I'm...sorry...everyone...
The song is called, "dooms day" this song will be playing during the future of a different timeline lol. Anyway...frisk is real having a hard time being herself...she can't control anything so...what do you guys think she will do? Will she do something unforgivable or something that she will regret no matter what promise it was? Tell me first before ya read then tell meh how ya feel about it after as always have a great day! Enjoy!
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*play song*
FRISK P.O.V
I look at up the sky, I stare up with tears of my eyes, "sans...I miss you..." A tear drop fell to the beauty of the golden flowers. I look down after sans grave and sobbed, "I'm sorry sans...I'm not strong enough to stop crying...it's so easier for you...but I just can't understand...how you don't cry all the time and stood strong but for me...I CAN'T DO ANYTHING!!!" I sobbed and sobbed I sat next to sans gave and hugged it.
Tears falling though my eyes, may the deep sins creeps crawling and it's getting closer and closer. I lift up the sleeves but there was only clear skin I never cut myself but...what did sans mean that I did? I took a moment realized on that. I remembered...the only reason why chara fallen down was to commit suicide cuz she was sad. she was going though which was why she was in pain because she was in pain and which was why she was always so kind to Asriel than now...because she blamed herself and sins crawled onto her making her like this.
I sat and think...then i pulled down the sleeve. I stood up still in tears, then left. I arrived home but looked over to the city, things are getting more and more dangerous. I felt something crawling in my feels at this point, I felt nothing but messing up all the time. I felt afraid, scared..., and useless...I went into my room and flowey wasn't in my room...so...the thing j did was...I sat down normally and not even 2 seconds I start to cry.
Sans can take it very well without crying very often but I cry almost every night, I'm not feeling the same without sans I need him. It took me some time to try to stop crying, mom even came in, "my child? What is wrong? Are you okay?! Did you get hurt?!?" I gave her a simple smile and said, "i...just...miss...him....mom" she came up to my and hugged me, "now, now dear...it's okay...he's here..." I cried onto mom while she hugs me.
Mom pats on my head then spoke, "sweetie...it's okay....don't cry everyday...you gotta stay tuff...or do something that will make you feel better...even if it meant breaking a promise for you to be happy..." At this moment, "breaking a promise..." It made me think, so... If I broke a promise...will it make me feel any better? It doesn't make sense at all but...when you think about it, it did.
Flowey came back and was looking very tired, "hi *yawn* frisk..." Flowey went to sleep and I laid on my bed...looking up in the celling...then saw everything tearing apart making everything turn black and gold. I saw something within my eyes...it was sans, "sans!" I hugged him. Sans hugged back and was so happy to see me, "I miss you sweetheart..." I smiled happily and gave him a kiss.
Something was wrong...sans didn't look as fine as he seems, he seemed...like he has to tell me something, "sweetheart...we need to talk" I nod as an agreement and he sighed, "sweetheart...I can't see you anymore..." I stopped and turned afraid, "wha-sans what's goin-" he cut me off, "i can't see you because they won't let me see you for a while, so you can get everything settled and stop being in pain..." I started to tear up.
"Sans...please...no" I begged and begged but he wouldn't look at me...I woke up and looked around...it was a dream but something real. I got up seeing if everyone was asleep then when everyone was, I grabbed my shoes and ran out of the front door quietly. As I was outside I feel the breeze pulling me back, but I didn't let it pull me so I ran faster than ever.
I looked around hoping that there is nobody around to kill me. I saw too many things going though my mind...a true rest...and a true pacifist that I don't get killed so many times. As I got into the underground the first thing I saw was...sans grave. Tears came flowing though but nothing still stopped me, everyone thought I was insane for this but it's my only hope for me to make a right decision.
I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked behind me, "so this is what your gunna do?!? After all you done? Pathetic...you won't be able to do this again so might as well make a good big mistake hahaha" I was ready to push the button but I couldn't...I had a good gut feeling I can but it felt like someone was trying not to. I felt a hug behind me, I turned to see it was sans, "sweetheart?! What are you doing? Please don't do this..." I had bloodshot tears pouring though me...I was on my knees crying myself out, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I kept saying I'm sorry many times.
I couldn't do this but u had to...for the love....for the happy ending I was from everyone! Not just a couple....everyone! I stood myself up...still in tears making them drop to the beauty of the flowers, "sans...please...don't be mad at me for this...and if you are...I'm sorry...I want us all having a happy ending..." At this point I pressed it...feeling guilty feeling that sans already left me..."are you sure?" It says...I clicked on, "yes" and I finally pressed the button to make this right...to have love...
Sans...please...don't be...mad....
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