Sitting across me my sister Isha was quiet. Idhant was playing on her lap as if he's used to her presence. I don't mind him getting comfortable with strangers but it is not safe for him to be so quiet.

Just like his mother.

" You know him?". I asked her to which she just nodded her head looking away as if trying not to remember something bad.

" That means you might know Oishani too?." I questioned her.

" Hmm ." She replied caressing my son's hands. I can hardly get few words from my sister.

" How?." I questioned her again.

" I know her and I know that you both have a kid together. "She replied passing idhant to me .

" Isha ! Can you explain why you never cared to tell me? What is happening here? Not that I will disown him or shout on you , why did you hide it from me?." I asked her.

Getting up from her seat she walked towards the view , we can see whole city from here . Sometimes her silence kills me so much,  it was my duty to protect her , give her all the happiness she expected from my parents.

" It is not my place to tell you.  Now that you know about your son , treasure what you have.  I came here to inform you that I am leaving for Singapore.  Got my admissions confirmed there." She spoke in a very calm tone. At last she will use the money I deposit for her every month! She will study! I am glad my sister took initiative to do something without fear.

" It is one year course. I can study from home too , I am using the money you deposited for me since the time you started this company. Once I get a job, i will return it with interest." She spoke looking at me.

" Isha,  first of all congratulations.  Whatever course you are studying,  I am glad you got into it.  Secondly there is no your or my money.  Whatever is mine yours. No one will question you or ask you to return it back. Whatever I am today , it is because of you Isha.  I am not paying you for that. I want to share my happiness with you since you stopped talking with me I don't know how to explain." I said moving towards her.

" Daaaaaaa....dooooooo.....daaaaaa yii." Idhant shouted suddenly moving his hands in air. Isha smiled at him kissing his cheeks. Looking back at me she has same straight face.

" Once you get a family of your own , your money is theirs . I can't be selfish to expect you to share everything with me. If only you stop this spoon feeding mechanism,  I will try to achieve something on my own." She spoke .

" Look Isha I might have a kid , a big company , you are part of my life too. I don't know what all our parents did to make you stop studying. For me you will always be dear. I was not there with you during critical times because I was suffering too. Forced to be someone I never wanted to be. All I left is you in my life. Now don't think about money,  it's not what we need in life. Experience every single thing you ever wanted ok? Don't think about what will happen at end of the course. Just be yourself  , relax don't get into trouble and call me ok? I can bear your silence too." I spoke calming down my son who started being fussy.

" He needs food. Try feeding banana. I will leave." She said walking out of the cabin.

What? No thank you? I love you brother? What course she joined?

Mail popped on my phone from my sister regarding her admission which made me excited. Opening it,  I saw she chose to graduate from psychology.  Smiling to myself I held idhant close to me. Looking through my mini fridge I found banana. Placing him on couch with pillows around him , I peeled banana , mashed it adding water . I hope Whatever YouTube suggested for 7 month old kid is correct. I can't disturb oishani now.

" You know it would so nice if you tell me what all your mother went through during your pregnancy . Did you hear her cry for help? Was she happy? ." I spoke with him to which he just smiled eating banana quietly.

" You are a very quiet child. Meet your simple demands , you are happy !." I said wiping his face . It's been more than 3hrs , oishani must have finished with whatever interview she is being attending. Fishing my phone out, I messaged her informing about how her friend made me baby sit our kid in middle of the day.

" Daaaaaa." He shouted hitting my knee. Looking at him I smiled. He's so cute ! My mind drifted back to my parents , how will they react? Will they accept him?

Someone knocked on my door. Gathering Idhant in my arms I moved around to open it for them.

" Hi." Oishani appeared looking tired . By look of it I understood she had tough day.

" Hi. How did your interview go?." I asked her.

" Well I got." She smiled widely taking our son from me.

" Where?." I asked her.

"At Fitness gold gym and Sumati girls hostel. " She replied.

What? Gym and hostel?

Ok this needs to stop. She is not serious about working at those places.

" You jobs? Hostel? Are you serious?." I asked her.

" Yeah they have branches all over India. I can give online consultation too. Regarding hostel , they want me to give diet chart according to each individual.  I will be earning from hostel you know!." She excitedly shared .

" Stop working there. You will tire yourself out. Plus if those girls don't follow your diet chart , if they don't want it you will loose your job there is no security. Don't go to Gym. " I sternly said making her frown.

" Gym? What's wrong ?." She asked .

" Men." I replied walking away. Does she know how men look at dietician and nutritionists ? She will be surrounded by men all the time!

" What's wrong with them?." She asked following me.

" Oishani ! Men! You will be living with them practically!." I said looking at her.

" What are you jealous?." She scoffed.

" Yes. I am. The mother of my kid will not juggle so much to earn money. I can provide for us three. If you want to work , chose an environment which doesn't threaten your existence. I don't trust men. Especially around you. " I said holding her . Idhant smiled touching my face break our eye contact.

" You mean to say I will sleep with them?." She questioned with tears in her eyes

Oh God! Why can't she understand me?

"No. They will want to. Look at you! You are so attractive! People will want what is mine!." I said looking at her.

" I am attractive to you?." She questioned me. Realizing what I said I walked away from her. Why am I walking so much around her? Why can't my stupid mouth stay silent ?

" Yes you are." I confessed . It is of no use to lie around . Someday I should confess. We made a child! I don't think she will mind my words. It will not effect her in anyway.

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