~Angel!Castiel x Reader~

1 Day [1. December]
You walked in quiet street, suprisingly quiet. You lived in not great big city but it was big enough for you. You wished for hiring up in your job, because right now, you were at bad state with money. It wasn't terrible but not best either. Now as you walked in deep snow, you mumbled at how annoying this snow is.

As a kid, you loved snow. You played with your little brother, utill one night, he got sick and died. From then you hated snow. You made your way to your flat and walked upstairs, unlocked doors of your flat and closed doors behind. You stripped yourself just into jeans and white shirt. You walked to kitchen and made yourself warm tea. You thought for a while if you should go on rooftop or not.

Then you decided to go. What can you lose? At least there is beatiful view at part what is near. There is wonderfull lake what shines in sun. You always liked to spend time there to just kill time or relax. You got your warmest blanket and your best jacket. You got your tea too and you made your way on rooftop. You sat on your chair and hid into giant blaket, watching snowy land.

Somehow, even if you hated snow, you loved this view, without reason. It was really wonderful. You took sip from your tea and sighed, closing your eyes. Suddenly, you heard sound of flapping wings. Maybe pidgeon? You opened your eyes and looked around. Your eyes stoped and unknown male.

He stared at you without emotion. You watched him back. After a while you realised he didn't came by stairs. "Uhm...who exacly are you?" You tryed to stay calm. He still stared at you speachless and it began to be really awkward. You cleared your troar what seem to bring him back.

"Oh yes" He said in deep voice that suprised you. You scanned him again. In light brown trench coat, deep blue tie and raven black hair pointing at random direction. He was quite handsome but still, he was stranger. "Ehm.." He probably thoughts of best words to say.

"You maybe won't believe me, but uh..." He sighed. "...you have 100 days untill you die" He said and you were frozen for a while.

About what was he talking? What is he? He probably have some mental probelms, no ofence. You watched him with disbelieve written all over your face.

"Really?" You asked with rised eyebrow and he nodded, with cold seriousness what made you think for a while. But this is nonsence. Noone can tell when is someone going to die, just one person.

"You are murder?!" You screamed and fell on ground. "No!" He said fastly. "I don't believe you!" You screamed and then, he just dissapeard. Just like that. Poof. In front of your eyes. You sighed and got up. Maybe it wasn't best idea to go to that cold weather. You walked back to your flat and spend whole evening by relaxing and overthinking what that man said. Who even was he? He didn't told you his name. You kind of hoped to see him again.

Day 4 [4. December]
Words of his were still stuck in your head and repeating each minute. What if you really have just 100 days untill you die? He didn't showed up, it was now 4 December, Christamas was knocking on door and you will spend them alone again.

Your parents didn't talked to you a few years now, you were single and only one who you had was your tomcat [P/N]. Today you had free day so you walked outside, to take small walk. Streets were empty as on day when you met that stranger. You walked around shop and looked inside. Your eyes got stuck on pies. You licked your lips and walked inside and walking to shelf with apple pies.

It was last one, so when you were about to grab it, someone took it first. You gave stare at unknown man. He was taller then you, in brown jacket and he had apple candy green eyes. "Uhm..." You cleared your troat and he looked over you, with smirk on his face.

"Oh, you wanted this?" He shaked with pie and you nodded with best of yours puppy eyes. "This doesn't work on me, my brother have same puppy eyes" He grined and you sighed. "At least I tryed" You turned on your feet when he grabed you by your shoulder.

"But if you want, we can share. At my place" He said and you thought for a while. He didn't seem bad so why not? "I'm [Y/N]" You smiled and he smiled back. "Dean" He said and he bought pie. You two walked to his car and you inside.

"Hmm...Pretty Chevy Impala" You said and he chuckled. "Yep" And with that, ride went silent. You stoped by hotel. "You live here?" You rised your eyebrow and he nodded. "I am travelling a little" He said and you sighed. You walked to flat and you saw tall boy sitting by table with notebook on it.

