Os start when Ragini truth out infront of all, Sharmishta and Shekhar brought swara back home after knowing Swaran marriage truth, they asked them whether they want to gave their marriage chance but Swara denied. Laksh always try to woe her back but she always denied.

After one month
Swara working in the kitchen thinking about something, she lost her smile somewhere. She still wearing her marriage sign as their divorce still not finalised. She was making kheer, she doesn't know herself she got urge to eat kheer. Smile run from her lips how Sanskaar used to eat kheer crazily but her smile fade away.

"What are you doing Shona??" Her mother Sharmishta entered in the kitchen.

"Nothing mom just making kheer" swara gave little smile and again concentrate on Kher.

"Kheer???" Asked sharmishta looked towards swara in amusement as she knows that her daughter don't like kheer to much.

"Just felt to have it" Swara put vassal down from the gas.

Smells of fish hit her nose which made her restless, she felt nausea. She tried to cope up with this smell but she failed and result she empty her stomach near by basin.

Sharmishta got concerned about her daughter seeing her vomiting, she went towards her and rub her back to calm her. She hold her chest to calm her breath. Sharmishta gave her water to drink.

"What happened Shona?? You are looking pale" she asked in motherly concern, she checked her head thinking, may she have fever but nothing like that.

"Maa I will be ok if I took rest" she said thinking about her health as from past fifteen days she feeling like that but she hide from Maa and Dida not wanting to bother them.

"I think I should consult with Doctor" Swara sat on the bed to take small nap.

"Swara just gave some blood and urine samle in our lab. You don't need to come here for collect reports. I am coming in badi for Durga Puja that time I will gave you" Doctor said professional smile .

"Ok doctor but don't tell to my family as I don't want to give them tension" Swara got up from the seat.

Swara wear Bangali sari, she put bhindi on her forehead were her neck already adore with mangalsutra and head with Sindoor. She looked herself in the mirror, image of her husband Sanskaar flash infront of her eyes. She immediately went from there not wanting to remember anything.

She was doing Pooja infront of idol Durga maa, her head is spinning, she immediately gave plate of Aarti to her mother and hold her head and collopes on the ground.

Laksh looked towards her who was come to Durga Pooja just because of Swara, he always try to convince swara to unite with him but she never gave her any dam to him. He pic her and made lie on bed.

"Plz someone call the Doctor" Sharmishta said with teary eyes, she place soft kiss on forehead and carries her head lovingly were Dida sat other side and sprinkle water on her face.

"No need of it, actually Swara came yesterday to  for check up" Doctor came inside with smile.

"For which check up" Sharmishta asked worried as she was clueless why her daughter went to doctor.

" Congratulations she is pregnant" Doctor said making all froze. Swara got shock who just opened her eyes, tears rolled down from her eyes were all are looking towards shock.

" Doctor it can't happen, I think you brought wrong report" Laksh said angrily.

"Mr I am doctor and I know which I rept brought" Doctor said.

" Shona what is this??" Asked Sharmishta to her daughter not believing what she is listening but swara just crying.

"But Swara not staying with Sanskaar and they never share husband wife relationship and about all  over they going to divorce then whoes child is this??" Dadi said were others lady start gossiping with other.

"Maa you go from here" Shekhar first time shout on dadi but she tried to manipulate as she was angry to sent Ragini in jail.

"Just go from here" Shekhar said angrily.

" Swara just tell the truth what ever you will say we will believe you and I am sure you will not do anything wrong as you got best value from your mother and I and Sharmishta always with you" Shekhar said trusting her daughter first time. 

Her father always distrust her but today her father showed trust but today she don't have any answer. It's not like She don't have answer of her father questions but she don't know her child father accept this child or not.

"You are not staying with Sanskaar nor you accept me then whoes illegal child is this??. You are not accepted me but you are enjoying with other. Wow" Laksh said angrily were all are gossiping.

She thank god that she don't even thought unite with Laksh, else as always they have to deal with trust issues.

"You are no one to question her" the men entered who she thinking about him. She was just thinking about him ignoring all blame on her as it's normal for her getting blame without knowing reason.

"what he will think about her?? Will he believe her?? Or he also blame her like others " Her thought only revolving around him.

As per her heart he is just her friend who always trust her and support  in every situation. He stands infront of like a shield but from last month she did not see him nor tried to talk to him. He knows that she will never accept him as husband  but he have questions in his mind Why she  wants to break the friendship also but she told him after marriage she can't stay in friendship also and he accepted it for her.

"But today he will not believe her " lone tear escaped from her eyes. She wanted to see his face after her month but she have not guts to see herself hatred in his eyes. She lowered her eyes and cried silently.

His foot step sound coming close every second, Sharmishta got up from her side to gave Sanskaar place, swara hold bedsheet tightly in fist. He set beside her and encircled hand around her.

