.twenty seven.

"i didn't make the final cut." he said sadly. "but the guys who made it really deserved it. they always trained really hard and were just more talented than the rest of us."

i remembered that, from about four years back. i had been outraged that shougo wasn't picked because i thought he had potential. the managers at sm thought so too, so they kept him as a trainee, even after exo debuted.

then he went into talking about the exo members and their personalities. "they're all pretty nice guys." he said with honesty. "none of them in particular treated me like i was different. but i think the nicest of them are suho, baekhyun, and yixing. they always tried to make me feel included."

he then talked about the members that left and mentioned that he might have done the same.

-

the day has practically barely started and im already thinking and sulking about going to work tomorrow. but i'm going to try to finish posting the pre-written chapters for real this time, and then im going to go dye my hair.

im going to ombre dye it blonde from the bottom half, and then when it dries later, i'm going to color it with either pink purple or blue dye. 

i haven't decided yet. so i bought all three colors.

-clary