out, shout at her, cry for her she would bring me in a hug tell me that she's sorry, that she was nothing but angry, she didn't meant it just like old times. You know... I regret till now that I didn't told her that, I let her die with the same regret I will die with. The regret of never letting her know that I forgave her, that I love her. I loved her so fucking much kook, so fucking much!!..” Tae cried out finally letting the tears fall and that was queue for Jungkook to bring Tae in a hug, to let him cry all he wants. That he is here for him ready to hold him.

  
   
Jungkook rubbed his head. “It’s ok love cry all you want I'm here to hold you. Let it out, you have buried it for a long time love let it out” Jungkook kissed the top of his head rubbing his back. Tae hiccups Fisting jungkook’s shirt, trying to hide in his chest. He felt safe being in those arms.

      
They stayed like that, standing infront of Tae's house. After some time Tae sniffed as he stopped crying. He slowly pulled away. Jungkook looked at him, Red nose, tear stained face, lips a bit wobbly It broked Jungkook's heart seeing Taehyung like this. He quickly leaned to kiss his tears away making Tae chuckle at Jungkook's antics on making him feel better.

   
“You ok now love??” He whispered placing a long kiss on his forehead.

“Y-yeah. It felt good letting everything that was inside my heart out. You know I always Kept inside, it always ran in my head over and over. I didn't wanted to tell about this to hyung, didn't wanted to make them worry” Taehyung whispered as he went to hug again, nuzzling his nose in Jungkook's chest.

“But with you I feel like I can tell you everything without worrying”

Jungkook closed his eyes, tightening his hold around Tae's waist as Yoongi’s word rang in his mind. ‘It took us years to enter his comfort zone but with you it comes out naturally’ It made him smile.

    
“You can talk to me, Love. Tell me all the thoughts that goes inside that pretty little head of yours” Taehyung chuckled as he nodded against his neck.

“And I don’t know if it would make you feel better or not but your eyes tell, a lot Love. So even if you didn’t told her anything. She would have heard your words from your eyes. She would know you forgive her love. Don’t beat yourself over that ok??” Taehyung pulled away to look at Jungkook probably to find the sincerity in it.

Which he did.

He found that sincerity in those Bambi eyes, found it in that soft smile of his, and it made him smile.

“You think so??” he asked.

“I know so” Jungkook kissed his nose.

He don’t know if her mom knows that he loves her but Knowing that Jungkook believes so, he was content with it.

“Thank you” He leaned forward, putting his hands around Jungkook's neck to bring him in a kiss.

Jungkook immediately responded, returning the kiss with the same passion — if not more. Jungkook cupped his face, tugging the hair behind his ear. He licked the bottom lips asking for enterance which Taehyung immediately granted. Jungkook entered the hot craven, exploring every nook and crook which left Tae moaning in the kiss.

“Too Much Public Display of Affection Love Birds!!” They pulled away with a gasp to look at yoongi who had a stern face.

“Hyung!!” Tae flushed embarassed hiding his face in Jungkook's chest.

“Kissblocker” Jungkook whispered, scoffing. Tae hit him making jungkook chuckle.

   
“Time Over Love Birds. I don't plan on staying all night to see you both sucking each other's face. C’mon bear, Get in” Tae whined but compiled none the less much to Jungkook's dislike.

“Hyung” Tae pouted standing in front of yoongi, indirectly said that let him kiss Jungkook one more night..... This horny kid.

“No No... C’mon get it” Tae whined but went in. Jungkook chuckled at Taehyung's antic before he turned around To leave. (I literally want to write this in hindi "Chalo andar natak nhii" 😂😂🤣 )

“Oye Lover Boy!!” Jungkook Turned to see Yoongi. “That’s Tae’s room and that’s the way to climb it” Yoongi pointed at the window and the water pipe with a smirk.

“Why??” Jungkook asked.

“Because I know Tae he would probably be tossing and turning around the whole night and sulk and curse the shit out of me so I'm doing a favor for myself, Lover Boy” Yoongi shrugged innocently.

“Climb it if you wanna stay with him till morning” He said and started to close the door.

“If you want me To stay with him why are you not letting me go directly from stairs” Jungkook asked eyeing the whole way to climb up the stairs.

“‘Cause no pain no gain Lover Boy” Yoongi smiled sweetly. “And Apparently I’m a kissblocker” Yoongi glared at him

“Go get your Juliet, Mr. Romeo” and he slammed the door shut.

“Fuck your life Jungkook” He mumbled to himself, scratching his temple. He started to climb the pipe with much difficulty.

