The sun beaming through the wide classroom window onto my face leaving subtle kisses in my cheeks. This feels sooo nice. Is this what heaven feels like?

"Heyy I'M HER-", a honey voice yelled followed by with a body slam on the ground. I swiftly twisted my neck up to the direction of the sound and whimpers.

Aishh Hyuck. Typical. I stood up with a heavy butt and dragged myself to the suffering boy. I stretched out my arm to him and he looked up at me with disappointment before accepting my offer. His small hands moulded perfectly with mine. Why did I just realise this just about now. Why am I even considering it?

"If only it was Jeno", he sighed and made his way to his allocated seat leaving me speechless.

He really likes him aye? I mean yeah, Jeno is a chill guy, handsome I gotta admit. Jeno and Donghyuck. Donghyuck and Jeno. I don't think it will be too bad. We all have been friends for years now, I think we're mature enough not to be stupid and fuck up our friendship.

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Donghyuck and I was finalising our science projects at his house this time. He soon went to take a shower during our study break and I just roamed around his room like I always do. He still hung up our childhood photos from the time we went to the beach as a family neighbour trip. That portrait contained joyful smiles, bucket hats, seashells, scars and a pouty smile from Donghyuck.

That scar underneath his eyebrow was a remarkable memory.  I remember wandering around the golden sands and screeched in pain when I landed my feet on something sharp. I lifted my foot up revealing something so shiny and beautiful. It was an ivory seashell in a shape of a daggered heart. I stared at it so precisely only for it to be taken away by an older girl. With my trembling small hands, I grabbed a hold if it and started participating in the sport so called tug-a-war. I heard Donghyuck's feather footsteps approached me from behind. I pulled with so much strength that the girl finally decided to give up and release. At that moment, my arm slung backwards and to my concern I was in shock. I started panicking because I accidentally hit Donghyuck and he was covering his left eye with both hands. He started sniffling and sobs gushed down his cheeks causing his breath to hitch. I pulled his hands down and inspected his eyes worriedly. His eyebrow started bleeding and I rubbed the wound with my thumb to ease the pain. His glistening eyes whispered for comfort. So in return, I placed a soft kiss under his eyebrow as an apology. I gave him the daggered heart shaped seashell and he kept it close to his heart. Surprisingly enough, Donghyuck still had it on display on his shelves of "fame" aka singing competition trophies.

I smiled at that thought. That memory was like a winning a trophy.

Donghyuck came out the shower with a towel wrapped around his neck with droplets of water sliding down his temples making its way to his chin. I've seen this so many times but for once I felt aroused just by looking at the younger.

"Hyung, hellooo?? Mark hyung!", his voice muffled in my ears. "Hey bitch". I immediately turned to him and shook my head narrowing my eyes at him.

"That's one way to snap you out of it", he scoffed. "Anywayssss, oh my god hyung, you can not believe what just happened today! Guess who held my hand today?", he almost screamed.

I was going to suggest if it was me but that was not an exception.

"Jeno, I know I saw in P.E class, I was literally right next to you", I stated nonchalantly.

As for a fact, I was holding his hand on the opposite side of Jeno. Did he not notice it?

"Mark hyung, I know that we're all best friends here but do you think I should move on? I really like him though but I'm afraid", he confessed. "His eye smile makes me feel like I'm lost in the deep ocea-".

"How about you just give it shot? Confess now or never!", I cut him off encouraging him to do so.

His head gradually lowered and fiddling with his fingers. I grabbed his phone in reflex jumping over obstacles in the room and started searching for Jeno's contact name causing an abruption as Donghyuck climbed his body on top of me, which resulted to falling onto his bed. He hovered over me as I was underneath rolling around escaping his tickles. Giggles and high pitched screams filled the room of youth. Suddenly, for the first time I felt a pair of strong arms pinning mine to the sides of my head. Everything happened so fast that I didn't have enough time to process the situation. His honey thighs draped over my hips, his hot breath sending me chills of confusion and eyes that could tell a million stories.

Silence grew upon ourselves which allowed me to inspect his delicate and alluring face by being under his possession. I lifted myself up using my abdominal muscles to firmly push him off of my reacting body. He fell back on the ledge of the bed with his arms supporting himself with his eyebrows furrowed and a faint pant escaping from his lips.

I took his phone once again and turned to the younger. "Okay, let' see where we should begin", I started. The boy seemed nervous as he watched my thumbs searching for Jeno's contact name again. It was impossible to find his contacts on his phone because he had remaned everyone into some sleesy nickname that only he knew of. My determination to find his contacts was unstoppable, until I landed on a certain sleesy nickname what so happened to be labeled as "My future". I gripped his phone tight and raised an eyebrow at Donghyuck which conveyed the words of,"Really Hyuck?". He launched towards his phone and snatched it off me earning myself a scoff.

His bipolar-like personality then pleaded with his puppy eyes paired with a sulky pout to help him confess to Jeno. Despite our close relationship as a trio, Donghyuck had never once confessed to him because he feared loss. Jeno also did not show interest in Donghyuck in any romantic shape or form but suddenly he had been acting up with flirtatious moves. Maybe this is a sign as a first step into a relationship which I quite don't understand.

I guided him through the conversation and hoped for the best because he deserved the universe.

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My future:
Omgggg I can't believe you did that!

FullSun:
Me too!
Like i just turned around and BOOM!

My future:
Yea haha ttyl

FullSun:
Ok byee Jeno :)
Last seen 5 days ago
FullSun:
Heyy

My future:
Hey

Keep it casual Hyuck

FullSun:
Soo wat r u doing??

My future:
Nothing much, just hanging with a few mates

FullSun:
Oh
Am i disturbing anything?
Seen at 8:47pm

Lmfao since when was Hyuck so considerate

My future:
No not at all
I enjoy your company
Sent at 8:55pm
FullSun:
Can I tell u something?

My future:
Yea sure go ahead hyuckie

"Hyuckie"... dude wtf is going on in Jeno's mind?
Is he high?

FullSun:
I gusss...
I kinda have
Thoughts about you...

My future:
I have thoughts abt u too :))

...

Ok ewww, this is weird. Why am I doing this again? Hyuck's cheeks were neon pink as my highlighter. Ok my job here is done, I'm outta here man.

I stood up in silence and walked towards the exist of his room. I was stopped by a hand gently tugging my wrist, I turned around in response and received a toothy grinned which implied a "thank you". Honesty, I didn't do much but watched my two best friends confess and flirt with one another. Somehow, I felt shallow and left his house with a heavy heart.

Why?