"Finaly Dean.." He stopped when he saw you. His jaw droped a bit but he shook his head. "Can we talk a little?" Man said and Dean nodded. "You can open pie" Dean handed you pie and you walked to kitchen. You heard angry voices and soon, Dean showed next to you.

"Uhm...Should I leave?" You asked nerviously. "No. It's just Sam didn't expected anyone" Dean said and you nodded. You sliced pie on two halfs and he took one. You took a bite from your and smiled. "God this is good!" He said and you laughed. "You aren't here long, are you?" You asked and he shaked his head. Sam walked to kitchen and gave you weak smile.

"Uhm..I'm Sam" He said and you nodded. "[Y/N]" You replied with sweet smile and he relaxed. "Where is Cas?" Dean turned at Sam and he shruged. "Probably somewhere outside" Sam said and you heard that familiar noice of wings and in room showed that unknown man.

"Do you need me?" He asked with his husky voice. "You!" You got up and backed. Dean and Sam gave you confused look. "Oh" It was all Cas said. "Do you know each other?" Dean asked suprised.

"He came to me few days ago telling me I die in 100 days!" You said and mood in room chaged. You could feel and see it when Sam and Dean changed sad looks. You watched them, shocked. "W-What?" You asked.

"[Y/N]...." Cas started and you looked at him. Into his bluer then blue eyes with your [E/C] ones. "I am an Angel of the Lord" Cas said and your eyes wided. He must be mad. But he did just showed up in room. Or are you going mad? Boys seem upset and Cas stared at you.

"W-What?" You finaly got words escape your lips. "If he's telling you die...you will" Dean said and you froze on place. What is happening? Why would you die?

"H-How?" You mumbled quietly. Cas took a deep breath. "I don't know yet, but I know you will die on 10 March" He said and sob escaped your lips. You know when you die. You fear that day even if it is only 4 December. Of course you didn't wanted to die!

You fell on ground in tears and Dean walked to you with Sam behind him. Cas stood there, watching you bit confused. "Shhh"Dean rubed your back. "It will be okay" Sam said quietly. "It won't! I am going to die in 96 days Sam!" You cryed out.

"I-I can't..." You cryed out and Dean sighed. "I know how it feels, trust me" He said and both he and Sam went pale. That was kind of reason you believed them. You cryed untill deep night and you fell asleep.

Day 5 [5. December]
You woke up in bed, in different place but then you realised you stayed in hotel with Dean, Sam and Cas. You looked around and saw Cas sitting next to you, watching you with confusion. You cleared your troat and he looked up at your eyes. His face was sp calm that it calmed you down a bit.

"Cas?" Your voice was breaking from crying. He nodded. "I-I am really going to..." You couldn't continue. "Yes" He replied and scanned your face. You took deep breath to calm yourself down. This was just bad dream.

"Where is Dean and Sam?" You asked, fighting your tears. "Oh hunt" He replied. "Hunt?" You asked suprised. "Yes. They hunt demons and other supernatural creatures" Cas said and you sighed. You weren't suprised anymore or you didn't cared. You are going to die and really soon.

"Cas?" You looked at him. He kept quiet. "Are you going to leave?" You asked. "Do you want me to?" He asker back. You thought for a while. You didn't wanted to die alone. "No" You replied, you voice shaking again. "Then I won't" He replied and suddenly his voice was softer. "Thank you" You wishperd and hugged him.

He wraped hands around you after a while. He rubed your back in calming way. You cryed on his shoulder for hour untill you couldn't cry anymore. You wiped your tears away. Dean and Sam came back and found you, currled in Castiel's lap and they just chuckled.

Day 15 [15. December]
You began to travell with boys. You didn't want to spend your last days in same place, in boring job and boring home. But you took [P/N] with you. Dean wasn't happy about it, Sam just laughed and Cas...Cas was like adorable little child. "Kitten!" Dean gashped and took [P/N] into his lap, carefully caressing his fur. He was so adorable. They became good friends in short time.

Between you and boys it was kind of difficult but simple. Dean and Sam cared about you like about little sister, beating everyone who would want to hurt you. They protected you from everything and you seen them as big brothers. They were really kind and caring.

