I never asked to be a vampire  I never wanted to be become a vampire  ,but when I turned I knew  that my life would never be the same. I had  a wonderful life I had a beautiful wife and beautiful  daughters and sons. Everything in  my eyes was perfect . My children didn't tell me that their mother  had been turned into  a vampire amber was the first to know she kept quiet as long as she could until she cracked and told her siblings . They didn't tell me anything until one day the whole truth came out.  I was walking into the shed to grab a few things  and I heard someone scream so I followed where the scream was coming from . I'll  never forget what I saw that day. My wife was sucking the life out of a poor human . I was so confused as to what she was doing . I caught her attention by yelling at her. Elijah :OH MY GOODNESS WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING SANDRA ? Sandra :I'm sorry I should've told you this sooner . Elijah :what do you mean ? Sandra : I've been a vampire for quite some time. Elijah: WHATTT? After she finally told me what happened I was so shocked . I remember  asking if our children had known. Elijah: Do the kids know? Sandra :(sighs) yes they know they've known for a while now  . Elijah: Wow are you serious? Sandra: I'm sorry I didn't want to tell you because I knew you would react like this. Elijah: If you had told me sooner I probably wouldn't have freaked out as much . Sandra: (crying)please forgive me I'm truly sorry. Elijah: I don't know if I can . Sandra : (crying) ELIJAH PLEASE DO'NT DO THIS TO ME !!!! Elijah : you shouldn't have lied to me . Sandra: I don't know how many times I have to tell you I'm sorry you should also know I turned the kids by mistake. (sighs)Elijah : WHATTT??? when she told me that I was beyond shocked and angry. Sandra: It was an accident I really didn't mean to . (cries )Elijah: I can't believe you right now . you're gonna hate me for this but I'm leaving I don't think I can live like this. when Elijah told Sandra that he was leaving her  eyes went wide and she began to cry once  more. Sandra:(crying )NO PLEASE ELIJAH PLEASE DO'NT DO THIS WE NEED YOU PLEASE (cries once again ) Elijah : No you don't need me anymore  you're obviously  old enough to take care of yourself and so are the kids. after me and Sandra talked I left her outside  crying and upset . I was going to pack  my stuff and I heard the door open and I saw my children standing there  with red puffy eyes . All: Dad please don't go we love you we need you here please stay. Elijah : Guys I'm sorry but you guys are monsters now I don't see my kids in  you I see flesh eating monsters when I look at you guys. Amber: WOW I CA'NT BELIEVE YOU WHEN MOM TURNED I STOOD BY HER THORUGH THE THICK AND THIN I WAS THERE FOR HER AND AFTER YOU FOUND OUT YOU DECIDE TO LEAVE US !!! YOUR'E OUR ONLY FATHER WE DO'NT HAVE ANOTHER DAD I CA'NT BELIEVE THIS YOUR'E RIDICULOS WE ARE YOUR'E KIDS AND YOU CA'NT EVEN BE A MAN WOW.  Elijah : don't you think I know that I can't deal with this all of you guys should've been there with your mother and none of this would've happened like I said before when  I look at you guys all i see is monsters . Raphael, Braeden,Draven:You know we all looked up to you all our life until now we wanted to be just like you when we grew up . YOUR'E A COWARD  after they said that to me I got really mad and smacked all of them across their faces . I didn't realize what I had done until the last minute . Elijah :Guys I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that. raphael,Braeden,Draven :yeah ,but you did My kids were angry with me so when  I smacked my sons across the face they were full of anger and they went up to me and I already knew I was in trouble . Elijah :GUYS NO PLEASE I'M SORRY !!!! It was too late they were  sucking the life out of me . I thought I had died but when  I awoke I knew that they had turned me Into a vampire. I was upset because I knew in order for me to survive I would have to kill humans. My kids came into the room and gave me a cup of blood to drink All: you know what to do  Elijah:  (sighs) here goes nothing . I drank the blood and immediately fangs started to form . My transition was complete . All : how do you feel? Elijah: HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL? I never asked for this to happen now i'm a monster that's gonna have to prey on innocent humans in order to live. I don't have a choice. Raphael, Braeden ,Draven you gave us no choice  you never should've put your hands on us you know that were stronger than you. It was either kill you or turn you and we decided to turn you Elijah: (screams) you should've just killed me . All: Are you crazy and have mom mad at us for all eternity no thanks. Amber: dad please don't be mad I can teach you how to control . Elijah: NO I DO'NT NEED YOUR HELP I DO'NT NEED ANY OF YOU I'LL BE FINE ON MY OWN. after that encounter with my children I went into the house quickly grabbed my things and left. I thought I would be okay on my own turns out I wasn't I went crazy and started killing humans left and right I had no control and I didn't know how to stop . I wanted to go back to my family but  I did'nt kow where they were and I was pretty sure that they did'nt want to see me. One night it was dark and there were plenty of humans around and my intention was to kill everyone but I did'nt kow that there was another  vampire there he saw me and introuced himself to me he called himslef julien. We became really good freinds he helped me by teaching me how to control and how not to get angry all the time. After some time we ended up going our seperate ways I always wondered what happened to him after we parted. I think about my family consantly I want to tell them how sorry I am I long for the day to find them again I Really miss them and I hope that day is soon.