In my imagination, I fight with you
Make up with you and understand you
Your hand gestures, your eyes, they are faded but not gone
Why won't it go away?

Tae's POV

I feel so lonely seeing how happy, three of my best friends are happy. Yoongi and Lyn are married. Jimin and Jae are now known to be dating and are looking at houses together. Jin and Jangie are dating and basically living with each other. Watching Minibear also grow up from when I met her as a baby to now a little two year old made me realize how much being an idol has changed for my life from what I always thought my life was going to be. I want a family, my friends outside of the idol industry are marrying and having kids. I want to have multiple dogs besides just Tannie.  Jangie, Jin hyungie's girlfriend is fun to hang out with back stage she has become on of my closes friends. She would come and visit after work. She and Jin were cute together but because of how shy and old fashion She was they weren't all over each other like Lyn and Yoongi or Jimin and Jae. They were sweet together and left a lot of their relationship as private. Jangie thought of to help me in my situation with setting me up with her best friend who was in town for work. This girl was apparently a model, as well as into music. She and Jangie were close friends in Australia together. She was an army but not a loud one, she told me she was also Japanese and the oldest in her family. She has houses across the globe which means she doesn't need finical support so I won't have to worry about that. My only issue is I want her to see me as Tae not V. I want her to want me not what is supposed to be me. I want someone to listen to Jazz with, watch the sunrise and set. Spend days watching clouds pass by, walk in the park walking our dogs seeing our kids discover the world step by step. 

"Hey taebear, I got Kria to agree to go on a blind date with you" Jangie said as I passed through the living room where her and Jin were playing Mario kart. 

"Hey pay attention, my rose or else it's not a fair tournament if you let me win" Jin said totally focused in the game making me chuckle as Jangie rolled her eyes. 

"Thank you Jangie, when did she agree for me to meet her? and where?" I asked her sitting on a odd chair watching their race. 

"Um well she is going to leave soon so tonight, she will meet you at the restaurant, the Japanese place near the park, the really nice one. Sorry it is so short notice." She says and then passes Jin in the race surprising him. I chuckled at them being cute. 

"That is ok, I will go call them and set it up to be private don't need pictures the fans were surprised enough by Jimin and Jae at Yoongs wedding don't need them to freak out and scare Akaria." I said getting up going outside to call the Japanese place. At the wedding people got photos of Jimin and Jae kissing that got leaked so they had to come open about their relationship. It is known as well that Jin is in a relationship but not pictures of Jangie's face or them together has been leaked as she is teacher and is working its better for her safety. 

After calling the Japanese place I figured I should take sometime to get ready for the date tonight, It was currently our break so I hadn't shaved as often as needed. So I decided to go to my room and take a shower turning on some music. Yeontan was with me as I was currently on break and he was sleeping in his bed looking cute. I took a shower then decided to shave and start getting ready. I took occasional breaks in between getting ready to take some pictures of tannie and playing with him when he woke up. After getting some nice slacks on and a nice button up top I grabbed a long coat and put on some nice dress shoes. I styled my hair pushing it back from my face. 

I sigh and look at the time, I could leave now and get some flowers for Akaria. I wanted to get something meaningful. Most guys just get roses for girls but there are so many beautiful flowers to find in this world. I walked out and didn't hear mario kart anymore from the living room meaning Jin and Jangie must of left to get food or went to his room for some alone time together to be all snuggles and cute. I walked down to where our cars were store and when I got in my car I saw that Jimin and Jae pulled in and were parked making out. I sigh and pulled out of the parking deck and headed to the local florist. I knew very little about Akaria in all honestly just what her friend has told me but people mold to fit who they are around. So all I honestly knew was the she is Japanese, a model, and had a love for music as well. I parked my car and put on a mask and walked into the floralist. 

"Hello, how can I help you" An older lady behind the counter said and I bowed. 

"Hello, I have a request can you make me an arrangement, I am meeting a girl and need it tonight in about 2 hours?" I asked her smiling. "I will pay extra for the short notice" 

"Do you have the flowers in mind you want to use?" She asked looking a bit worried. 

"ahh um well the girl I am meeting is Japanese, so I want to use some flowers she may know." I tell her and she nods and looks at her flowers she had. I followed her the best I could around her shops. 

"I got something in mind, I have some Primula Sieboldii, Orange Osmanthus, and some Irises.?" She says looking at me to approve. 

"I like them, do they have a meaning?" I asked her and she nods and starts working, I stayed in the shop to talk to her. 

"They do have a meaning. Primula Sieboldii, these that look like magenta daisies, they mean Desire and long-lasting love. Orange Osmanthus mean truth and a noble person. The iris also known as Shobu means Good news or glad tidings as well as loyalty." She says starting to organize these beautiful flowers together. This flowers were so perfect for the first thing for me to give her. It gives off the meaning of who I am and how I am looking for in a relationship. How I will treat and view her and all that I think she deserves from a person. After sitting and talking with the shop owner I paid her extra. She got the arrangement done in about an hour and half. I got in my car and drove towards the restaurant getting a message making me stop. At the studio Jimin had left his bag and needed me to get it while I was out. I sighed I had extra time so I decided to head there and grab it for him rushing in not wanting to be late. I got stopped by Jungkook who was working with Joon on a recording but I was in a rush. I had a date finally to go and see. I looked at the time and I had 15 minuets to get there. But of course there was traffic people leaving to go out, it was a nice night and looked so beautiful outside. I parked at the restaurant and grabbed the flowers. I fixed my hair and put a mask on to head inside. I got to the private room taking my mask off at the door and opening it heading inside. My breath was taken away from the beautiful model at the table who looked up at the door opening. She was in a beautiful green dress that waterfalls off her and wraps around her. 

