You were sitting on the motel bed in John's room. He and the boys had went their separate ways earlier that day. You were waiting for John to return and there was nothing good on TV. You sighed waiting patiently. You heard the door jiggle then open. John came in bloody and exhausted.
You: Oh my God! John what happened?!
John: Me and the boys met up and some shadow attacked us
You helped him sit on one of the beds. You ran grabbing the first aid kid and a washrag to clean him up. You wet the rag and wiped his face off then started cleaning his cuts. Nothing needed stitches but he would be sore for a few days.
John: I almost died and I started thinking all the way back here.
You: What did you think about?
John: How I hurt so much losing Mary and almost dying was the worst experience because I would leave you heartbroken. I couldn't bear that thought. How I would never hold you ever again, tell you I love you, hug you, nothing. I couldn't stand that.
John started crying. You grabbed him tightly and held him.
You: Oh John. I'm so sorry.
You started crying. He wrapped his arms around you hugging you tightly. Neither of you wanted to die. You had nothing, no family, no friends, nothing. John only had his boys. Your guy's code was always you die I die. You both suffered a lot of pain. John reached up putting a hand on the back of your neck pulling your lips to his. You moved to sit with your legs on either side of him and your hands on his cheeks. His hands moved to your lower back pulling you as close as possible to him. Both of you pulled apart leaning your foreheads together.
John: I love you
You: I love you too John
You stood up letting his hand take your shirt off then you slid your jeans off. You bent down kissing him taking his shirt off as well as his jeans. You both shed the remaining clothing laying under the covers. He leaned over you kissing you slowly sliding in.
You: I love you John. Always&Forever
John: I love you too Y/N. Always&Forever
Neither of you knew what the future held but it didn't matter for the night or the moment. You moaned as he kissed your neck. He slowly picked up the pace putting both of you on edge. Both of you let go and moaned. He layed beside you as you rolled on your side to face him. You placed your forehead against his with your hands against his chest as his were around your back holding you close.
John: We will make it through this together.
You: Yes we will.
John: If I die what will you do?
You: You die I die remember?
John: What about my boys?
You: They will always have each other and Bobby. If something happens to Bobby they will make it. And if something happens to one of the boys I'm sure the other one will find a way to bring them back without consequences. It may be hell at first but they're strong enough to make it.
John started crying while smiling. You wiped his tears away then kissed him.
John: You always know what to say. I love you till I die. God, you're so beautiful.
You: I try. I love you til my dying breath. And your handsome
You kissed him passionately then pulled away. You placed your cheek against his chest letting his cheek rest on your head. You fell asleep to his heartbeat.