It had been forever since you had seen Sam. You died for four months. In hell's time that's like forty years and that was a year after you broke up. You thought Castiel rose you but you couldn't ever be sure. He didn't answer your prayers.

You recently left your apartment claiming that you are officially over Sam.

You are driving your black truck. You sold you Chevy SS when you guys broke up. All the long road trips made the car smell like Sam.

The vamp hunt you found seemed like a real bitch.
The vampires just keep moving. You already had eight different newspapers drilled in your brain.

It was only nine when you got to the Starlight Motel in Salt Lake City, Utah. So you went to a bar to spot out possible monsters or desserts.

You glanced around scoping out the place, making sure you server isn't a vampire, looking at the menu once and a while.

The waiter came back around "So what can I get you."

"Just a beer," you say giving him the menu you only skimmed through.

You sat in your spot after getting your beer and finding a state wide newspaper to maybe find some leads. You knew the door opened because you felt the chilly breeze on your forearms.

"(Y/ N)?" A way to familiar voice said.

Tears already going to spill over you got up and ripped your jacket from your chair with the hand not holding your beer, rushing to the door, past Sam.

Sam grabbed your wrist but you threw you bottle at his feet causing him to drop you hand allowing you to run out of his life, again.

"(Y/N)! (Y/ N)! Please let me talk," he pleaded with his puppy eyes. His eyes watered. His damn eyes, you could never say no to them.

"Thirty seconds. I'm counting."

"(Y/N)it wasamistakeigotdrunkwithdeanandcasiamsosorryihavebeenlookingforyoueverywherepleaselistentome."

"Okay thirty more seconds because I didn't understand what the hell you were saying."

"(Y/N) it was a mistake. I got drunk with Dean and Cas. I am so sorry. I have been looking for you everywhere. Please listen to me."

"You cheated on me," you snap. Honestly you loved him but you could not longer trust him. It killed you to reject him like this.

"I still love you. I had Castiel raise you when he said you had died. I tried everyday with a bottle of vodka in my hand making a deal with a crossroads demon. THEY NEVER WOULD MAKE THE FREAKING DEAL (Y/ N)!"

"I love you, too, but you broke my heart Sam. That's unforgivable to me," you cry tears now well down your face.

"Stay with me. I'll always be here," Sam said with a tiny bit of hope in his eyes that you would accept his genuine apology.

"Oh god, I never did get over you did I," you said smiling and shaking your head at the sky.

"I swear Sam if you ever hurt me again, I'll skin you alive." You smirked closing the distance between you.