"This is our child"  he announced which made Swara shock, she just looked towards him but he looking others angrily.

" All got your answer so now can all leave this room as my wife want rest" he announced, Laksh tried to say something but Sanskaar glare him angrily which made him quite. All just leave from room accept Dida Sharmishta and Shekhar.

"Maa, baba, dida I want to talk to her alone" he Said were all node and went out from the room.

"How can you say that this is your child??" Asked swara before he ask something as she want to know the reason why he said this is our child.

" I know Swara you will never do wrong thing as I trust you. I am sure you have some reason behind it and I don't want to ask any question to you. If you want you can share with me, if you don't want then ok but I am promise I will always with you"  he said cupping her cheeks showing immense trust on her. Is she not lucky to having him in her life who blindly trust her.

" And I am sorry Swara without your consent I said this child our but I can't let anyone rise finger on this child till you did not tell reason"  isn't he is is perfect guy who deserves every girl as a husband. 

" Did he deserve to know the truth??"  Her mind asked questions seeing his care, trust but she still battling herself.

" He will love this child infinity but he also deserve love which I will be not able to give him as he is only my friend, I can't be selfish "  her mind alert her

" If one person hide truth from other person who deserves to know the truth but that person don't want to be selfish then what that person should do??"  She asked him to get her own answer.

" Truth can hide for some time but not forever. It's better to share with that person as don't know that person have better solution to face this truth and about selfish it's that person decision to think who is selfish"  he gave her small smile were her mind and heart battle herself.

" It's our child"  Swara closed her eyes, drops of tears falls from cheeks were Sanskaar looked towards confused.

"Ours??"

"Yes, this is your child"  swara brust in tear which she holding from long were Sanskaar hug her and rub her back to calm her down.

" How this possible?? It's not that I don't trust her, If she is telling me its my child then I am sure it's mine only but when it happen?? I always want my own family but not like this. Swara don't love me and I am sure she will be not happy with child"  he battling between happiness and sadness.

" But How this happen??"  Asked Sanskaar when swara got calm down.

" You believe that, this is your child??" Asked swara innocently.

" I trust you Swara"  he kiss her forehead to assured her were she smiled little.

Flashback
Ragini truth is out. Swara also told secret of her marriage, family asked Sanskaar and Swara if they want to continue their marriage but they denied.

Sanskaar sitting on bed in same clothes thinking about swara, every movement he spent with swara flashing infront of his eyes. It's giving him smile and pain in his heart.

His mobile ring, he looked towards mobile, Ragini name flashed in screen. Once he thought to ignore it but question raised in his mind why she is calling him.

" If you don't want to see swara character defamed infront of all then came in same farm house which you both ruined my life" Ragini voice came from other side.

"You are not going to do anything so stop blackmailing" Sanskaar said.

" I can try to kill her then it's easy to publish her photo and haa ofcourse it's mop photos but it's enough to her as people will not think it's real or fake" Ragini said madly in other side.

"Coming" Sanskaar said angrily as he can't even have single percents of trust on this mad girl so he thought to deal with her there only.

He went in farm house and shout to call Ragini but someone hit him from behind. He felt someone injected him. He start feeling dizziness. He felt cold water on him.

"Swara get ready to become widow of Sanskaar, if you want to see you husband dieing infront of you then came is same farm house and ha don't tell anyone else you will not going to see him for last time also" Ragini said madly.

"You are not going to do anything like this" Swara shout on her worriedly.

" I can tried to kill you then Sanskaar no one to me" Ragini smrink.

" I am coming" swara came in farmhouse runningly were tears running from her beautiful eyes.

She called Sanskaar but she don't getting any response. She runs upstairs and opened the door and she felt cold as ac was in high temperature. Room was decorated earlier for their suhagrat but they did not came in that room. Her eyes fall on bed were Sanskaar was lying. She immediately run towards him and got shocked seeing him badly shivering.

She immediately off the Ac, she tried to wake up Sanskaar but he did not open. He was so cold. She was crying seeing his State. She took out her mobile to call but network was not showing. She run down to call for help but door was locked from outside.

"Plz someone open the door" she shout while crying.

" I will not leave you Ragini" swara said while crying. She again run upstairs.

She removed his clothes hesitantly and covered him. She rub his hand to gave him warm but it's did not work. He breathing start getting slow were he was shivering badly. Swara was crying seeing his State.

"He need warm but how he will get??" Tears flowing from her eyes still rubbing his hand and legs.

" Haa body heat but how??" Her eyes fall on her mangalsutra from mirror which Sanskaar tied as around her neck today. She held her mangalsutra tightly in fist .

