I was walking down the bunker halls to find Cas. He has been acting really weird lately, after he consumed all the souls in Purgatory. He thinks he is God but, I'm not having it. The boys, also my brothers, bow down to him whereas I, fight like usual. I am a fighter, not a submisser. I walked into his room, only to find him sitting on his bed facing the door smirking. "Hello y/n! So glad to finally see you!" He raised his voice, still smirking. I came and sat next to him kind of close, "Cas, can we please talk? I miss you, you're not you with all of the souls inside of you." I asked quietly, tears welling in my eyes as I spoke, "Of course we can kitten." He replied, my head shot up at the nickname he gave me. Me and Cas weren't dating but, I had a huge crush on him, "Please don't call me that Cas. Anyways, why are you being like this? Acting like you're the new God? You and me both know that you aren't. Just stop Castiel, I miss you! The boys miss you! I am sick and tired of this bullshit. You are acting like a child!" After I said 'child' he shot up and grabbed my wrist tightly, throwing me in the corner of the room. I cried out as pain shot through my whole body, "Cas! Please stop! You're scaring me!" I yelled, "You should be scared of me!" He yelled, "Who is in control Cas?" I whispered and got up weakly, walking carefully towards him, I put my hands on his shoulders and jumped up onto him, hugging him with all I had. "I'm not afraid if you Castiel. I will never be afraid of you." I whispered lovingly into his ear. I rested my head on his shoulder crying softly into his trench coat. He put his finger on my fore-head, all the pain in my body was gone and I sighed with relief. He looked at me with such hurt in his eyes, "I am so sorry, I can't help this awful energy!" He said hugging me tighter, I hugged him back and felt a desire to kiss him. I held back for as long as I could and he continued hugging for a while. I ran my hands through the back of his hair, he groaned a little bit and I felt heat rush into my core and I squeezed around him. I couldn't take it anymore and I started kissing his neck, he didn't seem to mind and just leaned his head over to give me more access. I kissed and sucked on his neck. He groaned and started to grind his hips into mine, he snapped his fingers.  Suddenly, we were in a cold dark room with chains and other... devices. I look at him with fear in my eyes, "You really want me kitten?" He asked seductively, "Yes, please fuck me Cas!" I said desperately in need of him inside me. He grabbed a whip, "Strip. Now. And get on all fours." He stated firmly, I did as told and got on the hard cold floor after stripping. He saw that I was uncomfortable on the floor and snapped again. I was now on a king sized bed with black silk sheets. My breathing picked up a little bit and he heard, "I'm not going to hurt you to bad kitten. You've been a bad girl *smack*," I felt a whip on my ass and yelped out in pain, feeling my self get wet from the pain. I had a BIG pain kink. He continued on, " You have been teasing me for to long for me to let you just... *smack* get away with it. Wearing those tight, short shorts *smack* and those tank tops *smack* and with NO bra. So naughty *smack*" I moaned loudly and tried to touch myself only to feel my arms and legs tied to the bedposts. He looked at me with a huge smirk on his face, he was holding a small vibrator in his hand and approached the bed. He spread my folds apart and put the vibrator directly onto my clit, I cried out and felt intense pleasure run through my body as my legs clenched together. Only to be held in place by his hands, "Please Cas!" I cried, "Please what?" He said, I honestly never thought that Cas would have been like this in bed. I figured he would have been into the vanilla kind of stuff, not that I'm complaining. He just does things to me. I thought, "Vanilla? Really? You obviously don't know me that well     y/n." He said as he took the vibrator away from my clit. I whined and pushed my hips back, he just chuckled and snapped again. This time I was under him with the same restrictions as before. He kissed me slow and passionately, not rushed or aggressive. Just perfect, I thought as I smiled and he did too. He kissed me again this time a little more aggressive and continued down my neck. He took his time by leaving dark purple marks all over my neck and down my chest. He unbuckled his belt and I got worried because I was a virgin and I was scared because he was really big... He stared at me with love and concern in his eyes. He snapped and the restrictions were off and I was extremely confused. He leaned down and kissed me so softly on my lips pulling me in closer, "Are you sure you want to do this honey? I can stop, if you want me to continue I'll go slow. I figured a beautiful girl like you wouldn't still have her virginity. I love you so much, with all my being, with all of my grace, with all of these souls. I love you so much but, if you do not want to continue I completely understand ok?" He said, I shook my head, "I know you will. I love you a lot more than you love me trust me. I want to I'm just... scared. You're really big and I've never really done anything before so I don't know what to do..." I said shyly, "I'll go slow and let you get used to it." He whispered. He grabbed my hand and teleported us to a secluded area.

He laid a blanket on the ground and sat on it, gesturing for me to six next to him. I sat next to him and he layed down, I did the same. "The view is so beautiful Cas." I said in awe as I stared at the stars, "It really is." I looked over at him, only to catch him staring at me. "You're so cheesy." I giggled as he just stared at me. He cupped the side of my face and kissed me softly, I kissed back. The kiss didn't last as long as I would have liked it to but, it was soon made up by him kissing down my neck softly. Sucking and biting, not hard enough for it to hurt. Just perfect for me. He found my sweet spot and I moaned, I could feel his lips turn into a smirk on my neck. He came up to my ear and whispered "Are you ready?" He looked at me with love and lust in his eyes. "For you, always." I whispered lovingly to him, he kissed me passionately in reply. He started back down my neck and unbuttoned my flannel. His kisses became for rough and I was loving every bit of it. He got down to my shorts. He looked at me as if to ask permission. I nodded and he slowly lowered my shorts down. He pulled off his shirt and pants also, his massive erection showing through his boxers. I whimpered, "It's okay sweetheart, it's only going to hurt for a minute okay?" He questioned, I nodded and calmed down. He pulled his boxers off and pulled my panties off also. He put the tip in and I grasped his shoulders tightly. He stopped every couple of inches. Tears rolled down my cheeks and in response he kissed all over my face and down my neck. After he bottomed out he waited, "You can move now Castiel." I said as the pain subsided a little bit. The pain soon turned into pleasure as I moaned his name out, "Faster Cas!" I yelled and he obeyed. Going faster and harder, he groaned. "I'm so close Cas." I said desperately in need to cum, "Me too baby!" I felt the knot in my stomach come undone as I came all over his cock, clenching tightly around him. His thrusts became sloppy and he looked at me, I heard a voice in my head, are you on birth control? I nodded and he groaned lightly and went deeper. I moaned loudly as my second orgasm approached quickly. "Daddy!" I yelled as I came again. He quickly thrusted into me and came after. I panted lightly, "Daddy huh?" He questioned with a smirk, "Shut up." I blushed as I snuggled into his chest. Looking at the stars and quickly falling asleep...