.nine.

i sighed in frustration but ended up opening the door. maybe if i listened, he would stop whining and go away. i knew i didn't want to see him again, but maybe he needed closure.

as soon as i opened the door, he stepped into my apartment and threw his arms around me, pulling me into his embrace. i stood there motionless, waiting for it to stop. he was so tall and i was like a child trapped in his arms.

i shut the door behind him and led him into my living room, the same place where he had lived together about a year back.

he sat down on the couch while i stood in front of him, arms crossed over my chest. "what did you want to tell me? i want to get it over with as soon as possible."

-

my head hurts so much right now.

i swear, if i knew what it felt like to have my brain swollen, i think it would feel like this. i also feel all my bones and muscles aching. im pretty sure i have the flu and not a cold. 

im so tired too. and my internet at my house is being a bitch so i cant evne enjoy my time in bed rest properly.

-clary