" I can't loose him, I have to save him" She removed her clothes and lie next to him. She comes opon him and hug him tightly rubbing her body slowly, unknowingly Sanskaar wrapped his around her body to get warm.

"I need you or I will die" faint voice ring near her ear placing his lips on her and come upon her.

" Nothing going to happen you, I don't let you die"  she rub his back, tears not stopping from her eyes. He moved further exploring her body.

Tears made her way when he took last step as she unknowingly become complere women. When he stopped she checked him, now his body temperature was ok but tears rolling from her eyes.

She depart from herself from him where he slept being tried. She went in washroom and water fall on her body. Recent movement comming in her mind.

" I just gave myself to him as he is my best friend nothing else" she closed her eyes and tears mixed with water but she is not feeling disgust herself still feeling his touch on her so someone corner of heart she having feeling to him.

" Once he will open eyes, I will go" she sat on bed wearing her clothes. She was tied so sleep took over her.

Feeling Sunray both open their eyes , Sanskaar sat on bed feeling headache. He hold his head.

" Sanskaar how are you feeling now?!" Hesitate voice touched his ear.

" What are you doing here ?" Asked Sanskaar making swara shock.

" You don't remembered anything??" Asked swara feeling hurt, some corner of heart she wanted to make him remember their movement.

" Ragini called me here, then I came here but someone hit me from behind then someone injection me and throw water on me, I was feeling cold then I don't know but how you came here" asked Sanskaar but soon he realised something. Swara felt unknowingly hurt as he don't remember that he made love to her.

"Where is my clothes??" He asked feeling nake.

"Wo I changed as you are wet" unknowingly blush form on her cheeks which is unknown for her.

" Ohh sorry to bothered you but how you came here??" Swara explained him expect their love making.

" I am going home" she went from there not wanting to face him home.

Swara filled case against Ragini in police station giving video of Ragini self confession how she try to kill swara and then Sanskaar.

Swara made distance from Sanskaar as she want to forget that movement but she getting failed. She break their friendship as his closeness affecting her where Sanskaar doing what she want for her happiness unknown from the reason.

Flashback end.
" And you are telling me this now??" Sanskaar asked her with little angrily.

" What should I tell you that day?? " Swara asked him, one more tear slide from her eyes were Sanskaar kept quiet as she was right.

" What you thought about this baby?? I mean you want or not??" He asked hesitantly, he knows she will not take any wrong decision, he can't force her to keep baby again her weel as she only going to keep baby inside her.

" What do you mean by want or not?? If you don't want this baby then I am not going to force to gave your name, I am enough for her" she said angrily.

" I am father of this baby that doesn't mean I will force my decision on you as you also mother of baby and your decision also important that is why ask you" Sanskaar explain kissing her head were Swara murmured sorry.

Sanskaar eyes felt on ticket, he took ticket and read " Mumbai" he looked towards swara to know the answer.

" I have dream to open music school for opran  children so thought first I will do job to get some knowledge. I applied for job in music school in Mumbai and I got approval but I will cancel now " swara said taking tickets from Sanskaar but she got sad as she don't able to do this job.

" You are not going to cancel it as I we are going in Mumbai" said Sanskaar taking tickets back from swara.

"Actually I decided after divorce I will move in Mumbai and about your I don't want you to leave your dream due to pregnancy. We will take advice from doctor then you can continue your job"  swara just hug him happily as she don't wanted to leave this job.

They told there decision, all are insisting them to stay in here only due to swara pregnancy but Sanskaar convenience them. They moved in Mumbai were Dida ask came with them.

Slowly slowly they again become friends, Sanskaar always took care of her every small things. He always drop her in school then pick her up from school. He always accompany her check up, once she forgets but he never. He takes her for healthy dinner, sometime movie which she always enjoy feeling around him. His small compliment always spread blush around her cheeks but she still thinking him as a friend.

Today she has holiday, she took icecream from fridge and came in hall and sat on sofa holding her seven month baby bump enjoying her icecream.

" Dida you can't eat my icecream, Sanskaar brought for me"  Swara glare Dida as she also sat beside her taking bowl of icecream.

" He also brought for me" Dida made face.

" Dida I am getting bore" swara made face.

' why can't you go to meet Sanskaar in office? He will be happy to see you and you also got to know what he will doing in office. I mean I trust Sanskaar but he having hot PA who I can't trust" Dida said thinking something.

" But I trust my Sanskaar" swara smiled.
" Haa but you only considering him as a friend. What if he felt something for other girl seeing love as you don't love him. You can't say anything na?? " Dida gave sad smile.

" No he loves me, he never do like this" swara said restlessly.

" Haa, he will not do like this. You don't go office, I just told you to see what he is doing I means how his work going" Dida gave smrink but hide from swara.

" No I will go office to see him, he will be happy " she got up from the couch and went to office.

