Cody

On and off all day, I've been daydreaming about being alone with Caroline.  It's so confusing, because last night she said it was bad timing and to give her time, but this morning she pecked me on the lips. I'm going to try my damndest to let her take the lead.  I can respect her high moral values, so I won't push her away by moving too fast.

After the interview, we went back upstairs, and instead of going to the pool, she decided to get some sun out on the balcony, and I had phone calls to make.  Just because I'm a musician, doesn't mean I get to escape the business part of my life.

I sat on the sofa and made my calls, while watching her take in the sun.  Her swimsuit is semi-old fashioned, and actually looks sexy as hell. 
Her long tan legs looked like they sparkle in the sun, and her flat belly was only semi-visible, but her breasts were cradled in that bikini top perfectly.  I had to adjust my thumping hard member to be comfortable.  Christ, I've never seen such a perfect creature in my life.  She looks carefree as she lays there with her eyes closed.

Fuck, I can't take this much longer.  I set my phone down and walked outside.  A closer look about drives me over the edge.  Damn, I need to feel her in my arms.

"You can see Caesars Palace." I said, and she opened her eyes and looked at me.  Damn, maybe I shouldn't have come out here.

She got up off her lounger and walked toward me.  "See, it's over there." I pointed as she took a step up to get a better view.  I stood behind her and wrapped my arms around her.  Okay, sex is on my mind.

"I see it now." She said as she shielded her eyes from the sun.

I couldn't help myself.  I barely turned her around, and looked at her while my palms sweat in fear.  I've never been so scared of a woman in my life.

I put her arm over my shoulder as I lifted her up.  It was on purpose, so that her body would rub against mine when I sat her down, and that's exactly what happened.

Her big brown eyes looked up at me.  "Can I kiss you, Caroline?"

I hope she can't see how nervous I am. 

She nodded, and I slowly lowered my head until our lips gently touched.  Her presence alone consumes me, but her scent overpowers me. 

The moment my lips pressed to hers, I felt her body grow weak and I held on to her tighter, but when lips opened, my own body became weak.  I could barely breathe when I taste her for the very first time.

Our tongues massaged each others, and a tiny moan escaped her lips.  My God, this is profound.

I took a sharp breath as we kissed, as she's the most amazing person I've ever known.  Please let this moment last forever.  God, please keep her in my arms.

My body can't get close enough to her, we need to be one, but this moment is my favorite moment for the time being.  She is everything I need, and I have a feeling I'll fight the rest of my life to keep her safely in my arms.

We took a breath, and I rested my head against hers.  We just held each other until she kissed me this time.  She initiated this and it has to be a good sign.  God, please help her see what I see, that time means nothing anymore.  She was meant to be in my arms, and she's finally home. 

I've found my other half, my contentment, my savior.  She's the reason I have been so restless until this moment, she's my muse, my soul, and she has saved me from the darkness. 

Her lips don't leave mine, but she held me in tighter.  Is it true?  She feels it too, and knows we are two halves coming together as one?

I cupped her face and pulled back to look at her beautiful face.  She looks as shocked as I feel. 

"What's happening to me, Caroline?" I asked as she put her hand on mine, and looked into my eyes like she's trying to put together a puzzle. 

"I don't know." She whispered, before pulling my head back down and taking my lips once again. I'm not sure what came over me when I lifted her up and her legs wrapped around me.  I carried her inside and sat on the couch.  Our mouths devoured each other.  We are sweating from the desert heat, but not even the air conditioning could cool is off.

She pushed back and looked at me with a hunger in her eyes.  Her hair is wet with sweat and sticking to her glistening skin.  I used my hands to pull her back before tasting the salty wetness of her skin. 

She threw her head back and I kissed her neck.  I blow on her neck, then sucked her earlobe.  Her tiny moans are like kisses from heaven. 

Once again there was a bang on the door.  I paused and groaned.

"Go away!" I bellowed out.

"Open the damn door, Reid!" It was Dean.

"I'll get it." She said and went to stand, but I stopped her.  "Go change, I'll get it." I said.

The hell Deans going to see what he just screwed me over from touching.

I flew the damn door open.

"We've got a huge problem." He stepped inside.

"What?" I asked in frustration.

He looked like he was about to cry

"It's Sean, I just got the call.  He overdosed this afternoon." He said.

I shook my head.  "On what?  Sean doesn't do drugs." I said.

"I don't know many details, just that he was found in a motel by a housekeeper.  Whoever he was with didn't even call for help.  Wally is on his way up, so be ready." He said. Just when I thought things were going great, they go to shit.