"Being with you is like having every single one of my wishes come true."

I TOOK a deep breath and smiled at Drake. He's busy taking off his polo. I tried to stop thinking about Harris pero hanggang ngayon ay kumakabog pa rin ang dibdib ko.

Earlier was one of the worst nights ever.

Ang sakit lang na ipagkakatiwala ako nina Mom sa ganoong klaseng lalaki. I saw how rude he is, I saw how horrible he is and I saw how unlucky I am if he's going to be my future husband. Damn that jerk.

Mabuti na lamang at hindi siya nakita ni Drake. I don't know kung anong magagawa niya but... I know it will be out of worry as his best friend's sister.

"Are you hungry? I can cook." Drake said while wearing his black sando revealing his oh-soo-yummy-biceps and muscles.

"Wine is enough." Sabi ko.

Hindi naman ako nag-dinner pero hindi ako nakakaramdam ng gutom. Pagkatapos ng mga nangyari, maiisipan ko pa bang magutom?

"Alright. I'll get some wine." Ani Drake saka pumunta ng kusina.

Sumandal ako sa malambot na sandalan ng couch. Huminga ako ng malalim saka mariing pumikit. I need to stop thinking about what happened earlier. I need to focus on Drake tonight because I can feel it, we'll do it tonight. He will take me to bed, for sure.

Sabi nga niya, mawawala siya dahil pupunta siyang Taiwan for business matters. So, it means, matagal ko siyang hindi makikita. Fuck, ngayon palang nami-miss ko na siya. Bwisit na puso 'to! Landi!

"Feeling tired?" Tanong ni Drake saka umupo sa tabi ko. Ipinatong niya ang dalang wine at wine glass sa center table.

Umiling ako. "No, may iniisip lang ako." I lied, again and again. I can't tell him that I'm tired dahil baka hindi niya ako i-kama ngayon. Shit, ang landi ko talaga.

"Who?"

"What? No one. I mean, I was just thinking about my job. As you can see, nag-quit na ako and I don't know how to explain it to my mother." For the hundredth time, I lied.

I don't care kung ano man ang sabihin nina Mom sa akin. Kung magagalit sila, so be it. Mas may karapatan akong magalit dahil iniipit nila ako sa sitwasyong hindi ko deserve. I don't deserve to be treated this way! I don't deserve to be in this kind of situation. Hindi man lang ba nila naiisip ang nararamdaman ko?

Hell yes, I'm a fucking spoiled brat slash bitch but hey, may puso din ako! May pakiramdam din ako. And I hate it.

"Hey. I think Tita Charisse will understand. Tell them what happened. That fucking asshole did something horrible to you."

I sighed and tried to smile. "Let's not talk about it." Sabi ko.

Kahit pa nasaktan ako kasi hindi ko man lang maranasan iyong yayakapin ka ng taong mahal mo sa worse day mo, well, it's okay. I'm ready. I'm always ready to get hurt.

"Okay, then, let's cheers." Aniya nang masalinan ang dalawang wine glass.

Kinuha ko ang isa at nag-cheers kami. He looked so masculine with his black sando at sweatpants. How could he manage to be this hot and handsome?

Masasabi ko bang swerte ako kasi nakakasama ko siya, kasi malapit siya sa akin ngayon, kasi nasa piling ko siya, kahit wala naman siyang nararamdaman para sa akin?

At least, I should be thankful dahil may pagkakataon akong makasama siya. May ibang tao nga na nagmamahal din ng patago and worst, hindi man lang nila nakakasama o nalalapitan ng ganito— tulad nang nagagawa ko.

"Anyway, remember our rules. Bawal kang makipag-sex sa ibang babae."

He chuckles. "What? Do you think I'm doing business with sex? Fuck."

I rolled my eyes. Kahit papaano ay napapakalma ko na ang sarili ko at naiiwasan nang maisip ang nangyari kanina. Bukas ko na lang ulit iisipin kapag wala na si Drake. I don't want to waste our time together.

"Well, maybe?"

"Fuck, Em. I'm a playboy, I admit. I love playing with girls but when it comes to business, it's only business. Don't think that way."

Okay, sana lang. Because I know that playboys will always be playboys.

Sumimsim ulit ako ng wine saka tumingin kay Drake. He's staring at me.

"Do you think this is a good idea? I mean, about our deal?" He asked.

Ngumiti ako ng malapad. "Of course! Saka sa set up natin na 'to, wala namang talo e."

Kahit alam kong simula palang, talo na ako.

"You know, makakamove on ka na, tapos iwas ka na din sa aids, you don't need to fuck any girl you want. You have me. You can fuck me all you want, Drake. And as for me, you'll fulfill my needs and syempre iwas aids na din. I don't want to try it to any guy I know."

Am I too strong to say that? That's a big lie. Siya, walang talo. He will gain more than I will in this deal.

He nodded. "But you promise, you won't fall for me. I don't know if I can handle that so don't."

Napalunok ako. "I won't fall for you." Dahil hindi lang ako nahulog sa iyo, mahal na din kita.

"Then, good." He smiled.

He leaned on me. Inilapit niya ang mukha niya sa akin. This is what I want, iyong malapit na malapit siya sa akin.

I looked at his red sexy lips and bit my lower lip.

"Don't do that, Em. Damn it." He whispered and claimed my lips.

His lips, his scents, his... shit. I love all of it.

Tumugon ako sa halik niya. He grabbed my nape and deepen the kiss. He's a fucking good kisser!

