Just like any normal kid, growing up, you always look up to the adults and even if Enmu was everthing but a normal kid, he did the same when he was younger. All the men are big and have wide shoulders, he thought for a second. He was a clueless 11 year old boy, who got is hairends cut, as he looked to the sky. "Tamio, please don't move youre head too much." A old man said, turning his head forward, befor the boy could even react. He looks forward now, befor looking down on the hair on the ground. It was mostly pink cause is ends are pink, befor it goes to a dark black, but this was not the reason he looked down. At first, it was just a black but after some time, it grow or fade into these two colors, wich made him wonder about the previouse topic, he thought about. "My hair suddenly changed when i grew older. Does my whole body does it?" The man giggles, as he put the scissor away and brushed it. "Well usually it should not changed in such a young age or in these color at all. But who knows, what gene are causing it, but yeah, the body going to change when you hit a certain age." He explained,stroking his hair gently from his face. Enmu looked to him quite surprised. "How? I wanna know, what will happen." He demented and the man can't help but laugh, as he stand up. Enmu quickly follows him but then he turns around, as he got back with a paper. He put it on the table and Enmu get himself a chair. His growspood did not came yet, so he was still too small most be time, but his attention was on the paper, as he drew something, that looked like a triangle at first, but as he drew more, Enmu could see a man. "When boy's grew older, they grew facial hair on the chest but most important on the face. They shoulders also get wider and the muscles grew bigger." Enmu was facinated as he drew it on the triangle figure. "Only hair on these parts?" He asked, as he drew the hair and his mentor shaked his head. "No. But there a three main spot, were the hair growing is more intens. Befor you ask, you too young for the third now, so i won't answer any questions about it." Enmu tildet his head confused, befor pointing on the drawing. "But why do you talking about men only, when it comes to shoulder and muscles? What do the girls get, when they grew older?" The man drew another picture and at first, it looked like a fruit, a pear, but then Enmu saw, that it was another human. "Well, back then and today, woman have to give birth and so it gets easilyer, they get wider hips, wich made they thigs seem bigger. And since back then, it was to the man to protect the familie and it is today still and the woman takes care of the children, they have smaller muscles than the man do." The boy find it facinated, how different, the two are, yet they seem to fit they purpose. "Of course youre body don't decide youre lifestyle and everyone is shaped different. Keep that in mind." He add, but Enmu pointed at the man drawing. "I can't wait to grow into it." The man smiled, as he saw him so happy. "I know." He simply replied.

He doesn't need to wait long though. His grow spood startet with 15 and he grow into a good 1.68, but he noticed, that this was not the only thing, that grow. He checks his waist. It was still the same, but as he checks his hips and thigs, he noticed that they were wider. His shoulders are not that noticable, wich confused him. "No, thats not right." He mumbled and checks the drawing from 4 years. He can remember the words correcly. Boys grow wider shoulders and muscles and girls wider hips and tighs, but why is this not his case? "What are you thinking about?" He heard the sudden question and turned around, seeing his mentor. "Explain this." Enmu pointed at his thighs. "They noticable wider than they should. But the parts, that should be for a boy, are not growed that much. How come?" He ask irritated and also frustated. "It should not be like this." The man sighed. He noticed the changed too but he did not thing it will turn into such a big deal for him. "The shape are not just cause of youre gender but also on the genes youre parents gave you and perhabs, youre mother had really strong genes." He explained but Enmu rolled his eyes. "Why from all genes them from my mother? I am a man. Why can't my body be like these, of other man too? Womans want a strong looking and handsome man and besides, wider hips are for birth. I'm a man. My organs and body are or is not made for caring a baby and pushed it out, so they hips are uneccesarily." He explained annoied, but the man smiled and stroke his hair. "Tamio, you grow into a beautiful young man. Yes, most men have wider shoulders but youre beauty is extraodrinary and special, just like you and it fits youre more than being like the other." He said smiling. "Youre were never like the others. Not with youre haircolor, nor with youre personality. Youre a more fragil, yeah, but youre still a young man. So don't be frustated about the unplanned growed. There is woman out there who find it attractiv. And i think, you still look like a men." Enmu thinks and sighed. He got a point and maybe it was not so bad after all. But still, it don't feel right to look like this. It makes no sense for him, why it grow like this.

It never maked sense and he hates it.

