.fifty.

i was still holding up pretty well and we took a cab down to the beach. we walked around for a bit and sat in the sand, watching the water. i felt bad when he asked me if i wanted to go down to the water with him and i declined.

but i didn't want to spill the contents of my stomach into the ocean. i only watched him as he went by himself for a moment.

when he decided it was time, we went to a nearby pier where he led me. when he stopped, he got down on one knee and pulled something from his pocket. "mel, i tried to hard to make this a good day for you. but i guess this is as good as its going to get."

a smile tugged at my lips and i brought my hands to my face in surprise.

"please marry me, jagi."

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so after many failed attempts at making the day fun or even remotely pleasant. he apologized and told her he was trying so hard to make things right because he wanted to propose. so he proposed and i was so happy for them honestly.

he's a good guy and my sister deserves nothing less. my younger sister and i have always gotten along. i have nothing but good things to say about that bitch. my cookie (i call her cookie since we were younger lol).

they got married in 2015, at 19 years old. but they've been dating since they were 13. they are now 21.

i want a love like that. they have loved each other their whole lives practically.

-clary