Dean and castiel used to be a couple. Used to be in love. Dean used to be happy. Until one day castiel broke deans heart and left him. Dean was broken.. That once happy feeling was gone. His smile was gone. But being the man he is, he bottled it up and only showed it when he was alone. Not even Sam knew about it. Dean was hurting but he refused to let anyone help him. After having an argument with Sam, Dean leaves to clear his head and while driving, a demon crashes its car into deans baby.. His impala. "SON OF A-" was all Dean was able to say before darkness took over. When Dean woke up, he was in hell which means he died.. Again...thanks to Sam, a reluctant castiel and your stubbornness... Dean was brought back. But... Something was different.. Dean was different.. He was cold..and emotionless.. On hunts he killed without question.. He didn't blink..he didn't even feel sympathy or guilt.. He didn't feel anything.. Not a single thing.. He was a better hunter... He never slept.. And he never ate...something was definitely wrong. Sam was worried and so were you. You and Sam tied Dean up after you guys got back from a hunt which Dean didn't like one bit. You called Cas and he gave Dean a check up before he put his hand in deans chest causing Dean to scream. He removed his hand after a while and his eyes were wide. "what is it Cas?" you ask. "it's his soul.. Its gone" you hear Cas say. "WELL WHERE IS IT?!" you yell at the same time as Sam. "lucifers cage.. In hell" castiel said before he disappeared. Dean got off the chair after cutting his bindings. "lucifer can keep my damn soul. I don't want it." dean said coldly before he left going to the nearby bar for a drink.

You?

I'm Dean. Deans a switch in this one so he bottoms and tops.