Hi!!guys.. Me back... This time I'm very very very late.. But kya karu I was not in mood to write.. 😶

So, guys are you ready with tissue paper.. If not..then be ready.. 😇
It will help you in wiping your tears 😢 by the shot name you may know what I mean 😇

Some readers wanted me to write in English ,so i will give subtitles along when I used hindi.. Is that okay with you guys..

Let's move to the story...

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Swara entered inside and called Laksh.

Swara : (loudly)  Luckyyyyyyyy.. See who is here.. 😎

Hearing Swara voice, Laksh ran into the hall.. Where Swara was standing.

Laksh: Shona.. (and hugged her)
So, how are you.. 😊 (breaking the hug) aur aise bhaag ke kyu aayi.. Kya naya kand kiya tune ab 😒*frown *
[why you run like this from home.. Now what have you done... ]

Swara : Abki baate baad mein.. Phale yeh bata mera surprise kahan hai.. *searching in his hand*
[Leave all this.. First where is my surprise ]

Laksh: Yahan nhi hai.. Room hai mere..
[It is not here.. it's in room]

Swara : Toh tu yaha kyo khada hai ja leke aa ok..
[So.. Why are you standing here.. Go bring it here... ]

Laksh sigh and thinks how she will react by this surprise while moving inside his room. He reached and call Ragini.

Laksh: Ragini.. (Smile) come..

Ragini:(nervously) Hmmmm.. Chalo [let's move ]

Both reaches hall and sees Swara is facing her back to them and was seeing something in her phone.
Laksh placed his hand on her shoulder. Swara turns towards them and sees him with no gifts. Gets annoyed and says.

Swara :(annoyed) Lucky.. What is this.. Where is my surprise.. 😕

Laksh: (smile) It's here only..

Swara: (Searching here and there) Where *frown* and(sees Ragini) who is this girl?

Laksh placed his hands on Ragini's shoulder, half hugging her..

Laksh: This is your surprise...( Smiles)
Ragini.. My love.. My life ...My fiance.

Swara was shocked to listen this. Its like someone steal grounds from her foot. She stumbled a bit.Tears were at the edge to fall. Her eyes were filled with tears. Seeing Swara, not responding Laksh called her.

Laksh: Swara... Are you fine..?? What happened surprise pasand nhi aaya kya..?
[What happened you didn't like the surprise..?.]

Swara :(controlling her tears) I... I. (out of words).. (Laksh interrupt )

Laksh: Haha.. I am sorry.. (holding ears) I know you're very shocked by this bomb.. (seeing lovingly towards Raginu) But pyaar toh pyaar hota hai... Aur woh pyaar mujhe Ragini se hua..
[But love is love... And that love happens with Ragini]

Hearing him... Swara remember Sanskaar's confession

"Pyaar pyaar hota.. Aur yeh pyaar mujhe tumse hua hai.."

Seeing Swara lost in her thoughts. Laksh say..

Laksh : Swara... Kya hua... Tum kuch bol kyo nhi rhi ho..?
[What happened... Why are not speaking anything..? ]

Listening to him. Swara came back to the world. And says...

Swara : (smiling forcefully and controlling her tears) Hey!! Lucky.. Congrats yaar.. And I'm happy for you.. (sees towards Ragini) Always keeps her happy.

Laksh: (hugging Ragini by side) Why not.. After all she is my better half and soon to be wife.. I will keeps her happy..

Ragini blushes hearing him.

Ragini: (blushes) Laksh.. Aap bhi na.. ( to Swara) [Laksh.. You na.. ]Hi Swara.. (forwarding her hand to her) friends.. 🙂

Swara smiles and hand shake with her and says..

Swara : Hey!! Nice.. meeting you 🙂

Now not able to control her emotions.

Swara :(controlling her emotions) ummm.. Lucky.. I think I should leave now.. It's getting late...bye.. Will see you later... Byee

Saying this, she ran outside without wasting time.

Laksh feels weird and mumbled.

Laksh :(mumbled) Isse kya hua.. Aise achanak se bhag gayi.. So weird.
[What happened to her.. All of she ran away.. So weird ]

*Outside the house. *

Swara came running and slide down on the ground and burst into tears and started crying.

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*One month leap*.

The Bose Mansion, which was filled with fun and laughter is quiet and silence. The house which brighten with the chortling of the people, is dull and gloomy. It seems like happiness has closed the door for them.

And in one room, in the corner, we can see Swara was sitting dullsville. No emotion.. No smile.. Just sitting staring at one corner. She is just lifeless body. Her beautiful eyes was red  and puffy with crying. Her cheeks were stained with tears. It seems she has cried for hours. She was lost in her thoughts. At that Shomi enters.

Shomi: Shona...

