43: irl

It had been a fun day, spending a lot of time with the others. Jack had been annoying trying to talk to me after the incident at the mall, while Wyatt spent his time ignoring us. It's starting to seem like old times all over again, except this time, all of Wyatt's friends are involved.

I'd spent a lot of my time talking to Harvey, but it didn't feel the same as it did when I talked to Jack. I didn't get the butterflies I got, not even the same amount I felt when I talked to Wyatt. Something just didn't feel right with him, but I didn't seem to stop due to how messed up everything was right now.

Noticing that Wyatt went straight into the guest room he was staying in, I decided to not bother him about the matter anymore today and sighed, walking into my bedroom. Maybe he just needed time to think? I don't know, it's been hours. He is my best friend, and he did promise he wouldn't leave the way that he did before.

Sitting on my bed, I couldn't help but snuggle further into Finn's flannel that I've been using for the day. I'm stuck in my thoughts, so far that I can't seem to get out.

If only Sophia hadn't suggested that Harvey was into me, and Jack hadn't started acting the way he had- then we wouldn't even be in this mess.

There was a knock at my door, and I stayed quiet before the door opened anyway. For some reason my heart wanted it to be Wyatt, but it slightly hurt when I realized he'd gone to the guest room and he was shutting me out for reasons I didn't even know.

Why was he so bothered that Jack and I had feelings for each other anyway?

Not like anything was going to happen between us now.

It was just Finn, and the tall, curly headed boy walked into my bedroom and shut the door behind him before he stalked over to my bed and plopped down beside me. He was holding a bag of Cheetos, one he probably took from the pantry, and I watched as he slightly struggled to rip the bag open before shoving one into his mouth.

"Want one?" He asked, offering the bag over to me. I slightly smiled, before shaking my head no.

"I've lost my appetite for the night. Thanks though." I whispered, before looking away from him and down at my hands.

"You know, you can't let what happened between Wyatt, Jack and you interrupt your eating. You know that, right?" He asked.

"Yeah, I know. I just- I don't want to eat, Finn. He's starting to shut me out again. I don't want that. I don't like that. It's not the Wyatt I like, it's not the Wyatt I know, or love. I don't know why he's so bothered by this. It's not like anything is going to happen between us anyway. I'm beyond mad at Jack right now, I'm not talking to him for a long while." I replied.

"And what about this Harvey kid that waited our table this morning?" He asked. It was weird, Finn had gone from this funny kid that jokes around all the time to this completely serious boy.

"I don't know. I don't feel anything. But I can't stop talking to him. He's a friend, that's it. I mean, I only did hit him up for a friendship in the first place, but in the time span I have been talking to Harvey, I've felt nothing. I've felt more feelings with Wyatt- with you, even, than I have him. I don't know, I just- I don't know this is too confusing. And Wyatt's doing exactly what he promised me he wouldn't and it's overwhelming." I rambled.

"I think you'll be okay, Col. You're just overthinking it. And I know, I know. Girls don't like to hear those words. But I'm going to tell you anyway. You're. Over. Thinking. It. Jack likes you. He's a fucking idiot. He messes stuff up. Wyatt? He's also an idiot. All guys are idiots." He said, causing me to laugh.

"Was that the moral of your story there?" I asked.

"Maybe? I don't know, I just wanted to see you smile or laugh, but I got both and that's all that really matters, right?" He asked, raising an eyebrow. I nodded.

"Hey, you can keep that flannel by the way."

"Ha! Got one from Wyatt, Jack and now you. Just need some from the others ha ha!" I happily said, rubbing my hands together evilly.

"You're so weird." Finn rolled his eyes, as he continued to munch on the Cheetos.

"Oh shut up, Wolfhard. You came into my bedroom."


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this was a short irl but i needed an update soo yaaa here you go enjoy thank uu


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