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Dear diary

I never loved someone the way i love him. I feel so special around him, like i am in heaven. He makes me feel alive.

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Dear diary
I hate that guy. He is a monster. I fell in love with the guy who...?

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"I loved you Siddharth but trust me now i would rather die than be in a relationship with you"

"I DON'T CARE HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT ME. THE FACT THAT YOU'RE MINE SHOULD BE IN YOUR HEAD 24/7."

"Against my will?" She asked boldly.

"YES SWEETHEART IF YOU DON'T AGREE THEN AGAINST YOUR WILL."

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I felt a pang in my heart as if someone is  stabbing me in my heart again and again.  I shouldn't have lied to her.

And even after lieing, i did an act that ruined everything that was still between us..

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"Apology and me? Keep dreaming sweetheart"

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I ran as fast as i could to stop avneet. There she was.. standing on the edge of the terrace, looking at me with a emotion i couldn't recognise.

"Please.. don't do this.. please avneet.." i said in a pleading tone. My words were not clear as i was crying bitterly. I took baby steps towards her. She didn't react.

After a long pause she smiled sadly.

"You're a monster, Siddharth but still I can't stop myself from falling for you. Maybe i failed as a good daughter. I fell in love with you... My biggest mistake. Now i am going to do the right thing once in my life" She said while a tear came out of her eye even when she was controlling it too badly.

"Avneet baby stop.. i am so sorry. I won't lie again. That was all an act avneet. Let me.. let me just explain" i said persuasively, hoping she will come down.

But instead she...

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I made a mistake, a huge one. That changed my life.. but i swear to god i will not lie again. Never. To. Anyone.

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