I've been waiting for you!
Tell me that is over!
I've been waiting for you!
Looking over my shoulder!

Are you getting closer,
I just need some closure,
I've been waiting  too long for you to come over,
Are you getting closer,
I just wanna hold you,
Leaving the door open if you wanna close it!

I guess things are bit by bit getting fixed and better between me and Alex, because we're some how making friends out of it,

I can't kill my self in the process,.
Should I?

I am a  thing he bought, so at least I have to take down my weapons, since the man ain't tryna make slave out of me, and I'm sure being friends won't remove me a thing!

He was busy working on his laptop, at the other hand sipping soy milk, I couldn't help admiring from his back, he's anyhow stupidly handsome,
I slowly walked towards the parlor couch he was seated on and sat beside him, at the same time, taking the soy milk out of his hand,

Soy milk?  what's so Good about it, I've noticed, you're always take it especially when You are working, what's the secret I asked turning the soy pack thwartwise!.
silent followed by, so I faced him to see what was actually up, and damn his beautiful eyes were piercing me, and I swear that shit makes my heart beat profusely,

Did I by any chance crossed my damn limit,¿i asked my self.,.
I nervously smile, placing back the soy milk in his hand,
I I-m sorry I stammered, I can see you're  busy, let me excuse you, I stand on my feet and turn around to walk away,

He hold my hand firmly and jerked me back,and I fall on his laps!
What the f,

He smirked,and our lips unite, omg what's going on with me? He.. He was kissing me,my eyes bogged,  some part of me want to pull away, but the biggest part don't wanna, I want it, I want to feel it whilst sober, I'm not against it, so I gladly kissed him back, giving him more assess to my mouth,and I enjoyed it like nobody's business,
What a hypocrite!

I can say Alex is the best kisser I've ever met, he sure know where to take a kiss, I fucking like his attractive, shapely, sweet lips,i won't mind kissing it all over again and again,!

He pulled away and join his forehead with mine breathing deeply looking for air, I wanted getting my ass up from his laps, but he refused to allow it, he hold my waist as if his life depend on it,
What did i invite for myself, Jesus "
My eyes were close but I can tell that he was smiling,
I feel hella coy for my ludicrous act,

Open your eyes baby, his amazing killer voice hits me,

"Like a fool I slowly open it, only to meet his gaze fixed and piercing my eyes, I nervously look down,
"um.... let me get going, I think, I'm you know.... Um.... , a distraction here, I bite my lips like the dork I'm!
I aimed to stand up, but damn, his firm hands hold so tight onto my waist, I shivered involuntary, whilst his plum lips curl into a smirk showing his pearly straight white teeth,

"Evil he sense my sudden alter "

You're cute,I won't mind you being my distraction over and over again, "
He smile,
I love you jewel, and I seriously wanna marry you, have my kids with you, make love to you, over and over again,I want you, please can you at least reconsider and be with me, I promise to teach you how to love me, and if you didn't in 2 months of time, then I'll be the gentle man I'm to let you go, I promise,I promise to be the best man you'll ever meet, I will love you more than I'll love my self, you'll always  come first before anything else,  give me a chance to prove it, he conclude in a cool tone but more desperate!

"My heart beat profusely and the words at the tip of my tongue vanished almost instantly, I scrunched my nose nervously, "i,I,i"omg I used my palms to close my face, "I'm sorry"

Shh'" he says , don't think so hard,take your time and think through it "I'll wait!

Thank you, I said, at the same time butts off, and i stride to the staircase,
Motherfuck, his words only makes my core wet, ...hell, wait,. what I'm I turning into, oh mamma, watch over me, and leads me to the right path, I prayed!..

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It had been three days since I had that shocking talk with Alex, it was a huge blow, i mean i never expect him to talk about the damn hella marriage stuff, the word it self makes me cringe, my dad made me be thinking all men are scum, so I never had a thing for marriage, beside some guy irked me, and hey mind you, my pussy ain't gay!

What do we have for breakfast Susan, I whisper yelled, thats what I've been doing just to escape alex,

She smile sweetly, honey its pancake and you stop that head raising xander is not around here,!

I scrunched my neck and smile, oh God I'm hungry, i hopped on the chair and start toping,

Was about to take my first bite when he's killer voice hits my ears,

"Done running baby?

Ehmm I ain't running, i lied,

He smile and sat, morning!

Morning, I faked a smile,
With that silent filled the place , breakfast was served and I nervously start eating which was only because I was hungry,

After he was done eating, he kissed my cheek  unexpectedly, "till we meet later in the night baby,
He strode!

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Getting closer by Justin jesso!