" Wrap your arms around my neck Babydoll"
I did as he told me to do and I was lifted up and he carried me to a chair sat down with me I curled into him as he held me
Kota whispered sweet things in my ear as I laid there I started to relax and get my breathing under control my body was worn out from all the excitement and my eyes closed I began to drift off to sleep

" Babydoll I'm so sorry I wasn't here before but I am now you can always lean on me for anything " he says softly in my ear

" How's her breathing " Sean asked as his hand was on my shoulder

" Better much more even Sean was that a panic attack " Kota asked

"Yes it was I think it's from everything she's been through and seeing that picture didn't help at all if you are comfortable with her in your lap then sit there if not take her to her bedroom but one of us needs to stay with her I don't want her waking up alone " Sean said

"I'm fine she's asleep anyway why mover her and I need to ask you some questions later " Kota said

" Alright I'll answer them as best I can "

I shift in Kotas lap and sit up place my hands on his chest and look around the room
I see everyone looking so concerned and I can't help but feel so damn guilty for it knowing I'm the reason
And when my eyes land on Chase he looks like I feel so damn bad my conscious is wrestling with the pain I have caused even if they don't know fully What happen 3 1/2 years ago

When my eyes land back on Kota his words replay in my mind

" Kota "
" Yes Babydoll"
" Did you mean what you said "
"Always Babydoll "
" Do you think I should "
" Yes I do It will make things somewhat better but be prepared for yelling and for some to be mad but they will all realize it was done out of love " he says

" Are you sure " I asked
" Yes I am three of us all ready know and we don't keep secrets in our family so it would be best for your behind to tell " Kota said

"What are they talking about " Gabriel said to everyone in the room
" I don't know but it's got me curious " Luke replies

" I think you should tell them " Chase said

" Tell us what " Owen asked his eyebrow went up when he spoke

"Three and half years ago just after you all left I went in for a routine checkup with Dr Oliver well I did have one concern about my period that it wasn't right even with the birth control so Dr Oliver did some blood test and then an ultrasound where he found what look like a dot on my right ovary , Dr Oliver scheduled a biopsy to be down the next day which we did the results came back two days later as cancer Dr Roberts and Dr Oliver did the surgery to remove one ovary and one Fallopian tube I did a round of Chemo for four weeks which was hell I go every six months and draw blood to check for anything and do a full body CAT Scan once a year I have been cancer free since my next appointment is in three days to do a follow up as usual " I say taking a deep breath in and letting it out I lay down on to Kota he wraps his arms around me

"You did fabulous Babydoll and as I said before I'm so sorry I wasn't here for you then but I am now for anything as long you let me in " Kota said

Leaning up again I look at him give him a watery smile
" Oh Babydoll don't cry " he says as he pulls me to him again

" Why didn't you tell me " Brantley asked you could hear the pure emotion in his voice

" Because I didn't want to worry you I know what you went through with your Mom and I didn't want to put you through it again if I didn't need to " I say to him

" What does it mean for your chances of kids since I know that you would love to have some one day I think you said a house full" Sammy asked

" I have my other ovary and Fallopian tube they still work I did save some of my eggs from both sides removed and frozen before I began chemo just Incase it killed the one I had left so I can still have kids but I would have to be inseminated with a fertilized egg  I don't know if I can have a house full naturally but I would love to adopt " I tell them

Maddie got up out the chair and came over to me pulling me out of Kotas lap

" Don't you ever I mean ever hide something like this from your family ever again or I will personally kick your ass " she says as she pulls me into a bear hug

" I didn't want you to worry about me " I said softly

" I don't give a fuck Kensley you are our sister we are family we help each other stick together and annoy the hell out of each other " Sammy said as he sandwiched me between him and Maddie

" Can't breath " I croak out

Both let go of me

I take in a deep breath and let it out

A tissue is handed to me I look to see Corey

" Here wipe your face Little Cub " He says
After I wipe it he pulls me into a hug

