Emily

I woke up in the car. Sam and Dean were having a heated conversation outside. I frowned going out to tumble out since I was still having a headache. "Emily, what the hell are you doing?" Dean asked helping me up. "Dean, how many years did the demon give you?" Sam asked helping me up as well. I frowned turning to Dean. "No... Dean..." I trailed off hugging him. "A year." He replied sighing. I hugged him tighter. "Sammy, don't even think about getting me out of the deal. The demon will break the deal off and you're gonna die. I can't have that." Dean said hugging me back. "Have you ever thought what we would feel?" Sam asked frowning. "I did, but I can't loose you, Sammy. So why don't we kill some sons of bitches and raise a little hell?" He asked pulling away. I can't help, but smile at him. Sam smiled as well and we headed to the impala.

*One week later*

I was leaning on Sam since I wanted to sleep. I want to go to a motel at least to lay on a soft bed not stay out here waiting for Dean to finish his friggin death wish! "Sammy, get some rest. You're reading that book again." I commented opening one eye to look at him. He chuckled patting my head. We looked at the window of the house to see Dean giving us a thumb's up and closing the curtains. Sam's phone started to ring when I was starting to fall asleep. Sam answered it and positioned it between our ears. "Hello." Sam staed. "Hey, Sam." Bobby said driving. I smiled thinking of where the old man was going. "Whatcha doing?" Bobby asked. "Oh, same old, same old." Sam replied for us. "You buried in that book again?" Bobby asked and I couldn't hide my laughter. "Emily? He's buried in that book again, isn't he?" Bobby asked chuckling. "Guilty as charged, sir." I replied sighing. "Sam, you want to break Dean free of the demon deal, you ain't gonna find the answer in no book." Bobby stated. "Then where, Bobby?" Sam asked desperate. "Kid, I wish I knew. So where's your brother?" Bobby asked. I shook my head and sat up straight. "I'll go get him." I stated going out. "Emily, wait! Damn it!" Sam cursed as I walked towards the house.

"Dean?" I called opening the door. "Emily!" Sam yelled cover my eyes. "Dean?" Sam called as we entered the room. "Dean, you conscious? Bobby called, and he thinks that maybe we- Oh, gosh." He stated pulling me out the door. He pushed me in the back seat and got in the passenger's seat. "Let me see your knife." Sam stated sighing. "What for?" Dean asked smiling. And this thing he's doing about his wishes is getting on my nerves since I don't know why my heart is getting jealous. "So I can gouge my eyes out." Sam replied. "It was a beautiful, natural act, Sam." Dean replied smirking. "It's a part of you I never wanted to see, Dean... Emily almost saw you, by the way." Sam commented smirking at me. I blushed coughing. Dean chuckled and pretended that I wasn't there. "Hey, I appreciate you giving me a little quality time with the Doublemint Twins." He said smiling. "Yeah, no problem." Sam replied quietly. I tuned out of their conversation as I felt the burner phone vibrate. I got it and answered it. "Emily! Damn it! Where are you?" Cas asked worriedly. "I could ask you the same thing." I replied feeling a tear fall down my cheek. I miss him so much.

"I can't get into Dean, but we found out a way so I can get in my body there. Merlin can't come through either since his mind isn't compatible with anyone in that time so he's only coming in when you go with to his era. Emily, don't get to attachedto Dean, please. I'm begging you, but I might go in him maybe for a year or two there. Doctor, Moriaty and Sherlock are trying to find a way for me to get into Dean while they remove that circuit that Uriel put in my mind and body there. I love you." Cas said sniffing. "I'll be waiting for you. I love you too. See you soon... I miss you." I whispered ending the call. "Emily, are you alright?" Sam asked worriedly. I sniffed smiling. "I'm fine. Don't worry about me." I replied wiping tears away. "If you're sure." Sam said giving me a smile. I smiled back and stopped listening to their conversation. I fell asleep again and Sam woke me up as we stopped by a fast food chain. Oh come on. Fatty food again. I groaned getting out of the car and linking my arm with Sam's he chuckled and patted me head. We got a take out and Dean got burgers for breakfast. "Hear those?" Sam asked. "That can't be a good sign." Dean replied closing his door. "No. No, it can't be." Sam stated unlinking our arms and put one around me protectively. I chuckled hugging him around the waist. I missed my Sammy now. We used to do theis alot when Dean would go out on one of his sex crusades.