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na nararamdaman ko kung gaano siya ka-eager na maangkin ako. He wants me. And I'm very willing to give my whole self to him.

He started to caress my breast. The sounds of our kissing make me want him inside me right now.

Hinubad ko ang sando niya habang abala kami sa paghahalikan. I don't have any experience but in making out, I can say that I'm very good at it.

I'll make sure to make him crazy over me.

He groans when I bit his lips. Mas nilaliman niya ang halik niya. Mabilis niya tinanggal ang suot kong pang itaas nang hindi tinatanggal ang labi niya sa labi ko. His hands were roaming around my body. I let out a soft moan. Damn him! His hands are expert!

"Drake..."

I sat on his lap facing him. I pulled his hair while kissing him and it made him crazy. He stood up while carrying me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and shit, I can feel his manhood.

Dahan-dahan siyang umaakyat ng hagdan habang buhat ako. Our kisses are on fire and we can't stop.

Nang makarating kami sa kwarto niya ay mabilis na inilapag niya ako sa kama saka tinangal ang natitirang suot ko. I'm all naked now.

He's standing in front of me— watching my body.

"Fuck, Em. Fucking hell." He cussed then took off his remaining clothes.

Tumambad sa akin ang malaki niyang... sword. Damn, Drake! He's so big.

"I will fuck you, Em." He said in his husky voice. "I will fuck you until you sore."

"Oh, I like that." Sabi ko sa malanding boses.

His eyes were full of pleasure. I wonder if he could see my eyes that full of love.

He positioned his self on top of me. Kinakabahan ako dahil first time ko, but it will be worth it dahil ang lalaking makakauna sa akin ay ang lalaking mahal ko.

He played his dick against mine. Fuck him! It feels so good.

Naramdaman ko ang unti unting pagpasok niya sa akin. Pakiramdam ko ay may napunit sa pagkatao ko. Mahapdi, masakit dahilan para mapadiin ang pagkakakurot ko sa mga braso ni Drake.

"Putang'na, Em!" He shouted and stop. "Are you okay? Give me some time and the pain will go away."

Tumango ako sa kaniya. Yes, it hurts but damn, ang sarap. That feeling na inaangkin ako ni Drake, this is freaking great.

Muling gumalaw si Drake. Dahan-dahan, ramdam ko ang hapdi at sakit pero habang tumatagal ay bumibilis siya sa paggalaw kasabay ng unti unting pagkawala ng sakit na nararamdaman ko sa pagkababae ko.

"Fuck! Oh, Empress!" He moaned.

Ang sarap pakinggan. Ang sarap niyang pakinggan na umungol habang sinisigaw ang pangalan ko.

Nang maging pamilyar na ako sa pakiramdam ay dahan-dahan na akong sumasabay sa bawat paggalaw niya. Oh damn, this feels so good.

Mas napadiin ang pagkapit ko kay Drake. He's fucking me hard!

"I'll be faster, Em. Moan with me." He said.

Mas mabilis na gumalaw si Drake. I can clearly feel his manhood inside me. At ngayon ko lang napatunayan kung gaano kasarap ang isang Drake Hong. Now, I can't blame his girls na baliw na baliw sa kaniya.

He's great in bed.

He sucked my breast and licked my nipples. Napaliyad ako sa sarap na naramdaman ko. I pulled his hair. He's doing a multi-tasking, fucking me while working on my boobs. Fuck him for being so great.

Mas bumilis pa si Drake. Mas bumilis pa ang paggalaw niya. Mas dumiin ang paghalik at pagsipsip niya sa boobs ko.

"Fuck! I'm going to explode. Fucking hell!" Sigaw niya. He thrusted deeper and harder until he reached his climax.

Ako naman ay hiningal sa ginawa niya. I felt his fluid against mine. He's not wearing any condoms. And I don't mind.

"Fuck, I came inside you." He said. "I'm not wearing a condom."

"I won't get pregnant, don't worry. I'm taking pills." I lied, as always.

Iba pa rin kapag inangkin niya ako na walang condom.

Besides, I don't mind getting pregnant kung siya naman ang magiging ama ng anak ko. Baliw na nga yata ako. Baliw na baliw sa pagmamahal sa kaniya.

"Good." He grins. "We're not done. Round two."

Oh yes, alam kong hindi niya ako pagpapahingain tonight. Sinabi na din naman niya. He won't let me sleep tonight because he wanted to fuck me, yes, he wanted to fuck me because of his needs and not because he loves me.

"Alright, but before we start our round two, let me ask you one thing."

"What is it?"

"What if mabuntis mo ako?" I asked. I stayed calm dahil ayokong makitaan niya ako ng weakness.

He grins. "I won't let that happen. Wala sa vocabulary ko na magka-anak sa 'yo, Em. This will be the first and last time that we'll have sex without condom. I'd make sure to prepare next time."

Oh. That hurts.

Ano pa bang aasahan ko kay Drake? Masakit siya pero hindi na bago sa akin. Sanay na kaya akong masaktan. At least, honest siya. Mas mabuti ng masaktan sa katotohanan.

Katotohanan na kahit kailan ay hindi pumasok sa isip ni Drake na mahalin ako.

Muling kumilos si Drake. "Let me fuck you harder this time. You're so tight, Empress. I don't think we can sleep tonight. Damn it."

Hindi na ako sumagot. I know that this is all because of pleasure. At aminin ko man o hindi, kahit nasasaktan ako, gustung gusto ko pa rin ang ginagawa niya sa akin.