craving something can be beautiful

but also deadly.

something you could be craving can taste sweet

or sour

or even bittersweet

but the moment you get something you crave for

don't you savor it?

so you wont miss it when it's gone?

but what if it wasn't yours to begin with?

i crave love, i want to be in love. i want to love someone's child and hug them.

i want to be their shoulder to cry on their diary to write in.

someone they can pour their dark thoughts into knowing they're not going anywhere.

but what what i carve doesn't want me to savor it?

what if it never comes to me?

i start to lose the taste.

and forget how it felt.

it's hard to carve something in such a icy atmosphere world..