"I never really say I love you as often as you do. I don't insist cuddles a lot, won't be the first to wake up and kiss you. I wasn't the one who said the first hello, though we didn't really start with such words."

Napangiti ako nang maalala ko yung araw na nagkakilala kami.

"When we had fights; or that's what I choose to call it, I was never the one who brought it up again after a short while of deep breathes. I have always been just there, watching." Nararamdaman ko na yung luha kong nagbabadyang bumagsak pero pinigilan ko. Nagsisimula palang e.

"I always have been waiting for something I thought was just a glance, but grew to something more than a stare. Even since 2011," Napalingon ako sa mga bisita. Lahat sila nakangiti at nagaabang.

I took a deep breath.

"And ever since you waited for me that day, I knew J had to make sure to wait for you so much more than you did." Bumalik lahat. Lahat ng pinagsamahan namin.

"Our relationship didn't start the way other lover's did, I never thought I'd have you as more than my best friend. I didn't know back then, I wasn't strong enough to see just how much I wanted to be the one by your side when you wake up, the one to yell at you to fix the bed,"

Napangiti siya at naramdaman ko yung kirot sa puso ko.

"The one you'll cook meals for."

Sinubukan kong labanan yung mga luha ko sa pagbagsak pero natalo nanaman ako.

"I didn't want to be your go-to cafe, or the game you play all night, I didn't want you making me a playlist; I want to be your unfinished cup of coffee in the morning, the reason why you missed to play that night, I want to be your very own music."

Binalik ko ang tingin ko kay Sam. Nakita ko na umiiyak na rin siya.

I bit my lower lip. Huminga ulit ako ng malalim hindi parin ako tumitigil sa pagiyak.

"Because ever since you came, I was never the first one you looked for, but I was always the one you unconciously found. Everything I feel, everything I have ever felt, has always been for you Sam Aliya Buenavista" with those last words naramdaman ko at nakita ko na masaya siya.

I tried to wipe off my tears.

The crowd started to cheer when she finally said "I do."

And then there I knew I had to be happy too..

The next thing I knew nasa harap ko na siya.. sila.

Pakiramdam ko lahat ng tao nakatingin samin kaya kinalma ko ang sarili ko at ngumiti. Inabot ko yung kamay ko at sinabing...

"Best wishes for you Al-.. Sam."

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uwu :<