For this part, I've written the next paragraphs as a summary of the effects of being involved with BTS to the life of the character, in the collective voices of all seven characters that got involved with the members.

'Everytime we'd go dancing,
I see his straying eyes'

It was magical in the beginning, until lightning strikes us with reality and burning our happiness away. Being deeply involved with an idol is a very difficult situation to be in and as I gained the position as 'BTS' song inspiration', 'girlfriend of BTS member' , or 'girl dating BTS member', with my face and name revealed to the world.... Everything changed.

Each time we meet, I would notice his attention frequently divided as his vigilant eyes monitored our surrounding for any paps or fans. Now, when we try to meet, we would cancel as more of our meetings are easily discovered. Our conversations became shorter and shorter, until we seldom text or chat. Until it felt as if we never knew each other at all.

When I tried to reach out, it would take days and even weeks before he could text back. When he reaches out, sometimes I can reply but many times, I miss his calls. Until we began fighting.

It eventually got tiring that we kept arguing about many things. Rumors about him dating another girl from another band or an actress would really set me off but we talked it out many times. But then those rumors plus our inconsistent communication are amplifying my doubts.

Until pictures of him with someone else were released to the mass, branding me a 'forgotten girl' or 'the ex'.

He would call me and explain as I gave him more chances only for it to be wasted because then, he kept meeting that same girl instead of me. I finally entertained the thought of cutting my ties with him.

'Gave him too many chances,
Pushed my keys too many times'