Rebecca looked at the rubble of her childhood home, it was all gone. Everything was gone, the place where she grew up, the place she felt the safest, and the happiest. She fell to her knees, and cried. Dean grabbed her, and they had to leave. They left her alone at a motel. 

She began to think about everything they've lost. Everything she'd lost. She lost her mother when she was very young. The Winchesters lost both their parents. They lost Bobby, Jo and Ellen, Ash. And because of the Levithans, she'd lost Cas, in a way. He was lying in a hospital bed, half in the insanity bag. He wasn't the same. 

None of them were the same anymore, they'd changed so much over the years. They've lost so much over the years. Their families, friends, everything. They were all they had left, Becca needed the Winchesters, and they needed her. She thought about her father, and how much she missed him. It had been months already. But she still missed him. She missed Cas, the only man who truly loved her, and she loved him back with the same amount of love.

And with Meg being the one to watch over him, she felt that Cas would forget about her, and begin having feelings for Meg. Becca tried to dry the tears. But they just kept falling. "Dad, i miss you so much. Mom, i never got to say goodbye. Ellen..Jo, Ash....you deserved so much better. Anne, you were a great friend. Cas, only half of you is here, and it's not the same. I need you back." She cried. 

She looked to the knife in her boot, she began reaching for it. She stopped when she felt a hand on her shoulder. She looked behind her, and saw her mother, her father, Jo, Ellen and Ash, Anne, and everyone else she had lost. She looked to see Cas in front of her. She cried and smiled. "I miss you all so much. I can't take the pain, i've lost everything.." She cried out to them. 

"Becca, we're not really gone. We're always in your heart. And we all love you." Bobby said, Becca nodded and let the tears flow. Cas hugged her, he was really there. For the most part. She knew that she had to keep fighting. She knew that she hadn't really lost them, they were still with her in spirit. And she still had the Winchesters. If she kept these thoughts in mind, she'd be okay.

~~The End~~