" Kitten you are one hell of woman my woman we will have many children "Raven said As he hugs me from behind sandwiching me between him and Corey
" Mmm I like this sandwich Corey we need her between us soon she needs a fruit cup soon too " Raven said
" Fruit cup you say " I say back
" Yes Fruit Cup " Raven answered
" As long as it has pineapple and peaches I'm good " I say with a grin knowing full well what he is proposing
" I need fruit cup now " Raven yells as he moves from behind me
"RAVEN " they all yelled

I let out a laugh at him and the rest

Corey gave me a sweet kiss on the lips " I'm sorry you went through this but I'm very glad you caught in time for treatment to work and that you are here today "

When Corey stepped away I noticed that North and Axel both had left the room It hurt my heart that I know I caused them pain

" I need to use the bathroom " I said excusing myself from the room

Heading down the hallway I went straight to my room locked the door then went to the bathroom and locked the door sliding down the door I wrapped my arms around my knees and cried letting all of my emotions out

Once I felt like I had my emotions back under control I got up washed my face off then used the bathroom

Unlocked the door and stepped out to hear my door being banged on

" Kensley"
" Yeah" I answered then coughed trying to clear the emotions out of my voice
The door lock  clicked and it opens there stood Luke and Marc

Before I could say anything else Luke hugged me tightly
"Cupcake Dont hide anything like this again " he says as he nuzzles my neck
" I'm sorry " I say my voice cracked

" Don't you dare cry " Luke says when he pulls back and looks directly at me

" Yes Little Vixen don't we are all processing this and aren't angry at you all of us do understand why but from here on out no hiding things We are all here for you " Marc says

" Let's go back to the living room and find out what we are having for dinner then I think all of us are gong to stay tonight I for one don't  want to let you out of my sight " Luke says

We go back down the hallway I noticed that Axel and North are still gone

As the afternoon worn on Luke , Marc and Silas left to get food while the rest stayed

Lilly and the guys came by and when they walked in

"Did you know about her cancer " Owen asked Liam directly they stood face to face
Liam's face changes from a happy one to a serious one the kind that says he doesn't like to be challenged just like Owen

" What is he talking about " Lilly asked

" I am asking about Kensley's Cancer she had three years ago " Owen states

I watch Liam's jaw clench and unclench

" Yes I knew Only I knew She didn't want anyone to know unless the diagnosis was bad " Liam answered

Lilly looked at me then back at Liam

" Why didn't you tell us both of you Why this isn't something you just don't tell anyone " Lilly yelled Coming to stand directly in front of me
Her hand raised up and slaps me across the face

Closing my eyes to keep from saying and doing something I would regret

" LILLIAN RYLIE BARRETT ANDERSON " Henry yelled grabbing Lilly

" I'm only going to say this once Lilly you ever hit me again I will...."
" Kensley " Owen says as he pulls me back to him wrapping his arm around me

" I understand why your mad but Hitting me isn't going to change things I didn't tell anyone because it's my body my choice and the only Reason Liam knew because I had gotten sick from the Chemo and passed out in the living room he found me took me to the hospital to which Dr Roberts told him and I made him promise not to tell " I explained

" Why not tell me I thought ... " Lilly stopped

" Thought What Lilly that I didn't trust you oh I did an do But this was something I had to do on my own over the past 6 years I have had my brothers and sister keeping me safe protecting me so I could get out of my Mothers hell hole and When It was finally done I needed to prove to myself that I could do things on my own  I also told Liam and Dr Roberts that if at any point it was going to go bad that they were to tell you all I was cleared after four weeks of chemo and as I told them I go every 6 months for a check up and once a year I get a full CAT Scan which I have my appointment in now two days " I say

Owen keeps his hold on me I lean back into him feeling tired of all this yelling and arguing his familiar scent invades my senses

The door opens and Luke , Silas and Marc come back in with bags of food

"Why is Angelos face bruised " Silas questioned as he came in

" Lilly found out about the Cancer wasn't happy then slapped Kensley" Gabriel said as he went to the kitchen to help unload the groceries

"Is that right " Silas's said his voice was filled with anger he walked over to Liam stood in front of him

"Easy Superman she had every right to smack me I withheld information that she should have been told" I say