"Look who is back." Enmu said happily, as he leaves the spider mansion. He smiled wide, as he walks back to Hakuji's mansion. "Look who is ready for training again. It was weeks till this recovery was over but now i am back." The crow Tami sighed. "Never, ever, do that again." She replied, meaning the wound on his neck, but Enmu smiled. "Why, youre were worried?" Now she got frustated. "Of course i got, as i heard what happend. Why should i not?" She asked angrily, but Enmu giggles. "Awww. I mean, i wish i could feel more than the blood, yet the pain suddenly dissaperad. Anyways, were is my blade?" He asked and looked up. "It was not with me. Why is that so?" Tami shaked her head. "Youre memory loss is seriouse." She replied and flyd away, leaving Enmu confused. "I go tell Keizo and Hakuji that youre coming back." Now the young man wonders, what she means with that, but did not question it further, since she was gone. He was more than happy, that he could leave the spider mansion, so it don't change his curent mood. He walks back, till a Kakushi walk towards him. In his hand, he has some clothes. "Ah, i've been looking for you. I made you something." Now that quite surprised him and he stand. The other gave him the clothes and smiled. "This is the official uniform." He replied and Enmu tilged his head to the side. "Why thanks, but i am already wearing it?" He nods. "Yeah, but there are many and this is one, i think suits you more." He replied and smiled. "I made it for you personal, so it's gonna fit perfeclty." Enmu thinks for a second, but he got pulled away anyways. "Please, i wanna see, how it looks." The man replied, pushing him into changing. He was annoied by this of course but also curiose. So at the end, he put his off and put on the new uniform. Of course he changed, were no one can see him, but as he walk back, he feel uncomftorbal. It was the same uniform,Mitsuri got but with a even shorter skirt. Enmu as lots of things, he dislikes on this one. "The chest is open, wich is not good. A hit with a crawl there and my lungs are desroyd and you sure, this as my height ?" He asked unsure, as he tried to pull the skirt down, covering his thighs, but failed. It was too short to do so. "Besides, why are skirt and why so short? It reveals more than half of my" He stops for seconds, as he realised it. It suits him, cause than the others see more of his thighs. He looked to the man and that he blushes and smiled, just proves his thought. It makes him angry, so he took his uniform and stamp away. The other was confused,but then Enmu threw him the revealing uniform in the face. "Youre little piece of shit. It was youre plan,wasn't it? Seeing more of my thighs, my body parts by the way." He said more than just angry about it and he grab his hair. "You fooled me, you asshole." The man shakes his head. "Oh no no no. It is the official unfiorm and fits a woman like you more." He replied, but Enmu looked him in the eyes. "You to realize, i am a man, right?" Now the other was shocked, till Enmu throw him away. "This means no. Youre happy, what you saw? Seeing my naked thighs like you planned, must be quite pleasuring. I can't believed someone like you tricked me just because of that." He said, ashamed of the thought. "You too scared to fight demons but have the brave to do this? How pathetic you are." The kakushi stand up, scarred and walked backwarts. "I mean, youre thighs are a blessing and besides, you don't look like a man at all, so i could not know it." Enmu rolled his eyes and walks forward him. More and more frustated about his words. "I give you the most terribel hallucinating, you could ever imagine. I make sure you regret the day, you were born. I i." He stops to think and looked away. "Why should i waste my hypnotic for a pathetic creature like you?" He asked and walked away. The man breathe out and think, he was free, but then Enmu turns around, runs forwards him and kick him beetween his leg. He was not atrong enough to kill demon but his leg muscles were stronger duo to his training. They were more of a used to him and now, he can use them more to jump and move better. He was always agil, so he traibed it and now, it was useful, cause he kicked extra strong. The other scream in pain, as he felt it and fall to the ground, crying. "I hope it was enough to destroy them. A pathetic, pervers creature like you, should not have kids after all and they better be useless afterwards. Thats what you deserved for fooling me for youre pleasure." He bows down to him. "Oh, and if i heard, you did this to another, i will come to you personal and i will make sure, it was the last time you saw things." He whisperd to him, befor he leaves. He was not the type, who said such things but he was angry at this guy. It ruined his mood complety and he remains angry, as he got there. Hakuji was not there and without his blade, he can't train so he goes to his room. It was rare, that someone like Enmu is angry but this was too much even for him. He sighed and looked in the mirror. He was angry cause this words hurt him. He got confused as a woman and fooled. His body never felt right, besides. He barely fell any pain and the shape was always odd. He was clearly a man, but it seems like his body is more of that, from a woman, it was unfair. "I knew something was odd. I knew, it was not the right body for a men." He said as he looked himself in the mirror. This was a moment, were he cursed this thighs for being like this. He hates it. It never felt right or makes sense, that they are like this. It never felt like, he should have these, has if they never belonged to him at all. The more he looked at it, the more he felt rather trapped in a body, thats not his, but this feeling was nothing new. His life was senseless afterall and it never feel like his life, but the words from the other make him thought, about his body. He always felt sort of disconnected from his body, especially when feeling no pain, so why should it belong to him? It's clear, that this is not right, but now it frustated him even more to the point, that he cries. He swiped the tears away and rurned away from the mirror. "Why should it bother me anyway? It was never my life anyway. Just a nightmare, i am trapped." He said, picking up his cat, who sits there and covering himself in the blanket, cuddling Yume tigh, as he slowly forgots, whats upseting him in the first place. But this feeling stays there, but he just ignores it, till he smiles. "What do you think? I can't train afterall, so how about wachting some trains?" He asked Yume and stands up again. "Yeah, i think thats a good idea. Trains are always pleasant to wacht anyways." He said, now happy and relaxed again. "Besides the mess around, they always stunning." Enmu quickly write a note, were he is, took Yume and walk away. He can't wait to be there.