"I lost the groove"
'Yes when he came along,
That's when I lost the groove'
Jeon Jung-kook
"I don't understand, why are you so upset then not tell me what you're upset about?"
"You already know why I'm upset, Jungkook"
"Does it always have to be the same thing? We went over it a hundred times!"
I threw my hands up, "Fine. I'm done" then I gestured pertaining to both of us, "with all of this"
For a second, he looked at me with eyes showing hurt before he scoffs and smiles sarcastically. He turned away then looked back at me and looked like he was trying not to say something that would really hurt. Then he nodded,
"Fine"
Park Ji-min
"Does it always have to be like this?"
"No, but it's always the same thing. Why can't you tell your fans to stop?"
"I tried! The company tried, we all tried. Other fans tried to call out their fellow ARMY's too. Everyone is making an effort"
I huffed, "fine then! I think it's best if we part ways. I'll just leave Korea and live with my grandma in the countryside back home"
He was already starting to have frustrated tears forming in his eyes and it hurt me that I have caused him pain as well. "I'm sorry, Jimin"
After a moment of silence, he slowly nodded while his eyes stared blankly but tears already began to fall,
"Alright, fine"
Kim Tae-hyung
"I understand why you're struggling but please don't make it worse by doubting me"
"I'm sorry for being worried all the time when we can't be even happy, Taehyung"
"You don't need to worry, com'n we've been going over this a lot of times. Let's stop"
I felt so angry that I wasn't able to stop my mouth from blurting out, "okay. Let's stop all this"
"You know that's not what I mean"
"No, we should really stop. I'm being your burden and so I'll do you a favor"
He just stared at me in disbelief, then his eyes later faded into deep melancholy. His mouth fell agape and wanted to say something but his lips only ended up quivering before he pursed his lips and turned away,
"Go then"
Min Yoon-gi
"You seriously can't be doing this right now"
"No, you can't be doing this. I've been trying to be patient, Yoongi"
"I've been patient too! You're not the only one having difficulties here"
"Okay, okay, fine. You know what, I wish I just pulled you out of my car that day and drove off on my own"
He looked at me and I realized what I just said. It was already too late, I've hurt him and nothing will ever take back what I said. Because I kept feeling the regret and I know he feels that too. I watch him as he darted his eyes around the room before huffing out,
"Then you pull out"
Kim Nam-joon
"Look, if you think I'm going to betray you, you're wrong"
"Well, I apologize for feeling insecure since you're not explaining anything to me, Namjoon"
"Okay, stop. Nothing good will come out of this"
"Nothing good came out of the situation when you weren't honest"
He lets out a frustrated sigh that transitioned to a groan while he paced in front of the television with his hands on his hips. This is it, we're both growing tired and only more hurt with stress will burn us out. After a moment of silence, he spoke again,
"Forget it then, just go"
Jung Ho-seok
"How am I the unfair one when you're being unfair to me?"
"Don't turn the tables, Hoseok"
"I'm not, you just won't trust me while I'm here putting my trust in you"
"How can I trust you again when you've broken it the moment you began meeting her"
Like I truck a cord, he huffed out his frustration with tears beginning to gloss over his eyes and I immediately regretted what I said. That was unfair. I just kept my mouth shut while chewing the inside of my cheek. Then his next words sent a bullet through me,
"You can walk away"
Kim Seok-jin
"You really can't be serious. I told you many times but you wouldn't listen"
"No, you're the one who wouldn't listen, Seokjin"
"You can stop blaming right now"
"Alright! I'll stop, I'm tired anyway"
Like a shock wave, he blinked and leaned back subtly. We stood on the opposite sides of the dinning table and I saw him clench his jaw while he turned away. I already know that I've screwed it up for both of us but I think it really is time that we end this for our own sake. For his own peace. He turned back to me with a firm but hurt expression and said,
"If you're tired, then leave"
'There was no song in the world to sing along or make me move,
Sounded something like....'
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