You knew Gadreel was inside Sam. You knew Ezekiel had died in the angel fall. How? Whenever the angel side of Sam came out whenever Dean wasn't around you and the angel would talk. You knew what was going on but you knew Gadreel would never hurt Sam. You knew all of Metatron's plans but you wouldn't speak of it to Sam or Dean or even Cas. You had fallen in love with Gadreel. He promised he would come back to you in his true vessel. Recently, Dean found out everything because Cas told him Ezekiel had died in the angel fall. Gadreel promised he would say nothing to the Winchester or Cas about you knowing. They had tied Sam up and put a metal plate around head digging inside his head. You couldn't stand the screams but you had to suck it up. Finally everything was over and Gadreel was out of Sam. You were excited on the inside. You lied and told the guys that you needed some time to think and you were finding somewhere else to sleep for the night. They understood because you had been having a rough time lately between your dead family and everything else. You went to a hotel for the night. You prayed to Gadreel and he appeared in his very attractive vessel. He smiled walking closer to you grabbing you into a tight hug. You hugged back crying.
Gadreel: What's wrong
You: I'm so sorry they tortured you
Gadreel: It's fine I know you had to do it. Hey look I'm here now
You smiled nodding. He bent down kissing you pulling you tightly against him. You kissed back wrapping your arms around his neck. You both knew your relationship was going to be short because of everything going on between Metatron and the boys. You both would cherish what time you guys had together. He carried you to the bed and promised that the night would be filled with nothing but love and that's exactly what happened. You two had a passionate love making night falling asleep in each others arms. Not caring what the future holds because no matter what, even death couldn't separate you two. When you die you would be right by his side.

Next morning~
You woke up to Gadreel smiling down at you then leaning over you to kiss you.
Gadreel: Good morning doll
You: Good morning love
You both went to shower then got out getting dressed. You both were sad that this might the last day to ever have a moment like this together. You started to cry as Gadreel held you crying himself.
Gadreel: No matter what happens keep fighting. And if something happens and you die and don't come back. I will be waiting for you. I will find you I promise. If I die in Heaven I will still be there waiting somehow. All I know is I love you
You: I love you too Gadreel always and forever
Gadreel: Always and forever.
He kissed you with so much love and passion. In return you kissed back with as much love and passion. Sadly smiling you both went your separate ways. You went back to the boys smiling. They watched as you walked in smiling before hugging you.
You: No matter what happens with Metatron we keep fighting. If I die and don't come back you two better fight with everything.
They looked at you smiling and nodding. In the end everything would play out.