Idk what to do anymore. My dad just hit me for not watching the dog when it ate the tuna that HE left on the counter. Then I asked if I could go to bed (bc I hadn't slept in like three days) and he said no so it's like 10 pm and I'm trying to stay wake.

I'm not saying this for attention.

I'm saying this bc I get it. Whatever you guys are going through I've most likely been there one way or another. If you guys ever feel sad just know that I Love you even though I don't know what you look like or even your real name.

I normally delete all my irrelevant cheaters after 5 hours but I'm leaving this up. I don't care if you think it shouldn't be in this story or if I need to make a separate book for rants. If you think you're cool for making fun of people online that just proves how low self esteem you have.

But also remember that if you do have a low self esteem and you're taking it out on other people..... Don't. I'm here for you. It's okay.

It's never too late to ask for forgiveness so start now.

I should probably end this before it gets too long- but too bad bc I ain't done yet.

And to all you fellow trash out there that looks at that razor and thinks those bad thoughts let me tell you.

Not only you go through it.

When you feel alone and like no one understands your problem just know that you are loved by people that don't even need to know you irl. And that you are NOT the only person that goes through crap.

We all have our crap it's not just you. Someone out there feels the exact same way as you. All you have to do is find them.

*virtual hugs*

I honestly have felt worse. There were times I wanted to slit my wrist or even down those pills. (Which I did but nothing happened--- which in happy for) but I didn't do that.

I'm still here.

And I'm really glad I didn't die.

Bc I wouldn't be here writing this book and making friends.

I can't see what I'm typing because my visions blurry but that's what autocorrect is for lol

So on that note...

Bye my beautiful trash cans

Always keep fighting loves