"Damn it, damn it." He cursed, as he saw the wound on the side. It was not planned, that it was so deep, but he has trouble, getting the knife out now. "Thats not good. Thats so not good." He mumbled. His little satisfaction for his machomistmus was now more than visible. His body was full with scars, wounds and coverd from his arms, thighs and even his stomach and chest with either bandaige or band aids. He was lucky, that he has not a fatal wound over the time, that Rui had to treat yet. The others would not understand it, but right now, he bites his lip. Not because of the pain, he felt nothing again, but because he might cut into an organ there. Luckily, he looked himself up, so there would be no surprise visit's, as he tries to pull it out. There were lots of blood on it. "Not good. Come on,come on." He whispers, already losing to much blood now. "Please, just get out." He mumbles. Enmu's hand shaking because of it, but he noticed, that it moved a little. He took a deep breathe and put all his strenght to pull it out and after some tries, it worked, but of course now he losed more blood than befor and he needs to sit down on the wall, cause he felt, how much it affected him already. "Kinda stupid from me, but i have to cover it up." Enmu whisperd, took a big band aid and carefully put it on the wound, to hopefully stop the bleeding. Just so it was not noticable. But he was not finished there. Of course he has to clean his bathroom and the knife, hidding it again. "Maybe i just panicked. Yeah, that must be it." Enmu tries to convince himself that everthink is fine and it worked. "A close one." He thought, as he took his blade and goes outside. "Took you long." Hakuji commented, already waiting outside. "We said, when the sun is in his highest place, we will train." He reminded him and got greeted with a smile. "I was on the toilet quick. I can't control it, can't i?" He argue back and Hakuji seemed defeated. "Alright. I just wanna sew how good of a hashira you a now." Without any more warnings, he attacks him but Enmu simply blocks it with his blade. "Woahh, hang on there. How about we go get some train swords or do you wanna hurt me?" He jokes, chuckling about his sentenced and the other agreed. "Got a good point here. I just tried and test youre sense. As a hasihra now, you have to stay focused." He rolled his eyes from the other explaination. "You act like you are perfect." There came no reply to it, as the other already walked away. Enmu followed him, but he felt a strange feeling troughout his body. He felt, dizzy,  but brushed it off and blaimed it on the heat. As a slayer, he has to fight and train, even in the heat of the sun,or the coldest night. He was used to his. Still, he was not prepared, when the other throw one train-blade at him. "Mhmm, whats the matter? You unfocused already jokingly, but then he tildet his head, wondering at the behaiviour. Enmu was shaking. It got cold quickly,making it even harder to remain focused. He breathe fast and had a hard time to stand. Almost falling as his legs feel shaky. "Is everthink alright?" His voice was filled with worry as he saw him strugling. "I'm fine." He hold his training-blade with shaking hands. His body was so exhausted, so cold, but still he can't just give up, can't he. His oppoment don't move a muscle, wich confused him, but there was no time to think, cause as Enmu took a step, his body practically gave up, making him to fall. "Enmu!" Hakuji screamed confused, but everthink started to spin anyways. Enmu felt like trowing up any moment and it happend. His mouth taste like blood and in in the next minute, he vomit it on the ground. Exhausted, he laid there,half unconciouse already as he feel, how he got lifted up. He can't say were it goes cause everthink spins, befor fading into a black.