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Sanskar Maheshwari :" "She Belongs with Him "

      " Sanskar I have something to say" she had said and then went on her toes to kiss him , it took him a moment to realize she was kissing him and when she stopped and looked up to him confused by his reaction or non reaction , he cursed himself as he saw the flicker of hurt in her face .

              This time he was the one who kissed her back , a part of him want to reassure her that everything about her kiss felt just perfect but another part of him was aware that he need to tell her the truth before he takes their resltionship further. 

         It was the reason he took her out on a date , he wanted a single date with her before he shakes her world by the truth . The Park seemed like a logical choice  , and he assumed he cant talk with Ram uncle around . Only to learn from Swara he was out of town .

     And then she spoke up first asking to talk about something ,deep down he knew it might be about laksh ,his brother .But laksh was  the least of his  concern , his first and only priority was to go back home as her boyfriend. That was  all that mattered. It has been just a day but he was falling so hard that he can't let her go yet.

Yesterday he had been  happy because she liked him not his  brother.. Today he was nervous because she might not like him  anymore after he told her the truth ,he gently took a step back from her and bracked himself to say those words first . He decided to not wait anymore.

      But fate were not in his  side. It started to rain suddenly , since they wete blindsided by the rain , they sought shelter under the tress and even then he noticed they were not protected from thr heavy downpour .

        " It doesn't look like letting up anytime soon ,let race to the car before you freeze " Sanskar spoke up as he carefully tucked his jacket over her to give her some warmth. And they  both raced back to the car hand in hand giggling like idiots.

             When we reached home dripping wet  she brought it up again the need to talk. And well  he kissed her because maybe it could be the last time he  get to chance to do that .And even in the back of his mind ,he knew the need to stop , it was too soon for them . Yet his body refused to relinquish his hold on her ,so he made himself leave her standing in the hall dripping wet and  he all but ran to his room to create distance between them .

          He whipped his shirt off and was trying to locate his clothes they he left before ,  when he heard her voice right behind him . He refused to turn around and subject himself to temptation all over again .

        " It in the second shelf Sanskar " her voice spoke up yet again when he refused to turn around and only after finally locating the T-shirt and wearing it did he turn around and she was still wet and still draped in his jacket .

       " Swara .. You need to change before you catch cold " Sanskar voice spoke up and yet it wasn't what he meant ,he wanted her to leave before he lost control

     " Was I a bad kisser ?" her question hit him hard as he starred at her in confusion . He was barely holding in to his control and she had to remind him about the kiss.

     " No. No Swara " Sanskar voice cracked s little all the awhile he tried to avert his eyes from her .

    " Then why did you run ?" Swara question caught him off guard again ,why was she standing there torturing him . He was well aware that they were all alone in the house ,and it was easy to keep his hands off her before kissing her and now it was too hard .

     " Because it too soon ,and I won't be able to stop with just a kiss .. " Sanskar voice held the plea that he want her to under stand and back away ,he can't be more explicit than that and they just came back from the first date ,he didn't want her to think of him as Laksh who is more prone to lust driven decisions. 

    " I didn't ask you to stop " Swara  words shook him up ,he heard the words but more then that he heard a plea in them . He knew she was new to the world of passion and he knew and understood her , but beyond that there was a determination to get through with it . And that made him hesitate .

           " Swara ,please let not do something we may regret tomorrow . We both have lot to talk about remember " Sanskar made himself acknowledge the Skelton's and it worked it made him realize there is no way he would cross the line before telling her the truth .

           " I know , you won't understand Sanskar ,fine let talk what does you want to say .I am sure it something that will destroy whatever we have otherwise you won't hesitate .  And then where will I be , without you and is it wrong for me to have just one night " Swara spoke up and he realized the truth behind the words , but it was wrong of him to take advantage of her fear as well .

            Sanskar realized he was at cross roads yet again ,last time he played it safe took the side of someone who was like a mother to him and lived with the guilt . This time he wanted to take the highway , not risk her hating him after she learnt the truth . So he decided to remain silent as she walked away ,he was sure that was the right decision but something about her face made him realize it means something to her. 

           " Are you sure you won't regret it ?" Sanskar didn't know why he was contemplating it and yet when she turned around with a smile , he realized may be it was because while he may not be able to live with himself if he lost her .  He knew he couldn't say No to her either .

              The moment she reached him ,he forgot all about the reasons why it was wrong for them to cross the line and only knew how right it felt to hold her ,kiss her and touch her in ways that made him forget everything else about his secrets .

              That was the night Sanskar realized one thing that gave him courage about their future ,  the girl who was sleeping next to him will never walk away from him . Not over anything. Tonight was not just about passion or sex ,tonight she  trusted him with her heart and he will die before breaking it . And as he tucked her closer he knew she belonged with him ,not for just tonight but forever. 

But when sun light broke through the window ,he got  nervous. He  was worried she might regret it , he knew yesterday was officially their first date but he was 100% sure about them . He already dreamt of a future with her that included a big Indian wedding and three kids or maybe two . He was willing to negotiate with her.

         Because he knew he can't live without her. He was in love and  the thought brought back an smile to his  face inspire of the nervousness .  It wasn't until she woke up and smiled at him ,he  began to calm down.

    She looked happy and somehow that made him happy. Her smile  was infectious. She said good Morning and  he leaned into to kiss her gently in return .  He was about to get up to make her breakfast when her hand held his in an grip ,the smile in her face was gone and he realized it was now her turn to be nervous .

       " We need to talk first " Swara spoke up and so he made himself sit beside her as she leaned into him . He need to tell her the truth ,but he wanted her to say what was bothering her first ,so he could reassure her none of it matters .

      " I told you ,I dated Laksh back in college, it was true but it wasn't all of it.  Our paths crossed again last year and he made me believed he grew out of the impulsiveness and he really wanted another chance and I foolishly believed him " Swara spoke up and waited for him to react but he already suspected it ,yet felt the need to reassure her .

         " I know or I think I suspected it Swara ,it doesn't matter . It was in the past . It has no consequence with our future " Sanskar answered her , still with a smile that she was willing to trust him with her past .

          " Even if you knew , we didn't broke up because I learnt he was jerk . Even when you learn that he wasn't just my boyfriend but I went and married him . I married Him Sanskar . Now tell me it doesn't make a difference " Swara words were echoed in the room and Sanskar for once was taken by surprise .

        He knew it was something that bothered her ,but he just didn't expect it to be something that big either and yet when he saw the rejection in her face ,as if she was waiting for him to lash back . He knew she believed that he would walk away from her .

         "  I Love You Swara and if you think I am going to walk away from you just because of that  you are wrong . And I also know you Swara , there is no way you would be with me if you are still married to him . so care to tell me the whole story before it eats you up " Sanskar spoke up ,it may have been too soon for those words but when it comes to her ,he was known to be hasty .

                  And the rest of the things he said to her had been the truth ,he knew her and so he knew there is more to her story than her marriage and since he promised to listen ,he will listen even if it was the love story of his love and his brother.

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Love

Nita