"Akaria?" I asked her and she looked up at me. I recognized her she was a model. Jangie you could have told me who your friend was not that she is just a model but one of the most beautiful models in the world naturally. 

"Taehyung?" she says getting up. I handed her the flowers and she looked at them and set them down. 

"You look...just wow" I said checking her out she had me stunned. 

"I am sorry Jangmi just told me her boyfriend had a friend, I thought it wouldn't be a BTS member. I should leave your clearly too famous for me." She says grabbing her purse and about to head out but I grabbed her hand. 

"I know who I am but your not just a nobody either" I said and she looked back at me. 

"But there is no way we are compatible taehyung" She says. I saw her eyes check me out and it flattered me. 

"How would you know if we don't try?" 

"Because you are everywhere, everyone knows who you are" 

"They know V and only some about Taehyung, Akaria you are stared at by guys every day your picture as well, just because you don't think your as recognizable doesn't mean you are no one. You're a model one of the hottest Japanese models I believe correct?" 

"That is the point you're Korean I know traditions, it is known your are the oldest in your family so you have to marry another Korean, I don't think your family will like me. I want to date to find someone for marriage, I don't think your career will allow for that" 

"How do you know my family will hate you, I want someone serious as well. Yoongi and Lakyn have made it acceptable for us to get marry. Jimin and Jae are out dating and pretty soon so will Jin and our mutual friend your best friend Jangmi will be as well. Give me a chance I know it will be hard with you being a model and me an Idol but if we truly want to care for one another we will make it work." I tell her pulling her to the table. "can we please have this date?" 

"We can take talk but we are not exclusively dating one another for now Kim Taehyung " She sat back down on the table and smiled sitting across from her. 

"Thank you Yoshida Akaria" I tell her. I poured us both a glass of wine and took a sip before looking at the menu. After ordering and having a couple of glasses of wine the environment started to loosen a bit.

"So tell me about your self Akaria or Kria which do you want me to call you?" I asked her and she smiled setting her wine glass down. 

"Kria is ok, what would you like to know?" She asks me 

"How old are you? What do you like? What was your childhood like? just anything you want to share with me" I tell her smiling 

"Well I turn 28 in November, I am the same age as you. I like music and different types of music. I love real estate as well. I had a pretty good childhood in Japan. Grew up in a beautiful countryside with my parents had a younger brother who is taking over the family business, while I have been given the freedom to live everywhere in the world. I love cheap and easy food, this type of dining is not my favorite. I love going to parties as well. I love also doing photography. I've taken pictures of Jangie that Jin probably would love to see" She says and giggles at the last part as I chuckled at her

"What goals do you have in life and I don't mean for this to sound like an interview I just I've seen you basically before but barely know anything about you" I tell her and she smiles as she thinks. 

"I want to live a quiet life eventually. Once I get married and start having kids I do not want my body posted everywhere for the world to see. I want to just be a stay at home mom. I've saved most of what I have earned as a model as well, most of my real estates I rent out half the year when I am not there. I have a home in New York, one in Los Angeles, in Australia, London, Paris, Hong Kong, Tokyo, and here in Seoul" 

"Oh wow that must be nice to have a place to stay at anywhere in the world" 

"It is nice, so tell me what makes Taehyung or Tae different then V" 

"V is so much more sociable, he is more outgoing and childlike. Me as Tae I prefer quiet night ins with wine and some jazz playing. I do go out with friends I have more than just BTS as you probably know my acting friends. I like intimate times with my friends being close with them and not being loud and over child like. I like to have fun still but I don't want to be viewed as someone dumb and child like I am an adult and I am ready to be viewed as such." 

"Not to sound too forward but I am curious, since I am in many girls fantasies chairs and at one time my own. How sexually active are you?" Her questioned surprised me and made me blush and I shook my head. 

"Not as active as some people write or as people would think. But I have been with girls in the past just because things happen but um out of my friends Jimin is the one most active before Jae. I didn't sleep around with just random people but I did date in private a few people but not like date date but like date" I tell her blushing and I looked at her. "But I haven't been with anyone in about a year. How sexually active are you?" 

"I've been with a couple of guys, but not many. I will say I have never been with a Korean...Yet" She says and her words made me chuckle and blushed. 

"I thought we weren't excessively dating yet Kira" I tell her shocked at her openness 

"common on I don't think you are that naive to think you have to date to sleep with someone" 

"I am not doing no friends with benefits thing, I am sorry but I don't sleep with someone just to sleep around" I tell her getting upset. She is just wanting something from me and not wanting to get to know me. 

"Oh...well then" She says looking at me "what do you want from me?" 

"What do you want from me?" I asked her 

"I am sure you can figure it out" She tells me 

"I just want you as friend and get a real relationship" I tell her. 

"But you don't want to get to know one another the way I do" 

"Akaria, not every guy wants to just have sex with you, I want something that is more than just sex" I tell her and look at her "I thought you would know that of all people" 

"Maybe I do maybe I don't" She says and makes my heart hurt seeing her say that to me. 

"I can prove to you I am interested in you more than just sexually, I am actually interested in being under the cover of night and under the stars listening to music and sitting with you getting to know you" 

That night we hung out longer then we both parted ways heading to our own places. She would be leaving in the morning for a shoot. She would be busy all day and we would as well for shoots and work. We made a plan to call at night that night and stare at the stars. I couldn't wait for our call. I went home and went to bed hearing Jimin up talking with Jae as I walked past his room to get up the stairs to mine. I then took a shower washing my face before getting into bed. Yeotan jumped onto the bed and laid down next to me. I smiled and petted him and watched him sleep before going to sleep myself.