"So, we're eating bacon cheeseburgers for breakfast, are we?" Bobby asked frowning. "Well, I sold my soul. Got a year to live. I ain't sweating the cholesterol." Dean replied taking another bite for his burger. Sammy and I winched silently. Asshole didn't think about how we felt about the fact that he's going to hell soon. I tuned out and let go of Sammy. Someone was standing by the road. I walked towards the man to find him familiar... GABRIEL! I ran towards him and he smirked hugging me. I hugged back tightly. "Asshole, you didn't call back." I stated pulling away and slapping him. "Sorry, got a little held up. I was hiding you from them." He replied smiling. I frowned confused. "What are you talking about?" I asked confused. "Uriel was looking for you and he thinks your dead. Had to make myself look like you." He replied smirking. "Is he alright?" He asked since we never pulled away. "He's fine still trying to hold up with the fact Dean will be dead in six months. Gabe, please help him." I whispered hugging him tighter. I missed my Gabe as well. My partner in crime. He's Castiel's brother and my very first best friend before Donna. "You have to go. There are two other hunters in there and thy're dangerous." He whispered kissing my temple. "I don't wanna go." I stated sighing. "Emily, come on. They need you... he needs you, you just don't notice it, but he does like you." Gabe teased. "Shut up, jerk. I'm married." I stated showing him my ring. "Castiel finally asked you?' He asked smirking. "From my world, yes, but the one here doesn't even remember me." I replied sadly.

"Aw, you poor thing. That'll be fixed. I can feel it in my wings." He said smirking. "Shut up. Making me jealous of you having wings." I said rolling my eyes. "Look, Dean's nose is bleeding. I'll see you soon when I try to let Sam deal with Dean's death. Take care." He stated smiling and disappeared. I ran towards the house to see Dean with a bloodly nose. He raised an arm up pitifully. I couldn't help, but smile. I helped him up and pushed his head up. I wiped his bleeding nose until it stopped and posiotion his head down. I kissed his nose and turned to the other two hunters. Hmm... married, probably lost their child to a monster according to the look in their eyes. It's so sad. "Who are you?" The lady asked pointing the gun at me. I smirked and easiy took the gun from her. She froze blinking at me. "Who is she?' The man asked glaring at me. "My girlfriend." Sammy said smirking. I frowned looking at him to see the playfulness in his eyes. I chuckled letting Dean go and hugging Sammy. "What did you find inside?" I asked smiling. He motioned for me to look at Dean's direction. I side glanced to see he froze looking pissed. I smirked and faced Sammy again.

"A family of three died in front of the tv." He replied putting an arm around me. I smiled as we walked to our cars and Sam forced me to seat in the front seat with them. "Since when?" Dean asked as he slammed his door shut. "What do you mean since when?' I asked faking my confusion. "You know what I mean." Dean barked as he started the car. "Dean, are you jealous of something? I like Sam and Sam likes me. Why do you care anyway?" I asked raising a brow. He stayed silent as we followed Bobby. Sam and I talked about my memories. Damn it, I remember everythng now. I wonder if I can talk to Dad or John. We reached the house, but I stayed by the car. I didn't like the atmosphere of the house. I called Dad. "Hello, the doctor can't come right now. Who is this?" Saxson asked happily. No! he's got my Dad. That means Jack is with him too... and Martha! Fuck no! "I could ask you the same thing." I replied. "Oh, your voice sounds familiar. I wonder where I... Ohhhhh! MIss Emily Smith, I pressume. How are you alive? We told you to jump off Saint Bart's." He commented. "What have you done to her!?" I heard Dad yelled. "Oh, nothing. Looks like her memories have come back fully. Too bad you won't know where she is because you're going to die soon. Bye, Miss Smith." He said laughing before ending the call. I clenched my fist and closed my phone as Bobby, Dean, and Sam got out of the house.

"Emily, are you alright?" Sam asked worriedly. "I'm fine, love. Don't worry about me. I just need some rest." I replied quickly masking my anger, but it seems that Dean saw through that mask. "Sam ride with Bobby, I need to talk to Emily here." He stated pushing me in the passenger's seat. Fuck, ow! Again with the pushing. What did I ever do to you that you're so mean to me!? Dean slammed his door shut and we stayed in silence until Bobby and Sam left. "So, what do you want?" I asked looking out the window. He gently pulled me towards him and he hugged me. Cas immediately went into my mind as if we has hugging himself. I frowned and looked up to see him smiling genuinley smiling. "Oh my gosh! They did it!" I exclaimed hugging him tightly. "Ack! Not to tight, hun. My mind is not fully here yet." He said smiling. I smiled laying my head on his shoulder. He kissed my forehead and breathed in. "Alright, I'm fully here." He stated gently pulling my face to his. "I've missed you so much." He whispered kissing me soflty. I smiled kissing him back. We pulled away and he took my hand in his as he drove away.

