"Ok well I'll help you feed the animals and I'll tell you in the barn, k?" He said, following me around the farm feeding the rest of the animals.

"I want to tell you something, but I need us to go somewhere private."

 I blushed just hearing his words. What the hell was wrong with me, I was like a lovestruck teenager all of a sudden. I haven't felt this way since I was with the hunk of a man that was in college, that wanted to show me the best of the worlds I never knew existed.

Travis hadn't fully developed yet and I knew that. The feeling I had kissing him was over whelming though and I couldn't shake it, he was really good at it.

Him talking to me as we fed the animals was making me blush here and there and I was getting pissed at myself for feeling this way around him. I need to just calm down and act normal. We are friends and we should remain that at all cost.

Something sparked in his eyes when we reached the barn. I had to feed Letty and grabbed a square of hay to put in her bin. He was staring at me and I was getting uncomfortable again.

I sat down in a chair that was across another chair in front of me and he sat down in it.

"Well spill." I said it like my life depended on it.

He looked up to the ceiling and had a smile he was trying to hide, which I totally noticed.

"So we kissed and I just wanted to know what you thought about that?"

He bent his head down to look me straight in the eye after saying that.

 I blushed. Damn it! I yelled at myself for giving in to his question.

 I couldn't hold in my smile any more. I smirked and gave in.

"It was a good Travis, you have a nack at that for sure." I chuckled, trying to sound sarcastic.

Shit! Maybe he thought the same as I did. It was something way more than that and he knew it. It was like he could instantly read my mind.

"I thought it was great and I wanted it to continue Kendall."

His words were the same I thought when it happened. I saw it in his eyes at that exact same moment. We both wanted more and couldn't, because of how close we were and of how many people all ready knew we were like soulmates. I hated it for years, this was only my friend and nothing more.

One kiss can't change that, can it? I started to question it, having him right in front of me telling me his feelings on the moment at hand. I was confused and didn't know how to answer him. Should I tell him I had the same feelings? or just play it cool and lie, to not make things weird for us?

I looked away towards Letty eating. I didn't want to look at him if I told him the truth. I had to tell him, he was my best friend. I had to tell him the truth, he wouldn't believe me anyway if I lied, cause he knows when I do. He catches me all the time in a lie. My face was so beet red, I had to cover it with hands before I told him.

"Travis that kiss was incredible and I wanted to do it again too." I let go of my face to look at him and his face lit up like a christmas tree.

"Don't get all weird on me." I tried to say.

It was to late, once he heard those words from me, he came crawling on his hands and knees next to me. He put his hands on my upper thighs and had the most amazing smile on his face.

"I tried my hardest to get you home last night, but all you wanted was to make out with me."

My mouth dropped thinking on what the hell I did to him. What the crap was wrong with me? How could I have tried to get with him like that.

He continued talking.

"I got a hold of Robbie and he took us back here. I carried you in through the window and put you to bed last night."

 I covered my mouth, dropping down to where he was sitting and hugged the shit out of him.

I looked him straight in the eyes as I pulled away and spoke "Oh Travis you are so sweet."

I then put my hands around the back of his neck.

 "I'm so sorry I don't remember that."

Tears escaping my eyes from the emotion that was boiling inside of me. He was the best friend any one could ask for and  a gentlemen too. He could have had his way with me, instead he got me home safely.

 I nuzzled my face in his neck.

 "Please forgive me, I was upset for the feelings I was having for you too."

"What feelings?" He said, in a confused tone.

I lifted my head to look him in the eyes. I had to tell him and he was looking at me again, the same as he did after we kissed. I couldn't resist to kiss him right then and there. He had that lust filled look in his eyes and I played on it as we clashed our lips together fast.

The feeling of his lips on mine again, felt right. Like it was meant to be, we were in sync on the rhythm of our lips pressed together. Sucking on each others lower and upper lips, untill we let our tounges explore each other again.

He grabbed me by my waist to direct me to his lap as we kissed. He only broke the kiss to go down my neck with his open mouth kisses. He growned and I panted as I sat down on his lap. I kissed back down the nape of his neck as well.

This was feeling so great and even better with a person I adored for so long. I wrapped my arms around his back to bring him closer to my body. His hands were massaging my back as well, untill one of them came in front of my torso and slid up towards my breast. I almost let it happened, I wanted it to happen. I wanted all that he had to give.

I had to stop him though, we were out in the open. I needed to wake up out of my dazed state with him, just in case my parents or sister were going to show up some where.