NAUNA akong magising kaysa sa mag-ama. Jacob is probably tired from all the playing with Alzien last night. At itong isa naman ay go na go sa mga pinaggagagawa ng anak niya.

Nasa harap ako ng salamin at ginagawa ang make up ko. I do wear makeup when going outside. There's nothing wrong with wearing make up. It's cool.

"Good morning, sunshine. What time is it?" Alzien huskily asked.

"Good morning. It's still seven. What's your plan for today?" I asked.

Bahagya niyang iniangat ang sarili ar sumandal sa headboard ng kama. The comforter slipped revealing his well-toned naked torso. Napalunok ako at agad na nag-iwas ng tingin. Nauna akong nakatulog kagabi sa couch habang naglalaro sila at nagising na lang kanina na nasa kama na. I didn't even know he has no upper garments.

"Depends on you. Kung saan ka, doon ako."

"We'll head to church first."

"I'll take a shower."

Tumango ako. I tied my hair into a low bun.

"I'll prepare our food in the table. Nakaluto na iyong si Lana."

"Yes, Ma'am," he saluted and showed me a wide smile.

I went to the kitchen. Nakaluto na nga si Lana at kasalukuyang pine-prepare ang mga iyon sa mesa. I helped her do all of those. Hindi rin nagtagal ay dumating si Alzien bitbit ang sumisinghot na si Jacob. Jacob's leaning to his father's chest while sobbing.

"Someone's being moody again. Come here," hinubad ko iyong suot kong apron at sinalubong si Alzien na buhat si Jacob. "Hungry?"

Jacob nodded as a response. Binalingan ko ang nakangiting si Alzien.

"Stop smiling, it's creepy."

He frowned. Nagulat ako nang humakbang siya palapit sa 'min. My lips parted when he snaked his left arm while the right one tickled me. His left arm were supporting my back and also holding Jacob's arm while he kept on tickling me.

"Tigil na. Ang kulit-kulit," tumatawang ani ko.

"Ganda mo."

"Hm. Sinasagot na kita."

Ang kaniyang ngiti ay nawala.

"Ano 'yon?"

I shook my head, refusing to say it again.

"Ano 'yon, Rayzeah? Ano 'yon? Sinasagot mo na ako? Tayo na? Ano, Rayzeah?"

"Oo nga. Sinasagot na nga," nakapikit kong sabi.

Humigpit ang hawak niya sa akin. Maya-maya pa ay tumawa ito at kinuha si Jacob sa 'kin. Sinagot ko na, baka hindi lang ilang sako ng bigas ang bilhin e. Just kidding. Sasagutin dahil mahal na mahal. And I think it's inappropriate to sleep and live in one roof without proper label between us.

"Kumain na tayo at pupunta pa tayo sa simbahan."

"Mabibilaukan yata ako," he whispered.

"Kakain na."

Bumaling ako ng tingin sa anak naming nakatulog na sa habang hawak ni Alzien.

"Jacob? Baby, gising na. Eat ka na ng breakfast mo, we'll go to church later," mahinang tapik ko.

"Sabihin mo ulit, Rayzeah. Baka nabingi lang ako. Hindi ako kuntento na dalawang beses lang. Come on."

I subconsciously looked at him. His eyes were pleading and his face was red. A small smile appeared in his lips.

"Sinasagot na kita. Girlfriend mo na ako, boyfriend na kita. Sinasagot kita kasi mahal kita. Ayos na ba? Kuntento na?"

His smile widened.

"Mahal din kita. Araw-araw, gabi-gabi."

Umiling ako pero kinikilig din. After we finished eating, naghanda na kami para umalis. Umupo kami sa likurang bahagi pagpasok sa simbahan. Jacob was in Alzien's arms while he was also holding my wrist.

"Ganda mo," he complimented as we sat on the chair.

"Gwapo mo rin."

Kinuha ko si Jacob at pinaupo sa gitna naming dalawa. I was holding Jacob's hand so as Alzien to Jacob's other hand. I find him really attractive when he's attentively listening to whatever are Jacob's whims. Panay ang tango niya habang may sinasabi ang anak.

The mass started and we kept quiet, listening to what the priest was saying.

He took my hand and played with it the whole time we were inside the church. Jacob was active and all smiles as the priest was talking. Sa kalagitnaan ng mass ay bumitiw ito sa hawak ko at kinuha ang rubik's sa hand bag ko. He held it tightly and leaned on me while focusing on the priest.

Umupo muna kami roon pagkatapos ng misa. Hinintay namin na makaalis ang karamihan sa mga tao para hindi na hassle sa paglabas.

"Where do you want to go next?" Alzien asked as we step out of the church.

"Anywhere. As long as we can have a quality time together," I answered.

