Yeah I shot back at a shooting star!
That's right here 's not a human heart!
My beats metro booming hard

Since high school I refuse to starve!
The high was easy school was hard!
I chose my path and moved along
And now I'm living proof
For some!

Fy I know girls that love me more,
Than they own bodies,
That's for me to know and for they men
To know they sloppy!
I know people that'd bet on anything to stop
Me
I don't know if anything
Can stop me!

❤
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I was stupidly quiet waiting for rose to start talking Because  I fucking know, I swear when I start talking i will blow The king's cover "I will fuck up real hard!

Coop took us to the nearest silent restaurant around Alex building!.
We ordered  our favorite beef tenderloin steak, smoked pasta, and some healthy unicorn smoothies,
That's always our favorite when we do our girls out!

Bitch why are you silent, I'm waiting for you to spit it, when did it start!
Rose asked with curiosity, eager to hear my own side of story;

I smile clearing my throat, ehmm you know, I started with a murmur, it all happened within two months, wanted telling you about it, then you know the miscarriage, I waited for you to come home the other night, but you were no way to be found, so Alex insist on taking me away after the medication and all,

I couldn't help being devastated, i fall in love with the baby since day one, I couldn't believe i lost it, you know the pain, I fake a whimper,

Sorry babe rose curt, passing me some napkin, "I know it hurts, I was mad at you only because I felt small, i mean who won't be mad, I couldn't reach you on  phone the whole day, I thought work hold you, so I rested it, i called you later in the night but still, not reachable, I came back exactly that night, but you were no where to be found, I checked your room, everything was intact, so I rested because I know for sure you were somewhere near!

The next day you were not there and you never Call, I called your phone every damn minute, I went to the bar, I asked our boss and he told me you left the place sound and safe that night,

I took the case to the cops, they searched, searched but to no avail,
I was devastated thinking I lost you for Good, for I started Having thoughts of maybe your dad was out from jail and he came and kidnapped you,

I didn't remove that from my head until I checked out my self and i saw  that he wasn't free,

on that faithful evening I met Alex in front of our apartment, I didn't wanna listen to Him At first, then he said it was about you, at that moment everything about you is all I crave '

So I took him in, he told me he was your late babydaddy,
I wanted sending him away, I mean how the fuck will someone out of the blue appear and tell me he was my best friend babydaddy!
It doesn't, make sense, you've never tell me you were pregnant, beside you've never had a boyfriend!
You weren't a fan of one night stand, I could have said you once had a unprotected sex,

It doesn't make sense at all, I threaten him, with the saying of "I'm calling the cops "
But damn the guy didn't flinch, and claim he was your late babydaddy and boyfriend again "

She smile and sip her smoothie, then continued

I lastly listen to him, he showed me your pictures, in some mansions and hell you look happy and lively,

I told him to connect us on phone, and he told me about the miscarriage and how devastated you were, he told me  how you choose to stay in California alone for sometime and I respected that!

He offered me work after sometimes, and I gladly accepted it, at least I will be getting updates about you,

As time goes by, I started to see the good side he have, he's kind and sweet, just exactly the guy I'd want for you,

It took me by surprise when I saw you today,
I'm beyond happy that I can't express my feelings,
I wipe my already watered cheek,life is not fair,
I mean I hate it that my best friend is fed with this kind of great lies,

I hold her two hands with mine caressing it, I'm sorry babe, I whim, I'm sorry about everything,
I wasn't suppose to hide things for you, because I didn't take Alex serious at first, yes I knew I was pregnant , but I was scared, I was scared,so when the miscarriage thing happen I called him, I never thought he'll suggest I go with him,

I accept the idea because I thought it will be for the best,

She smile wiping her tears too, and said but at least I could have been there for you, remember your pain is mine, like wise your happiness, I love you, and you know that!
But, Let bygone be bygone! I forgive you, but next don't you dare repeat it!

If you're happy, then fine I'm more than happy for you,!

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Coop took us to the apartment we use to stay, rose moved out when Alex told her about me,
No one moved in, we went inside and reminisce the memories we shared in there, it was crazy,
We went to rose new place, it was beautiful and cozy, everything was intact,
She packed and arranged my belongings in the other room,

We chat and chatted about our life, where I know rose met a guy at Alex building who she is dating now!

What's his name I asked excitedly,

Xavier she curt!

Xa what I asked?

Xavier she said again with a confused face, do you know him,?
she asked!

I fake a grin yea if you were talking about Xavier Alex friend of course I know him'

I was just taken a back, do you love him?

Yea she reply cheerful, he's damn sweet and romantic, I love him!

She was happy and I'm glad , I smile rolling my eyes playfully, what about sex?
have you, you know !I use my hands indicating sex,

Omg you freaky bitch, I swear I miss you, and yea we had countless sex, and it was splendid, he had this kinda big willy!

Eww I purr,

I put on a serious face and said, "babe let's elope to Emm some  African continent, we can even get married, I'm finna marry you!

She gave me that look of "are you for real? "
Before she burst into a laugh, you're crazy sweetheart, when did you turn to a lesbian?
Don't tell me you're already tired of Alex dick bitch?
She moved closer to me and said yes talking about Alex willy, how large is it,? She asked putting on her best naughty face!

Eww I shrug, rolling my eyes, ain't talking about no dick with you, you nasty fella!

Alex allow me stay the night with rose, which sound like him, then I remember, he was trying to please rose and make her believe he care much about me,
Scheming rotten bastard!

We did alot of stuffs we use to do together before the devil appear, we watch our favorite movie on Netflix,
Rose baked me my favorite cupcake,
I fucking miss everything, so I decided to spend the night like only us matter,
Before going back to that house I call prison!!!!

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Lyrics:Casanova by nasty c

Hope you're enjoying 😊

Xoxo
Chu²