Swara :(Smiling fakely) Maa.. Aap.. Yahan.. Kuch kaam tha kya. 🙂
[Maa.. You.. Here.. Any work.. ]

Shomi: Apni beti se baat nhi sarkti..(in complaining tone) Zaroori hoki.. Jab koi kaam hoga tab hi mai tere pass aaun.. 😕
[Can't i talk with my daughter.. Everytime.. If there is any work only.. Then I will come.. 😕]

Swara : No.. Maa.. Aaisi koi baat nhi hai.. [No.. Maa.. You are taking me wrong ] (interrupting in between)

Shomi: (caressing her cheeks) Toh kaisi baat hai Shona...🙂
[Then what it is Shona.. ]

Swara avoiding eye contact and says.

Swara : (avoid her questions) Nothing Maa.. (Turns her face and looking down in her lap) Kuch nhi hai..Maa

Shomi: Ab tu apni Maa se (wiping a tear which was going to fall from eyes) apne aasu chupaygi.. Haan
[Now you will hide yours tears from your mother.. Haaan]

A Mother is the one who is still there, when everyone else has deserted you. There is nothing as powerful as mother's love and nothing as healing as child's soul. She knows her child in and out. By seeing her child face, she can know what has happened to him. A mother can only know what her child is going through.

Same is in the case of Shomi and Swara. Hearing her, Swara who was controlling her tears.. Was now burst into tears and hugs her mother and started crying in her embrance.

Swara : (while crying) Maaa... I... I.. Loveeee... Himm.. Maaaa.. I.. Love.. Him... Maa... I ...can't ... liveeee... wiithouttt.. Him.. I.. Loveee.. Him.. Soooo.. Muchhh.. (and started crying whole heartedly, and hugging her tightly)

Shomi: (calms her) Shhhhh... Shona..(rubbing her back) Sambhalo apne aapko.. [calms down.. Beta.. ]Beta.. Laksh love someone else.. (Swara interrupt her)

Breaking the hug. Swara says.

Swara : (crying) No.. Maaa. I'm not talking about him(Shomi looks her with frown) *snif* Maa.. I love Sanskaar.
(😨shocked 🙄 mai bhi.. 😁😁😁 lagana 440 volt ka jhatka..meko bhi laga🤕)

Shomi : Sanskaar... 😕

Swara : Yes.. Maa. I love Sanskaar.. I love him so much(few tears falls from her beautiful eyes) Maa.. I don't know when.. I started loving him.. Maa (lovingly) woh meri zindagi mein aandhi ki tarah aaya.. Maa.. Aur mai reet ki tarah uske saath udti chali gayi... Pata nhi kab woh is Swara ko apne sur mein saja ke chala gaya.... Mujhe pata hi nhi chala.. (takes a deep breath)Par.. Maa..(tears fell from her eyes) Maine apni bekoofi ki wajah se khodiya.. Jis se mai pyaar samjhti thi woh toh bas ek bachpana tha.. Pyaar kya hai.. Kya hota hai.. Yeh maine Sanskaar se milne ke baad jana hai... [Maa.. He came in my life a storm and just fly with him like a sand.. I don't know when he plays his music of him in this swara's heart.. I don't know.. But.. Maa.. Due to my stupidity.. I lost him.. The thing which think is love is just a attraction.. And what is love.. That i understand when.. I meet Sanskaar ] (Shomi didn't stop her, as she sharing her pain first with someone after returning from Bangalore. She is quietly listening her) Maa.. He confessed his love for me.. But that time i was stupid to understand his and my feelings.. I always ignore my feelings for him... he knows that I love someone else.. Then also he never forced me.. He just leave from there without any complain.. His love is so selfless.. Maa.. Aakhir koi kisi se itna pyaar kaise kar sakta hai... Woh khta hai ki woh meri khushi mein hi khush hai.. Kaise.. Maa kaise.. He loves me this much.. Maa..  This much.. And started crying.. [Maa..How can someone loves this much.. He says he is happy with my happiness.. How.. Maa.. How]

Shomi again hug her daughter and wipes her tears and says..

Shomi: Bas.. Bas.. Bacha bas.. Ab rona band karo.. Aur batao tum kahan mili usse..?
[Stop.. Child.. Now stop crying.. And tell how you met him]

Swara then told her that how she met Sanskaar on the bus and they became friends.. Then how Sanskaar confessed his love and their separation.

Shomi : Did you tell him.. About your feelings to him?

Swara : No.. Maa.. I don't know where he is and where he lives.. I just know his name and face.. And nothing else.. *snif* and laid her head in Shomi laps.

Shomi :(stroking her hairs) Hmmm don't worry beta.. Agar tumhara pyaar sucha hai.. Toh woh tumhe zaroor milega.. [If your love is true..then. You will find him very soon]

Swara :(innocently like a child) Sachi.. Maa.. [Really.. Maa]

Shomi :(smiles) Muchi.. [yess] and kiss her forehead.

