Im feeling like I gotta get away
Get away, get away!
Better know that I don't and i wont ever stop
Cause you know I gotta
Win every day!

Every time I come a nigga gotta set it!
Then I gotta go, and then I gotta get it
Then I gotta blow and then I gotta
Shudder any little
Thing that,
Nigga think he be doing  cause it doesn't matter, cause I'm gonna da da da da
Then I'm gonna murder everything and anything a badaboom a badabing,
I gotta do a lot of things to make it clearer,to a couple niggas
That I'm always winning and I gotta  get it again and again and again!

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What do you want from me?. How fucking dare you fed rose such astronomic clusteringly mother fucking lies you nasty dog!  huh?
I barked at amazed standing Alex, with a guttural tone!
I was irked and inflamed that I wasn't even thinking about the consequences of my malignant and insolent utterance toward him!

He had crossed his limit, and ain't planning  on being genteel with him!

Are you deaf?. I asked you a simple question,  why are you hella mute, is your aptitude of hearing gone?

Ain't sacred of what's gonna happen next, he might kill me, beat me, or skin me alive, I don't care,
All I want is answers, I'm not pushing too deep right?
Every soul on my shoes will exactly want answers,
Don't judge me cos I'm hurting, there is not a single thing that was fair to me,. He kidnapped me from my dreams, my life, my friends, my freedom, and acting all mighty as if he owns me?
I could still see rose sad face when I was leaving her place earlier, she wasn't happy, but she did her best In hiding it,
I seriously fucking mean it when I suggest we elope,
Poor girl she thought I was happy!

He stride towards me and did what I never expected, he kissed my forehead and begin wiping me the tears that I didn't even know when they start descending!

He sat me down on my bed side, then he sat beside me and clear his throat,

I was never the daddy's boy, he started "my dad was a black marketer from the start, when I was a kid we never had enough, we suffered a lot, the hardship and all, my mom stalled at the street, just to afford me a perfect life,and perfect studies,

He sniffed"with her help, I went to one of the best high school, she tried all she could to make me feel the upper class, but we can't change the fact that we can't afford it,
It hurts me so much how the rich kids at school use to pick on me, I hate them!

I complain to mother and she told me not to worry because, she was very sure that I will made it in life, all I had to do is endure,

So one day on one faithful Saturday, a gorgeous black Lamborghini murcielago parked in front of our house,

It appeared that father sent the car to picked us up, mother refused at first, but I insisted on going, I mean I've never knows luxury and I've been dreaming on riding in some gorgeous car, so without thinking twice I hopped in,

Mother had no any other option than to followed her only child,.
It was an hours ride before we halt in front of a big stunning mansion,. The man who brought us see us in,
And there comes my father, you'll just give it one look and you'll figure the owner of the mansion was my father!

Mother was cowering whilst I was happy and jubilating my father had a mansion, I never care where and how he get it, all I care about was we too owns a mansion, those rich kids out there won't give me shitty look again, they won't taunt me!

My father took me to my room which was large and luxurious, "welcome to our new house he exclaimed happily, we're  rich now, no more starving, no more hardship,  we had made it!

The only thing that convinced mother to stay was me *
She saw how ecstatic I was, so she stay, but from that day onward she weren't in a good term with father, because he refused to tell her what business he was into!
For me, I don't care!

I knew my dad work with the mob when I was 24, that time I've already obtain my business and management bachelor degree , I was scared at first, I wanted to tell mother about it, but he warned and threatened me,
I have no option than to zip my mouth!

Ja pixel perfect was part of mom's hard work,she started it but couldn't finish it, so I concluded it,
I started working under some company which pays me well, I never care about father's money, I want mine, i want to give mother best life ever, but she didn't make it,
she died of cancer!

Later on father's rivals at the mafia killed him,

Gradually, gradually I started taking care of that company since it was nothing until it twirl to something,

I wanted more, i wanted to surpass those rich kids, I wanted to be the topic of the day, so my father's friend introduced me to the mob, as my father's son I was meant to take the large place of course , so look at me now, I've made it, I've made it, but I'm still not happy,
Some part of me is missing which is you!

Your father!
Yea that was the damn place i wanna hear!

He was damn silent, go on go on!

he was my father's old colleague, he wanted money from me so we negotiate, I gave him huge and he gave me you!

that son of a bitch you mean he sold me to you "I cried,
he sold me, his own very daughter, -who does that, I whimper in vain!

Its okay honey, its okay you're safe now,he whispered hugging and cosseting me!!

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I woke up the next day with a severe headache ,
I cried my self out, I couldn't come to conclusion in believing and  accepting the fact that my own father sold me!

I did my very best to show Alex everything was alright,
I mean he wasn't at fault, all he did was claiming what he Called his, what he used his own money to buy,
Hhh, hell I'm somebody's property, I was for fucking sake negotiated and sold!
Life is cruel!

I took a quick hot shower, and dressed into my spandex short and spag strap shirt, I made my hair into ponytail , I stare at my self at the mirror, I've for sure lost weight,

I ain't gonna kill my self, not actually now,!
I'm gonna make everything perfect, I'm hugging this new life with two hands as far as I'm not treated like a slave, I whispered to my self!

Yes, my so called father is the mess against the shit, who I'm I gonna hold responsible if not him "
Thank you father "I mumble,
I hope you're satisfied with the situation you put me in "
Thank you, and you should rot in hell for all I care!

Hello new fate I'm coming for you,with that I exit the room to have breakfast with Alex
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That's the new rule!

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Our city is on total lockdown!
I'm bored af!

but shu!
Stay at home!
Stay safe!
Sanitize!
Let's fight covid-19 together 😪
We can do it!

Lyrics :look at me now! The carter tear album, by lilwayne!
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