“The things you do For Tae, Junglebook you are indeed a lover boy.” He cursed himself as he kept climbing the water pipe.

      
“You could simply go back but NOOoo Tae must be sulking how could you let him be sad?? Fucking Whipped ass bitch!!!” He kept mumbling to himself lucky for him the window was opened.

He slowly without making any noise entered the room. Tae was facing his back so he decided to suprise him. He tiptoed his way he was about to tap on Taehyung's shoulder when —

“AHHHHHHH!!!!!” Jungkook shouted in not so manly high pitched tone. Why you ask?? Jungkook just got biten in his leg by Yeotan. Taehyung jumped awake and looked at the figure in horror as he quickly switched on the lights

“FUCKING TANNIE!!! IT’S ME JUNGKOOK OH SHIT!!! DON’T BITE DON’T BITTEEEEE FUCK THAT HURTSSSS!!!” Jungkook started to jump around in order to get Yeontan off him meanwhile Taehyung?? Oh that bish is busying laughing his ass off ‘cause looking at Jungkook jumping around is very funny.

“TAEHYUNG!! HELP ME!!! OH MY GAWDWA!!!” You could just silently take him off you but go on, keep being a dramatic hoe 😃🔪.

Taehyung nodded between his laugh as he got off the bed to pick Tannie off him who was moving violently. “Tannie calm down it's kook” He tried to calm Tannie while Jungkook bended to grab his leg and dramatically whined.

Yeontan soon calmed down and Tae let him go. He went towards Jungkook and tilted his head, his tongue sticking out and for a second Jungkook feels he is mocking him. But Yeontan went forward and lick His face along with a low whimper.

“He’s saying sorry” Taehyung laughed seeing Yeontan keep licking Jungkook’s face who was glaring at the poor dog. The words he once said to Yeontan as a joke came in his mind. ‘Stop licking me Save some for my boyfriend too Give him all the licks you want’

Jungkook glared at Yeontan but after looking at his sad face he smiled and told it’s ok. Jungkook stood up and picked Yeontan with him. “Bite me next time and I’ll never bring any treats for you” Jungkook narrowed his eyes warningly.

Taehyung chuckled but he soon frowned. “Kook what are you doing here??” he asked.

“Well I came to be with you of course now scoot over, I’m sleepy” Jungkook let Yeontan go as he pushed tae to lay next to him.

“o-k” Tae turned towards him, plopping on his elbow to look at Jungkook who had closed eyes.

“Staring is a bad habit you know” Jungkook said eyes still closed making Tae blush.

“Do I complain when You keep staring at me when I’m not paying attention huh!?” Tae sniggered.

“That’s because you enjoy me staring at you, Your highness” Jungkook still didn't opened his eyes which made Tae pout he thought Jungkook would kiss him, hold him close but this bitch straight up went to sleep.... humph.

“Keep looking at me like that and i’ll kiss you till you drop” Jungkook opened his one eye to look at Taehyung, who's eyes widened mouth agape before he smirked.

      
“You are not sarawat, Don’t copy him” Tae pouted. Jungkook chuckled as he pulled Tae on top of him.

“Yeah??” Jungkook teased.

“Yup!”

“Ok Then Let’s see” Before Taehyung could understand what it meant Jungkook claimed his lips caressing his cheeks. Jungkook flipped them over now Tae was under him.

Tae yelped before putting his hands around the neck pulling him closer, hand's grabbing the back of his hair. Both tilting their head side by side to deepen the kiss.

Jungkook's hand went down to the latter's waist, on the robe’s knot. He slowly pulled the robe going to touch the bare skin. He caressed the smooth tan skin. Tae gasped pulling away.

“J-jungkook....”

“Fuck!” Jungkook pulled away to realise what he did. They are still not on that term.

“I’m sorry love I didn't realise what I was doing sorry” Jungkook put his forehead against Taehyung's closing his eyes which panting slowly. Their chest heaving up and down.

“I-it’s ok Kook, C-can we just cuddle” Tae asked biting his lips.

“Of course Love” Jungkook smiling. Turning to lay next to Tae pulling him closer.

“Sleep Love” Jungkook kissed the top of his head as they both drifted to sleep.

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Heyy~~

I won't lie, I cried writing this part. It's one of my favourite and most relatable part :). I think we all can sorta relate here, Hating someone than slowly letting it go when times come, Forgiving them for whatever they did.

I didn’t wanted to end it with angst so to make it a bit nice and make you smile it became so lonnnggg. I hope it wasn't boring

   
I LOVE YOU~~
Bye Bye~