This is going to be the first family day with Alzien and I being together at last. Hindi na rin naman talaga dapat pinapatagal ang ganoon lalo na't naamin ko na rin sa sarili ko na mahal ko siya.

"What about you, son? Places you like?"

"Home. Movies. Foods. Sleep."

"You don't want to go picnic?" I asked.

"We can do it on any other day, Mommy. I want to watch movies with you and Daddy at home."

"Okay then, let's go grab some snacks and we'll watch movie," Alzien said.

We entered the car and Alzien was the one who's driving. We stopped at the nearest convenience store and entered. I was the one who's pushing the cart while Alzien and Jacob were the one's picking our snacks.

"Don't get too much junk foods, it's bad for Jacob," I flatly said to Alzien who's enjoying picking snacks.

"My bad. Sorry buddy, but junk foods is bad for you."

"Just pick some biscuits," ani ko.

As if that would convince Jacob.

"But Mommy, it's movie day, we're supposed to enjoy it with drinks and chips!" Jacob groaned.

"I know, but its not good for you. Grab some chocolates all you want, but not chips. Just promise me you'll brush your teeth after, okay?" I reminded.

Jacob's face lit up instantly and ran towards the chocolate section. Alzien and I looked at each other and shrugged our shoulders together. Alzien came next to me and held the cart then walked with me.

"I have no regrets that I had you pregnant. I just want to let you know that. Every bits of it, the process, they were all worth it."

"I was disappointed, to be honest. Pero wala akong magagawa. At siguro... kung maibabalik man ang nangyari noon, I would choose Jacob over... and over."

We found Jacob sitting on the floor, facing the retail food refrigerator. He was holding a bunch of chocolates in his arms while staring directly at the drinks inside the store's refridgerator. Alzien sat next to him.

"You want something from there? Tell me and Daddy will get it for you."

I smiled as I watched him being gentle to his son. I remember how I used to be scared to tell him that I'm pregnant. And now here he is, being a great Dad to our son.

We drove back home after paying all the expenses. Alzien was carrying the bags and I was carrying our son. We entered the house and Jacob ran towards my room to set the movie.

"Hm, smells good," Alzien sniffed my neck from the back.

"Liar. I smell bad right now, I'm sweaty all over," I hissed.

"Then explain why you smell sweet."

"Whatever."

I rolled my eyes and chuckled. I'm still using the same cologne. Ang dating kaibigan na nagbebenta nito ay binibilhan ko pa rin. I'm a loyal costumer.

"What movie are we going to watch today?" I asked.

Alzien closed all the windows and curtains, turned the lights off and sat next to me.

"Inside Out, Zootopia, Toy Story, Happy Feet, and Moana. Beauty and the Beast, Mommy's favorite. Ralph Breaks The Internet, Daddy's favorite and many more!" Jacob announced.

"Never thought you like animated movies," I teased.

Wala naman talaga sa karakter niya.

"The characters reminded me of you."

"Alin sa kanila?"

"Vanellope and Shank. Adorable and cool."

Hindi na nawala ang ngiti sa aking labi. I could agree when it comes to Shank. But adorable? And Vanellope? I'm far from that.

The movie started which is the movie Inside Out. Jacob sat on my lap. Alzien positioned himself on my back and cornered me in between his thighs. He made me lean on his chest and opened some snacks.

"Don't you think it's time for our son to have a sibling?" he simply asked.

Gusto ko na ang pangalawang anak namin ay automatically makuha ang apelyido niya. I want us to get married first before giving Jacob a sibling.

"Hindi ikaw ang magbubuntis kaya huwag kang desisyon."

Alzien snaked his arms around my stomach and pulled me closer to him. He crossed his leg in between my butt and feet. I felt warm because of his huge hard body.

"I tattooed your name," he whispered huskily.

I barely turned around. "Are you completely insane? Where?"

"I am insanely head over heels for you. Look." He lifted his shirt and showed me the tattoo in his side.

It was my name, with his surname. Rayzeah Carrangevill Alonzo-Dela Rama. Bagay at... gusto ko na. Gustong-gusto ko na matali sa kaniya. It's only him that I want.

"My surname suits your name well."

I gasped. Kailan ito? At bakit? I bet this hurts so much.

"I don't know what to say. I'm completely speechless. Since when did you have that?"

I bit my lower lip as I trace his tattoo with my fingertips.

"When you left. I missed you. Hindi alam ni Mom na nagpa-tattoo ako."

"I'm lost of words. I..."

"I love you and a kiss is enough," he whispered.

I whispered I love you to him and planted a kiss on his lips, three times. Hindi iyon nakita ni Jacob dahil nakatutok ito sa pinapanood.