Later, Swara sleeps in her lap only. Shomi sees her deep sleep. She lies comfortably on pillow and cover her with blanket and leave the room.

{Guys.. Now I'm writing a scene where Swara will hallucinate Sanskaar. I will show her love and pain through a song.. 🙏🙏🙏 plzzz guys don't skip this song part.. Plzzz it's a humble request to you all.. }

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It's morning. Sun rays peeks into Swara room from the window and falls on her face and distrub her sleep. Swara slowly opens her eyes and sees Sanskaar is standing in her room at her dressing table, smiling brightly and extending his arms for her to hug and sings.

Jaanam Dekh Lo Mit Gayi Dooriyan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan..

Swara smiles and run towards him to hug him. As she was about to hug him. He gets disappeared. Swara gets disheartened. But again she sees him... Near her window and singing.

Kaisi Sarhadein, Kaisi Majbooriyan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon... Yahaan

*Musical instrumental at background *

Now.. Swara get to know that she is hallucinating him every where. She then moves into washroom for freshen up.

*At breakfast table *

All were having breakfast. Swara was just sitting and playing with her food.

Sanskaar comes and sits beside her. She sees him. He sings..

Tum Chhupa Na Sakogi Main Woh Raaz Hoon

He takes spoons and feeds her while singing..

Tum Bhula Na Sakogi Woh Andaaz Hoon

He smiles and kisses her cheeks and sings..

Gunjtaa Hoon Jo Dil Mein To Hairaan Ho Kyon
Main Tumhare Hi Dil Ki To Aawaz Hoon

Swara smiles and moved forward to touch his face but again he disappeared.

Swara huff her thoughts and started eating again. But Sanskaar again came and sings from behind in her ears.

Sun Sako To Suno Dhadkanon Ki Zaban
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon,
Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan

Then, Swara turns back to see him but he was not there. Then, she sees him standing beside a pillar in the dinning hall. He smiles seeing her and sings..

Kaisi Sarhadein, Kaisi Majbooriyaan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon,
Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan

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*Musical instrumental*

Now Swara was sitting near a window and seeing outside as, it is raining. While she watching outside.. She again saw Sanskaar in the rain. She smiles and runs to him.

Now she was in rain, searching him here and there. But he was not there. She becomes sad and was about to go then she felt two hands wrapped around her and hugging her. She turns her head ,and sees Sanskaar is hugging her. Sanskaar smiles and rub his stubble cheeks with her and sings..

Main Hi Main Ab Tumhaare Khayaalon Mein Hoon
Main Javaabon Mein Hoon, Main Sawalon Mein Hoon

Swara just closed her eyes and feels his warmth and Sanskaar sings further lines..

Main Tumhaare Har Ek Khwaab Mein Hoon Basaa
Main Tumhaari Nazar Ke Ujaalon Mein Hoon

Swara opens her eyes and sees that she is alone standing and drenching in rain. She started to see here and there but he was not there. She started to move back to home. Then only she hears him singing, standing near by tree.

Dekhti Ho Mujhe Dekhti Ho Jahaan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan

She moves towards him. But he vanished from there. Now it is becoming difficult to stand there. She just ran away while crying into her room . Closed the door and slide down and burst out crying. She again hears his voice.

Jaanam Dekh Lo … Yahaan Hoon… Yahaan
Main Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan Hoon, Yahaan

She placed her hands on ears so that she can't hear him and cry.

Swara : (crying) Sanskaarrrr.... Kaha ho tum... Tumhare bina saas lena mushkil ho gaya hai.. Har jagah bas tum.. Hiii.. Tumm.. Dekhayi... Dete.. Hoo.. Mai... Tumhare... Bina... Pagal.. Ho.. Jaaogi... Pleeaseee come back.. Please come back ..for.. Mee.. For.. Our.. Love.. Sanskaar... Pleaseeee..

[Sanskaar.. Where are you... Without you I'm become lifeless.. I sees you everywhere.. I'm... Becoming.. Mad for you.. Day.. By.. Day.. ]

Saying this, Swara just cry,cry and cry.

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*Scene Changes *

A room is shown and a man is standing leaning to a window and speaking seeing towards moon. (Of course.. It is our Sanskaar 😄)

Sanskaar :
I have see you more than you notice,
I have love you more than you love someone else..
I want you more than you think..
And I will wait for you till then you  thought...

Swara.. I'm here ..waiting for you.. Waiting for my love.. Waiting to see you again.. Just waiting and waiting.. Only for you..

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*To be continued...

Precap: SwaSan wait is over.

So, How was the update..? I know it's boring but I have to show there restlessness for each other.. So, bear this part. I will give happy going part very soon. Till then read it. 😇

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Love❤ Verda. 😘