Bad but not bad

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"So... that boy huh?" Baekhyun grinned at him as he followed Jimins gaze, that seemed to keep wandering off towards, someone who wasn't him. And Jimin had spent enough time babbeling about his crush for him to recognize Jimin's description.

Of course Jimin panicked since his love interested could have heard Baekhyuns whisper... the fact that the other was about ten meters away seemed to not play a role at all.

"Shhhhhhhhhhhh! Don't say anything..." Nervously the boy looked around only earning himself laughter from Baekhyun who seemed unfazed at the danger of Jimins crush hearing him.

"Have you asked him out yet?" The grin on Baekhyuns face only earning himself a blushing Jimin.

"No way... there's no way I have a chance with him..." Jimin murmured his gaze dropping onto the floor.

"With that booty of yours you could have anyone. I would give my soul to have your ass, you know that?" For the first time since they had entered the library Jimin laughed. It was a sweet sound that even had the boy Jimin had been watching all day, turn around. Jimin on the other hand didn't notice the attention directed at him, but instead sent the sweetest smile he could offer towards Baekhyun.

"You're a dream of a best friend you know that? Also don't complain about your ass. You know that Chanyeol would hang you, if he heard you talking like that. Your ass is awesome."

"Yah! Don't bring Chanyeol into this!" Now it was Baekhyuns turn to avoid eye contact. "We aren't like that... yet..."

Way to happy for his friend Jimin grinned. "But you're like this close to it."

"...maybe..."

Awkwardly Jimin kept pushing his mug around knowing that it probably didn't give of the best first impression, but he couldn't stop himself being overly nervous. His eyes kept wandering off everywhere, but the person sitting in front of him.

Every second that passed by seemed to almost take a whole eternity. Every breath Jimin inhaled seemed to only put more pressure on his head.

He knew he was awkward whenever he was with someone he didn't already know, but he had never been this painfully aware of it.

"So are you going to look at me anytime today?"

The voice interrupting Jimins thoughts, almost made him flinch. Guiltily Jimin raised his eyes at the other male's level, but to his surprise the other didn't seem angry. Instead he smiled at Jimin. Instantly the butterflies in his stomach seemed to come to life.

"I'm sorry... I'm actually sort of really shy..." Jimin confessed an apologetic smile on his lips.

"Don't worry about it... that's actually really cute..."

And once again butterflies seemed to try escaping Jimins stomach.

"Today was nice..." Jimin smiled at the older boy. He wasn't lying. It might have been awkward, but he still really enjoyed the date.

"That's good to hear. I really enjoyed it..." Beom leaned closer ruffling through Jimins hair. The eye contact they had was rather intense. "Do you think a kiss would be to soon?"

Instantly Jimins heart rate increased. Although he was 18 already, he had never kissed anyone... he hadn't even been on a date or in a relationship... except one kindergarden thing he had, but back than him and some girl had just run around holding hands and kissing each other's cheeks, imitating their parent's behavior.

But unlike back then, he was eighteen now and he knew that at some point kissing would turn into something more than just that... still he really wanted it, even with all of his insecurities.

Slowly he nodded not breaking eye contact with his date.

In his eyes the smile alone plastered over Beom's face as a reaction, was worth it.

Carefully taking his face between his hands Beom moved into Jimins personal space, Jimin trying his best not to tense up and just lean into the touch.

Their lips touched and it didn't take long for the kiss to progress to a full on tongue kiss, which Jimin wasn't really sure of how to feel about it. At one hand he was kissing his crush and it felt amazing, but on the other hand it made him anxious. Still he pushed his unease aside and proceeded kissing the older boy.

A/N

So... ya'll are deadass gonna hate me but I literally forgot I still had to edit and upload this._.

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