I smiled seeing him so calm. It's been awhile since I saw Dean's features like this. "Is there something on face, love?" He asked smirking. "Shut up, you're still using Dean's body." I said blushing. "Right, sorry about that. You looked raged earlier. Mind telling me why?" He asked kissing the top of my hand. I blushed looking out the window. "Saxson has Dad." I stated glaring at the fields now. I hated it when Saxson did that in our real world. My dad looked normal, but scared. I need to go to them. "Cas, get out of Dean. I need to tell him something." I ordered kissing him abruptly and pulled away. He smirked then closed his eyes. Dean opened his eyes and shook his head. He frowned caressing my hand. "What the hell?" He asked frowning. "Just drive." I stated trying to pull my hand away, but he held it there. "Dean, your bro-" He cut me off. "Don't lie to me, Emily. Sam never had any relationship after Jess. Are doing this to make me jealous?" He asked frowning. "No, but yes. We're not together." I stated successfully pulling my hand away. My phone started to ring. "Hello." I stated.

"Emily! Where are you?!" Moriaty yelled. I chuckled facing the window. "In the car. Where are you?" I asked smiling. "London, planning my next move on Sherlock. It's really fun." He replied smiling. "Sebastian, get him to take it easy will you? It's not yet time to kill people for the game." I stated rolling my eyes. There was laughter in the background. "Did you have to?" Moriaty complained. "Duh, I forbid you to play with him. Let him be happy with the simple games he's having with your pawns." I replied smiling. Dean punched arm as I turned to glared at him. "I gotta go. We have work to do." I said smiling. "Say hi to casy and deany boy for me." He teased ending the call. "Go to sleep. Stop talking with that man." He ordered glaring at the road. I sighed and kept it. What's up with him? I fell asleep leaning on the window then a big bump woke up since Dean didn't care to fucking slow down. "Ouch!" I yelled feeling my head sting. "Oh sorry, did I hurt you princess?" Dean asked smirking. "Prick." I commented rubbing my head. "Did you have too? What's with you and treating me so badly, huh? What did I do to you?" I asked furiously. He stayed silent as we got out.

I walked after him to see him flirting with a witness. I frowned feeling so hurt so I leaned on the wall. "Are you alright?" Sammy asked suddenly. I jumped a little and looked up his direction to see him worried. "You looked pained for a second. Is it Dean?" He asked shaking his head. "I'm fine. Don't worry about me. Just... Just go to him. I really need to talk to someone." I replied smiling and walked towards the car. I leaned on the hood and called the first contact I saw. "Who is this?' Sherlock asked frowning. "Sherlock..." I whispered feeling tears brmming up. "E-Emily?" He asked nervously and hopefully. "I didn't die." I replied masking my pain. "Yes, John told me. Didn't expect you to call me. What's worng? Did someone hurt you? Your voice was shaking then it was masked into a happy tone. Who hurt you?' He asked talking fast. I chuckled wiping my tears. Castiel, I miss you so much and you using Dean's body isn't helping since I have to watch you/Dean flirt with other women. "You should really stop saying things out loud." Sherlock commented. I felt my cheeks heat up in embarrassment. "Emily, remember that I'll always love you aside from John and Irene." He repiled honestly. I laughed hearing him chuckling. "Do you feel better? It feels awkward talking to you after months." He commented. "Sherlock, why do you always have to be so straight forward? You sound like a prick." I replied smiling. I miss his straight fowardness though. That's what makes him adorable.

"Emily!" Sam hollered. "I have to go. Sammy is calling me." I said sadly. "Sammy? Who the hell is that?" He asked sounding jealous. I laughed. "I'll call you sometime soon, but no promises." I replied walking after Sammy. "Fine, just call me when you need someone to talk to." He replied ending the call. I I chckled as I caught a glimpse of a blonde girl following Sammy then she was gone after Sammy turned to look back. "What's up?" I asked raising a brow. "I felt like someone was following me. It can't be you sincce you just got off the phone." He replied frowning. I chuckled linking our arms. "Where too now?' I asked smiling. "You'll see." He replied smiling. We went to go research about that guy and now we're in Bobby's car staking out a bar. "What time is it?" Bobby asked yawning. "Seven past midnight." Dean replied looking pissed again. What now? I just hanged with Sammy since staying with this man was stressing me which was bad for the baby. "You sure this is the right place?" Bobby asked. "No. But i spent all day canvassing this stupid town for this guy's stupid mug, and supposedly, he drink at this... stupid bar." Dean replied.

