I just found out that my parents are homophobes🙁...they were saying how my wallpaper which is just Kageyama and Hinata from Haikyuu standing side by side is wrong...

My wallpaper ^

My mum even said that if I support LGBT, she's kicking me out of the house😟...imagine if she found me writing this...that's why I have applocks for wattpad and etc...sigh...I dont understand what's wrong about it.😢

UPDATE: GUESS WHO MADE HER MUM INTO A FUJOSHI TOO! AFTER YEARSS!😉

Carlos's POV:

"Dress nice Matthew! We're going out at 5." He wheeled him to my room before giving me a pure look of confusion.

"Where to and I don't have anything nice to wear..."

"Sky Hotel. I'm meeting a client there. I can lend you my clothes..." I wonder if he can even fit into my smaller sized ones...they may still look big on him...

"Then I shouldn't intrude-"

"I need a partner." What kind of excuse is that? Even a pre school kid wouldn't fall for that lie. I can't believe that I even said it.

"Okay...I'll go." He fell for that?! Oh well. Makes my job easier.

"Come here. I think this and this and this will suit you." I threw out the clothes which I've stuffed deep into my closet and lay them on my bed along with a matching tie. These should look formal enough.

Matthew's outfit ^

Picking him up from the wheelchair, I place him on the bed before removing his shorts and putting on the pants for him. "Ouch!" He hissed out slightly in pain when I accidentally applied force on his injured hip.

"Sorry. Are you okay?" He breathed out deeply before nodding.

"I'm fine. Thanks Carl." He says with a bright smile on his face while buttoning the pants himself. Cute...

Reaching out to stroke his cheek, I retracted my hand halfway before stuffing it into my pocket as he stared at me with wide curious eyes. I can't...he's practically a forbidden fruit to me.

"Then I'll go and get changed now. Call me if you need help." He nodded slowly before sitting up on his own.

"Wait! Carlos." Turning back to face him, he motion me over before pulling me beside him.

"Yes Matthew?"

"For some reason, I have a gut feeling that something is going to happen today. I don't know if it's good or bad but I only do this once." Looking at him confused, he leaned forward and pressed his lips against mine, pulling back after a while.

"You're an awesome guy Carlos. If I don't have someone I love, I'll go for you. I mean it. Thank you Carlos. For everything you've done for me." He said it so truthfully, my heart swelled in anguish. The kiss made me realise that today may be the last day he'll stay with me. I'll be left all alone again after tonight.

Why? Why must he make it so hard for me? Why must he make it so hard for me to let him go? It hurts. It hurts so badly.

Tears welled up my eyes and eventually fell as I cried on his shoulder while he patted my back tenderly. Why? Why must he be in love with someone else? Just when I found someone I love, I have my heart ripped out and torn into shreds.

So close yet so far away...too far...and untouchable...

I can never have my first love...the first person which I've fallen so hard for...

Matthew's POV:

"Where's your client Carl?" His phone buzzed. Scanning it quickly, he stood up slowly while keeping his phone in his pocket.

"He'll be here in 5. I'm going to the toilet first." Nodding, he called for a champagne before leaving silently. As soon as he left, the stage lights came on as a few figures went up on stage.

"Everyone, may I get your attention please?" That sounds so like Dylan for some reason. "I'm here today to sing a song which will be dedicated to my boyfriend Matthew." Huh?

A spotlight suddenly shone on me, making my vision clearer. Dylan...that's Dylan no doubt. "This song is for you my love." He said it without doubt as he stared intensely at me.

D for Dylan, E for Emily and J for Jackson (Emily's bf)

D:
You're insecure,
Don't know what for,
You're turning heads when you walk through the door,
Don't need make-up,
To cover up,
Being the way that you are is enough,

J:
Everyone else in the room can see it,
Everyone else but you,

All:
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh, oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
If only you saw what I can see,
You'd understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
Oh, oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh, oh,
That's what makes you beautiful

D:
So c-come on.
You got it wrong.
To prove I'm right
I put it in a song.
I don't know why
You're being shy,
And turn away when I look into your eye-eye-eyes,

E:
Everyone else in the room can see it,
Everyone else but you,

All:
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,

E:
That's what makes you beautiful

Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na [x2]

J:
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,

E:
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,

D:
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,

That's what makes you beautiful

Tears sprung up instantly when Dylan's eyes connected with mine when he sang the last sentence. Walking down from the stage and towards me with a big bouquet of roses. Getting down on one knee, he handed me the bouquet of flowers before taking my hand in his.

"Matthew, I love you. That's one thing I can always say without doubt or hesitation. The day you walked into my life, I knew that you are the one that I'll spend my whole life with.

I felt the connection between us when I first met you in McDonald's and there and then, I asked myself if it was fate. Before I knew it, I've fallen deep in love with you. I love your presence, your smiles, your laughter, your voice, and most of all, I love you. I love you a lot Matthew. I'm serious.

You can be completely blind or paralysed for all I care and I'll still love you. I'll still love you for who you are. I've never been so deep in love before Matthew. Never. I may not be the perfect boyfriend but I promise you that I'll try to improve myself and be the best husband for you. Matthew, will you marry me?" He took out a velvet ring box from his back pocket to reveal a beautiful ring sitting inside it.

Tears flowed down my face at his words as they stabbed deep into my heart. Why is he proposing to me? Why? I'm practically useless to him.

"You may be thinking that you're useless to me Matthew but I cam assure to you that you're not. You make my days brighter and you make Caydon feel a mother's love which I can never provide him with. You play a big part in our lives Matthew and only with you with us will our lives be complete." He filled my whole vision entirely, blocking out everything else.

"Mummy, will you please be my real mummy? I love you a lot. Please marry daddy. Please?" Caydon voiced out of no where, making me search for him to find him standing by the side of the table with a pink rose in his hand.

"Matthew?"

"I...I do." Dylan beamed widely before pressing his lips hard against mine. Damn...I missed this feeling.

"My mummy is marrying my daddy!" Caydon cheered as he jumped in joy in the air while cheers erupted from all around us as Dylan brought Caydon and I into his large and warm embrace.

"I love you Matthew. Always."

"I love you too Dylan...Forever."