Cas, on other hand, was your support. He was probably even closer to you as boys because when you woke up in night at nightmare, he was always by your side, calming you down. He would lay next to you and tell you everything will be okay even if both of you knew it wont. But when he layed next to you and you fell asleep on his chest, you didn't had ay nightmares.

You tryed to be usefull as much as you could, doing researches with Sam, sometimes helping Dean or talk in night with Cas. Even trough you knew you are going to die, this was happiest time of your life. You weren't lonely anymore and you knew they aren't with you just because of pity. You are family now.

Day 25 [25. December]
Today were Christmas! You were enjoying that you were with your friends. You even got presents for eachother. You got for Dean pie of course, for Sam new mouse. He was so happy that he kissed your cheek and you were blushing like mad. For Castiel, you got necklace, with moon. You got your own, but sun. He smiled and held his necklace arouns two hours untill you had to help him with ziping it on his neck.

You got from Dean, bracelet with stars, from Sam plaid to be really part of family and Castiel gave you bracelet with moon, suspiciously matching to his necklace but you loved it.

Boys tried to catch you and Css under mistletoe but successfully didn't walked under any. You laughed when Sam and Dean were under it and fastly ran away.

Day 28 [28. December]
Today, you got badly injured. Werewolf kidnapped you and played with you. You had bruises all around your body, deep cuts on yout hands and legs. Cas healed you but you were still scared. Soon you totaly calmed down.

"Well, that was interesting" You laughed and Dean rised his eyebrow. "Do you think she have shock?" Sam asked and you burts into laughter with boys along. It was really nice to laugh again.

In night, you had another nightmare. You woke up sweating and when you looked around, Cas was already there, with small smile on his lips. He climbed next to you and wraped his hands around you, pulling you closer. "[Y/N] you are in safe place" He said and you nodded, smiling lightly. You placed your hand on his chest and closed your eyes, falling asleep.

Day 43 [12. January]
You went shopping with Cas and it was funniest thing you ever done. You wouldn't change any bit of it.

When you walked from car, you grabed big cart and headed to market. You madly needed some of rabbit food for Sam and pie for Dean. Cas walked next to you, staring at cart with his big eyes. You stopped and idea popped in your head.

"Cas, sit in" You said and he looked at you with his big eyes. Happy smile showed on his lips. "Yes!" He jumped into cart and you pushed. He wasn't even heavy. You walked by shelfs and told Cas what you need. He was so adorable when he looked up at you and tiled his head a bit. "What is...cabbage?" He asked looking at shelfts with vegetables. You smiled. "This, angel boy" You took cabbage at Sam's salad and Cas scanned it, tearing one leaf of it and eating it. "Cas you need to wash it first" You sighed but giggled. He looked up at you, leaf stick out of his mouth you burst into laughter.

"You know what? Eat it if you want" You said and he happily tear another leaf. When you were done, he climbed out and helped you took everything in bags. You took two and handed Cas. He tryed to make things like you so it didn't ended with food on ground.

When you came home you cleaned all food and found out that cabbage is half eaten. You giggled like mad.

Day 60 [29 January]
You were ten days after half. You suprisingly taked it okay. Now you seen it that you have 40 days. Yes, you were scared. You were shaking at that thought of death, but boys helped tou forgot about it. You were still hunting, but they told you that at your last days, they will take a break to spend proper time with you.

You liked that idea. Even if you knew them for two months, they grew to your heart. Especialy Cas with his sweetness. He was so kind at you, probably wanted you to feel as good as you could.

But with every day closer to your death, Castiel's eyes grew sadder and sadder. You didn't fully understood it but you tryed to cheer him up. They were best thing that ever happend to you. You won't let them be sad.

Day 76 [14. February]
You didn't celabreted this day. Fo you it was another regular day but Dean liked to change it. He didn't called you out, no.

He talked Castiel to ask you to spend day outside. You acually didn't minded it. You liked that idea. Cas was really kind, sweet and nice and damn it he was attractive. But you thought that he is angel, he can't find you interesting. You gave up that idea.