I sighed rolling my eyes. "You look exhausted. Do you want to sleep?" Sam asked worriedly again. I chuckled leaning on him. "Thank you." I whispered sighing. "Emily, wake up!" Sam yelled. I woke up immediately. We drove through the front door and got Tamra, but we couldn't save her husband. My breathe hitched as Dean ran out of holy water. He overpowered the redheaded man and pushed him in the trunk. "Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go!" Dean yelled as we drove away. Tamara was crying and I felt so relived as we drove back to their house. Dean was fine so is Cas so I'm a bit ok. Tamara was having a tantrum about leaving her husband on the bloody floor. Well, it's their fu-No! I shouldn't blame her. It's the demon's falut! "We don't know how many of them there are!" Sam yelled getting e out of my train of thoughts. "Yeah, we do. There's seven. Do you have any idea who we're up against?' Bobby asked entering the room. No, please no... I encountered them with Dad when we were with Rose on Ood territory with Satan. Those demons beat the shit out of me. Dad was too focused on Satan that I didn't notice me.

"No. Who?" Dean asked. I rolled my eyes pinching the bridge of my nose. "The seven deadly sins live and in the flesh." I replied sighing. "What's in the box?" Dean asked grinning. The awkward silence comes. "Brad Pitt? 'Seven' No?" Dean asked as Bobby tossed him a book. "What's this?" Dean asked looking at the book. "How did you know?" Bobby aske dfrowning. "I uhm... did my research." I replied hoping that it would convice them. "Binsfled's Classifications of Demons. In 1589, Binsfiled ID'dthe seven sins- not just as human vices, but as actual devils." Bobby replied frowning at me. I really want to call Sherlock right now... My now bestfriend aside from Merlin who is not here at the fucking moment damn it! "We already did it your way. You burst in there half-cocked and look what happened! These demons haven't been topside in half a millennium! We're talking medieval, Dark Ages! We've never faced anything close to this! So we are gonna take a breath... And figure out what our next move is!" Bobby shouted. I sighed shaking my head. "I'm sorry for your loss." Bobby said quietly. He has a point. We walked towards the demon-holding room. "So you know who I am, huh?" Envy asked chuckling. "Oh, and Emily, nice to see you again. How's daddy?' He taunted.

I growled about to punch him, but Sam held me in place. This seemed to hae made Dean pissed and he clenched his fists. "We do. We're impressed." Bobby replied frowning. "Why are you here? What are you after?" Sam asked. "He asked you a question. What do you want?" Dean asked glaring. Envy chuckles cendescendingly. Dean brings out a flask of holy water and splashes it on Envy. Asshole touched me everytime and I would try to find Rose and kill her, but they would pull me back and beat the crap out of me again. "Ya! Ahh! Ungh... We already have... what we want." He replied panting. "What's that?" Dean asked. Shesh, what's with you and stupid questions, Dean? "We're out. We're free. Thanks to you, my kind are everywhere. I am legion, for we are many. So me, I'm just celebrating. Having a little fun." Envy replied chuckling. "Fun?" Sam asked frowning. "Yeah. Fun. See, some people crochet. Others golf. Me? I like to see people's insides ... on their outside." He replied again smirking. I finally broke free from Sam's grip and punched Envy. "How was the feeling of envy towards the only woman you treat as your mother? Wanting to kill her? Envying her because your father was getting rid of our maker to save her and not you? She was a whore." He said smirking.

"You bastard! She was an amazing mother! She wasn't a whore because she only loved my father!" I yelled continuing to punch him until Sam and Dean were able to pull me away from him. It was Tamara's turn to smack him since he stated the rage of Tamara. Who wouldn't though? "My point exactly. And you call us sins. We're not sins, man. We are natural human instinct. And you can repress and deny us all you want, but the truth is, you are just animals. Horny... greedy... hungry... violent animals. And you know what? You'll be slaughtered like animals, too. The others - they're coming for me." He said smirking. "Maybe. But they're not gonna find you... 'cause you'll be in hell. Someone send this clown packing." Dean ordered. "My pleasure. Exorcizamus te, Omnis immundus spiritus, omnis satanica..." Tamara chanted as Envy screamed. "I wanted to do that." I complained shaking my aching hand. "Emily, shut up. Your hand is bleeding." Sam scolded patching my hand up and kissing it after. I smiled hugging him. "Thanks." I whispered. I will never ever forget the thoughts they put in me and the things the made me do.