" You have to do your work and don't worry about your job you will not loose your job" Dida cut the phone.

Swara entered in company holding her baby bump. Receptionist greeted her and inform her that Sanskaar in his cabin. She took lift to reach his cabin.

" Why are you wearing this type of saree in office??" Sanskaar asked his PA as she never wore such type of clothes in office. She always dissent in her clothes. She was wearing plain sari with single string blouse. She was hell nervous. She looked outside and prayed in mind.

" Plz save me god" she fell on Sanskaar making him shock while murmuring sorry repeatedly which made Sanskaar confused.

" Sanskaar " shout Swara standing on door were he got shock were pa gulp her saliva and stand.

" Sanskaar how can you do this ?? " Tears rolled down from her eyes were Sanskaar came near her worriedly.

" I thought you only loves me but you are doing this. I know I told you I just loving you as a friend but I really love you" she hug him while crying.

" Really?? You really love me" asked Sanskaar happily were swara nods her head.
" But you don't love me now" she pout still hugging him.
" So you should slap me" he raised his eyebrows and wrapped his hand around him.
" I know you never do like this but I will not leave this lizard" swara looked towards his PA angrily.

" Ma'am I am sorry plz, it's your Dida call me and told to do like this. Asked sir I ever do like this or wear such types of clothes in office??" PA got worried about her job.

" Yes Swara, she is very professional in work and she never wore this type of clothes in office. You can go" Sanskaar said, PA want from there.

" I will not leave Dida" Swara angrily stumped her foot.
" But I am happy because of her I got to know that you Love me" Sanskaar pulled Swara close and looks towards her lips were Swara closed her eyes. He placed his lips on her soft lip and kiss her slowly.

" You know how much I had control to kiss you?? You become cubby because of pregnancy and looking so tempting, you are going to pay for this after our baby coming" he again kissed her were she blushed.

After two years
" Sanskaar , Saanu what the hell you both are you doing??" Asked Swara shout  standing on the door seeing the mess in the room.

Sanskaar running behind the sanvi were she was throwing down what she getting in hand and due to Papa's Princess he was only laughing behind her.

They Stopped listening Swara voice and showed there teath were Sanskaar made puppy face not to scold his Princess. Swara glare him.

" She is kid but you?? You are elder but no you also become kid with her. It's two hour we back from music school innovation but still you both are playing" she shook her head angrily.

" Mumma no scoldy scoldy dada" sanvi hug Sanskaar were Swara rolled her eyes.

"My princess" he pic her arm and kiss her cheeks.

"Baby Now come to Mumma, Mumma will change your clothes" she took sanvi from Sanskaar and made her stand on bed.

" You Mr change your clothes" she rolled her eyes.

" Am I looking kid to you that you always scold me" Sanskaar made face.

" If you behave like this then what should I do? Father and daughter always make me run. Now go and change . No argument" she showed her warning eyes were Sanskaar left from there making face.

" And you Don't move from here" Swara bring clothes and change her.

" Now my good baby will drink tasty tasty milk"

" No no dudu" sanvi about to jump from bed but Swara hold her tight in arm.

" Now my baby will get scoldy scoldy from mumma, then my baby don't get yummy yummy chocolate" listening this sanvi immediately finished her drink.

" Now my baby will do ni ni (sleeping)" Swara pic her in arm.

" Baby nini dadi " sanvi hug swara.
" You want to sleep with dadi??" sanvi immediately nod her head.

Swara went toward her maa baba room who came for music school innogretion. She went towards them were they smile.

" Maa baba she want to sleep with you" Swara said were shekhar  immediately took her in arm and kiss her cheeks.

" So my granddaughter Wang to sleep with us?? We will do Masti Masti" he ticle her were she laughed.

" No trouble trouble dadi dada ok my good girl" Swara kissed her cheeks were sanvi also kiss her back.

" Baby goody goody girl" sanvi giggle.

" I know how much goody goody my girl" Swara said pinching her nose.

" Maa if she trouble plz call us " Swara went from there.

Swara came in room and lock the door. She gapes when Sanskaar back hug her.
" Where is princess??" He kissed her back making her moan.

" With maa and baba, plz now leave me. I have to change" Swara tried to free herself but Sanskaar strong enough to hold her.

" I will change your this sari. You know you are looking hot in this sari and you did not gave my time in this week and you will get punishment for this" he picked her in arm and went to bed. Swara tried to protest but his touch enough to melt her. They made love.

"" Thank you Sanskaar comming in my life and making my life so beautiful. I never thought I will able to fullfill my dream I love you" Swara kiss on his cheeks

" I love you too" Sanskaar kiss her forehead. 

The end

I really don't know what I wrote, I just wanted to write os and I wrote and I know it is very bad.