It was late evening and you and Castiel walked by river, talking and laughing. He was funny even if he didn't knew how. "Cas, I really liked this day" You said and smile showed up on his lips. "Glad to hear that" He replied. "Cas?" You said after a while of silence. "Yes?" He replied.

"I want to spend my last day with you" You said looking at him. His eyes were wide and locked on you. "M-Me?" He asked suprised. "Yes. Last few days I will just spend with you guys but last day...I want to spend it with you Castiel" You said and he sighed. "It will be honour to be with you" He said kindly and you smiled satisfied. "Thank you Castiel" And then you just watched sunset.

Day 81 [21. February]
Cas told you that you won't be sick or you won't have heart attack. This calmed you down a bit. You still didn't knew how you will die but at last you won't be ill.

Boys wanted to stop search fo cases today but you told them that you still have 18 days. You began to fear of your last day. Knowing that Cas will be with you calmed you down a but but it still wasn't it. You are going to die damn it! Of course you were stressed.

95 Day [5. March]
This days was special. You wanted Castiel to know you feel something toward him. You were scared more then of your last day to be honest.

You were in livingroom, just watching TV. Dean abnd Sam were on last hunt before your death so you didn't joined. Cas zaped into room.

"Hello" He said wish sad smile. "Hi Cas" You said nerviously, what he noticed. "Is something going on?" He asked worried and you took deep breath. This is that difficult part.

"Cas... I wanted to tell you this a while now and...Damn it. Cas, promise me you won't leave after I tell you" You said and he nodded with more worry on his face.

You took deep shaking breath and stared into hid sky blue eyes. You let yourself get lost in them for a while and smiled weakly. "Cad, I love you" You wishperd and his eyes wided. Then small smile showed up on his lips.

"I love you too [Y/N]" He said and your eyes wided. "Dean explained me why my heart beats faster around you" He said and cupped your face with his soft hands. "And I love you" And he kissed you sweetly on lips. When you broke apart, you didn't knee if you should cry or smile, so you did both.

Day 100 [10. March]
This was it. Your last day. Cas told you it was in evening, by sunset. You sighed and curled to him. It was just morning and you wanted to enjoy your last day. Dean and Sam knew about you and Cas, so they understood why you wanted spend your last day together.

"Morning angel boy" You wishperd into his ear and he smiled. He didn't slept but rested. "Morning to you too [N/N]" He replied and you two spend in bed another few minutes until you got up and you changed into something comfort yet pretty.

"Dean, Sam" You said and they were in tears. They knew you eon't come back by those doors again. You hugged both of them and kissed their foreheads (Sam had to bow down) and you told your farewells.

You and Cas spend wonderfull day. You loved every single part of it. You mostly just talked and walked. It wasn't far from where you first time met Cas so you decided to spend some time there too. When was sun going down, you went to streets. Sun was still on eyes when Castiel stoped you and took your hand. "[Y/N]" He said softly. "Yes?" You smiled at him and he took deep breath. "I want to tell you why did I told you when are you going to die" He said and your eyes wided. Then you nodded.

"When I firsr heard your name, it was when I heard date of your death. It was same day. I felt like you were somehow different. So I went to find you. When I found you, first thing I saw was your soul. It was such a beautiful soul, but broken. I told myself that no matter what, I want to repair that soul. I thought you deserve to know, when you die" He said and you smiled kindly.

"Cas, you repaired me. I love you so much Castiel" You kissed him and he kissed you back. "I love you too" He replied as sun went down. You walked for a while untill you heard screams and strong pain in your back. You were stabbed in back and last thing you heard was Castiel screaming your name.

~Castiel's POV~

Day 103 [13. March]
I was staring at you in hospital bed. You didn't died. You teased with death. When you were stabbed I tryed to heal most bad injures, what I did and then someone called ambulance.

You were here 3 days without move. I sat there whole time. I watched you sleep peacefully likr you would wake up any second. Will you survive this. I grabed your hand and wishperds sweet words into it to calm myself down.

Then I felt weak squeezing on my hand and I looked up at you. You had smile in your lips. "I survived" You wishperd quietly. "I ran away from death" You said and I chuckled. "Yes you did, love".