Dad found me after he defeated Satan. "There's six of them, guys. We're outmanned, we're outgunned. We'll be dead by dawn." Dean stated bringing me back to reality. "Maybe, but ... there's no place to run that they won't find us. " Bobby butted in. "Look, if we're going down, we're going down together, all right?" Sam asked smiling sadly. "Well let's not make it easy for them." Dean replied doing same. I prepared my guns as I dramatically raised my trench coat to put extra guns behind me then I got another pair. "You're staying with me." Sammy said pulling me towards a room upstairs. "Here's Johnny!" The business man shouted. He advanced at us, but we backed up. "Come on. You really think something like that is gonna fool someone like me? I mean, me?" He asked smirking. "Oh, Emily. You're here. How's your whore of a mother and coward of a father?" He asked smirking again. I glared at him as he gestured for the ceilng and it cracked. "Let me guess - you're Pride." Sam stated. "Hmm. The root of all sin. And you ... are Sam Winchester. That's right, I've heard of you. We've all heard of you. The prodigy. The boy king. Looking at you now, I got to tell you - don't believe the hype. You think i'm gonna bow to a cut-rate, piss-poor human like you? I have my pride, after all. And now with your yellow-eyed friend dead, I guess I don't really have to do a damn thing, now do I? You're fair game now, boy, and it's open season." He said grinning. I held Sam's hand since he was nervous. "Aw, does Emily have liking of the boy king? Did your other boyfriends die?" He asked grinning. I growled and charged at him as he pinned me to the floor and pushed Sam down squeezing his throat. "Let him go!" I yelled trying to get his hand off of me.

"You!" One of the other demons yelled as the blonde girl from earlier brought a knife out and plunges the knife in his chest after a few punches. Pride lets us go and Sam caught him then punched his face as she plunges the knife next Pride. "Who the hell are you?" Sam asked frowning as he helped me up. "I'm the girl that just saved your asses." She replied looking at both of us. "Well, I just saved yours, too." Sam replied. "See you around, Sam, Emily." She said disappearing to the hallway. Sam goes after her, but she's gone. She's one of them after all. We all meet up outside with the bodies. I salted some and burned them befre walking away from them. I was in hearing range though. "You know what? I've had it. I've been bending over backwards trying to be nice to you, and ... I don't care anymore." Sam stated pissed. He finally says it. I better join in. "Dean, shut your pie hole. Sammy and I have been trying to deal with this, but you don't fucking care!" I yelled. "That didn't last long." Dean commented. "Yeah, well, you know what? I've been busting my ass trying to keep you alive, Dean, and you act like you couldn't care less. What, you got some kind of death wish or something?" Sam asked. "No, it's not like that." Dean replied. "Then what is it, Dean?" I ask frowning. "Sam-" Dean started, but Samy cut him off.

"Please, tell us." He begged. "We trap the crossroads demon, trick it, try to welch our way out of the deal in any way? You die. Okay? You die. Those are the terms. There's no way out of it. If you try to find a way, so help me god, I'm gonna stop you." Dean replied staring at us. "How could you make that deal, Dean?" Sam asked. "'Cause I couldn't live with you dead. Couldn't do it." Dean replied looking away. "So, what, now I live and you die?" Sam asked sadly. "That's the general idea, yeah." dean replied looking back at us. I'm staying silent this time. "Yeah, well, you're a hypocrite, Dean. How did you feel when Dad sold his soul for you? 'Cause I was there. I remember. You were twisted, and broken. And now you go and do the same thing. To me. What you did was selfish." Sam stated. "Yeah, you're right. It was selfish. But I'm okay with that." Dean said. "I'm not." Sam replied. "Tough. After everything I've done for this family, I think I'm entitled. Truth is, I'm tired, Sam. I don't know, it's like there's a, a light at the end of the tunnel." Dean stated. "It's hellfire, Dean." Sam reasoned. Why is this guy so hard - headed!? "Whatever. You're alive, I feel good - for the first time in a long time. I got a year to live, Sam. I'd like to make the most of it. So what do you say we kill some evil sons of bitches and we raise a little hell, huh?" Dean asked smiling. "You're unbelievable." Sam commented. "Very true." Dean replied. We all got in the Impala.

I checked my phone to see I has a miss call from Dad. I'll call you later... Dad.