*yeah I hate it*

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"What!?"

Luna's eyes widens in shock.

Oh god, how am I going to tell her?

"The morning before which we.... we made love for the first time... Kathleen arrived that day and saw us together in bed..."

I begin. Luna gasps in shock.

"I tried to chase her down but before I could do anything, she left. She just left leaving you this... cheque and this note! I am sorry..."

"Oh... my god!"

Luna starts to become frantic and overly hysterical.

"I wanted to tell you this before but I knew you'd be crushed and react exactly this way so I thought of not telling you. I am sorry... I should have told you but I was so scared and worried about you.. I didn't want to hurt you..."

I speak and try to told her but instead, she pushes me away.

"NO!", she cries. "You didn't tell me because you wanted to fuck me!"

I gasp.

"What?"

"Yes Paul! You hid everything from me becuase you knew that once I find about all of this, I will leave you and go back to mother. But you wouldn't let that happen so you decided to lie to me, cheat on me and hide everything from me so that I stay with you!"

"That's... that's far from the truth Luna. That's not what happened, trust me!"

I try to convince her.

"Then why did you return home that night all by yourself? Why did you abandon my mother? Why.. why did you hide this from me?"

I begin to panic.

"Luna.. i-.... I-"

"Didn't you wanted to touch me?", Luna barks at me. "Didn't you ever want to feel how I felt like?"

"Luna... stop..."

I breath.

"Just confess it Paul! Once you saw my mother walk out that door, you saw gold! You were happy because with her now gone, you could finally have me! That's what you always wanted from the first place!"

"That's not.... that's not true!"

Well it kinda was.

"Then why did you hide this from me? Why? Why, Paul? Why?"

She keeps on pressing me to confess until I finally lose it.

"Oh my god yes Luna! I wanted to touch you. I wanted to feel you, I wanted to have you all by myself but that was because I loved you and not your disgusting mother! She is a pig! A disgusting, ugly pig who never loved me and neither loved you! Do you even have any idea of the things she told me about you? She only cares about herself! Your mother is terrible and isn't capable of loving anyone. I would drown myself in a pool of cess before falling for her. She disgusts me and I hate her. I hate your mother!"

"Shut up Paul!"

Before I know it Luna slaps me on my face.

At once I see my life shattering before my eyes.

"Don't you dare say anything about my mother you understand!? Now get out of here!"

Wait, what?

"Wait what?"

"Get out Paul! I don't want to see your face ever again!"

She grabs hold of my wrist and starts pulling me down the stairs.

"Luna, wait no... I love you Luna! Please don't do this!"

Any amount of plea was futile.

Luna perhaps for the first time in her life, was angry and felt hurt and used. And I was the great man who made her feel that way.

"Luna stop!"

I tug at her hand and finally escape her hold.

"Luna, baby please... I love you and whatever I did was just because you mean so much to me and I never want to lose you..."

"Don't you dare baby me Paul! Because of you my mother left me. She left me because of you! Nobody knows where she is! Nobody knows if she doing alright or if she is even-... oh my god!"

Luna suddenly gasps. "What if she did something to herself? What if she... what if she is dead!?"

Oh fuck no!

Before she starts crying hysterically, I cover her mouth and muffle her cries as she screams into my hand.

"I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you."

Luna whimpers into my hand and I cannot help but sob.

"Stop it Luna please. You are hurting me so much!"

I plea to her.

"You hurt me Paul! And I will never be able to forgive you!"

At this point, I simply wanted to go back in time to see Luna's face when we were happy.

She looks terrible now. So hurt and torn. All because of me!

"Mother was right. Mother was always right. I should have listened to her. I should have never gone against her. I should have never trusted anyone else other than her! Look what happened to me when I trusted you!"

Luna cries.

"That's why she never let me talk to men. She always protected me and wanted to protect me from men. From men like you!"

"God Luna, please!", I almost beg her, "Don't say that! I love you! I love you so much!"

She buries her head in between her hands and bawls her eyes out.

Please God no! I cannot see her this way!

"He will never forgive me for the sins I have done. Never! I let my own mother's man touch me. I let my own mother's man buy me things. How treacherous! How wrong of me to do that! I deserve to be punished! I deserve this!"

She begins to curse herself and I die from the inside.

"Luna please stop!"

I beg, holding her hands.

Why is she hurting me even more saying things like that!?

God, I hurt her first.

"Luna please I love you. I love you so much. Don't do this to me. Please, please forgive me. I-.... I cannot imagine my life without you. I love you!"

I embrace her forcefully and whisper my love for her again and again.

But she wouldn't listen.

I hurt her real bad this time.

"I want you out of my life, Paul! Get out!"

Before I can say anything, she grabs my wrist and kicks me out.

"Luna-"

Crying, she slams the door on my face and just like that I butcher my own life with my own hands.

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*a/n

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