"Stand down Silas " Owen said with that tone

I wiggled out of Owens hold and went over to Silas and got between them

Placing my hands on Silas chest then taking one hand to his face sliding my fingers down his jawline to get his attention down to me
His blue eyes were flipping between anger and love
So I did the one thing I could think of I stood on my tip toes and kissed him gently at first , Silas moved his hands to my waist then wrapped my arms around me lifting me up as he deepens the kiss I had to wrap my legs around his waist to hold on
Coming up for air I keep arms around his neck
His eyes now were filled with love and lust

Silas put me down and I turned around

" I'm sorry Kensley I shouldn't slapped you though I will next time if you keep something like this again " Lilly says she opens her arms for me
I went to her hugging each other tightly

"Well now that they kissed and made up can we discuss Kane now we found more information on him " Jack said

"How did you meet him" Maddie asked
" I went to a bar with Molly one night and Kane was there he introduced himself and I don't know what I saw in him I guess I was lonely and thought he could fill the void "
" Well no more meeting men at bars " Maddie said

" She doesn't need to she has us that's all she needs " Brandon said

" Amen " Marc said

"Dinner is ready " Luke hollered from the kitchen
When he did the smell hit my nose and my belly growls

" Come on Kensley lets get you fed " Owen said as he offered me his hand

Dinner was Lasagna Salad and garlic bread

After dinner and clean up I went and sat on the couch but was quickly picked up and sat back down in Victor's Lap where I snuggled into a movie was picked and turned on but my mind wasn't on the movie it was on the two missing guys
When it was time for bed Gabriel had brought out several air mattresses and got them blown up the couch was converted to a bed

" You all do know there are two other bedrooms in the apartment that you can sleep in " I say

" Yeah there will be two in each room then I think one in with you but I'm not sure yet " Gabriel said

I shook my head and left them to figure things out

Climbing into bed I fell asleep in a matter of moments

Waking up in a sweat from the nightmare I flip the covers off me head to the kitchen then to laundry room and when I get there I strip out of my PJs and put them in the washer I don't bother grabbing anything to put on I go back into the kitchen grab a water bottle off the counter crack it open and down it Crush the bottle I toss it in the trash

As I am walking out and heading in the living room the front door creaks open
Turning to see who it was
I see it's North and Axel both of their eyes land on me
Their eyes go wide as they look me up and down

" Kensley Baby you are missing something " North says as he walks slowly to me

" Missing what " I asked
North is a half a foot away
" Look down " Axel said
I do then it hits me I am completely naked in front of them
" Naw I needed to wash my PJs and didn't feel like putting anything on " I tell them I can feel my cheeks becoming red

" God her blush covers her whole body " North says as he looks me over

" So I think I will head back to bed now " I say stepping backwards right into a body

" Mmm Kitten I love the tattoo across your back and this ass of yours is gorgeous "

" She definitely does have the most beautiful breast I have ever seen " Axel said as he lifted one up his warm hand

" Yes she does " North says as he lifts my other breast in his hand
The contrast in their hands felt so good against my skin
Axels were smooth and soft , North were rough and callous
I bite down on my lip to keep the moan from escaping when both tweaked my nipples
And Ravens lips met my neck hitting that sweet spot
The moan rumbled through my throat

North cupped the back of my head making me look at him
" Even though I was angry at you for not telling any one I do understand why you did and now you stand here naked and so gorgeous all I can think about is kissing you and taking you to bed and also spanking your ass for not trusting your family " He says

" He's right I was angry too and I agree with Norths assessment you are gorgeous and I think 30 spankings will do for not trusting her family" Axel added

" Can agree with both on all accounts so Kensley over the side of the couch now " Raven said

Taking a moment to realize they all went Dominant on me and I couldn't help the wet feeling between my legs

" Go " another voice said
I look up to see Owen
" Go " another voice said
Sean
I see that every one was awake and watching us

Going over to the couch laying over the arm

" Count " Axel said
Smack
" One " I say
Smack
" Two "
This went on for 30 smacks I was a blubbering mess but felt so much better

Axel reaches around lifts me up and holds me when we sit down
I try to get off his lap
" No My Goddess let us take care of you "

Sighing I relax into him and wonder if they could become my Doms