I also keep stressing about tomorrow because I'm doing stuff and I really just don't want to do stuff. I want to stay at home and sleep but I know that'll only make me anxious and depressed and if I go out I'll just want to be back in bed and I'm so conflicted.

I know they won't let me stay home either cause we're doing this shit as a "family" and it'll make me less depressed when I'm out when in all honesty, it really fucking won't.

I'm also just really sick of talking to people who assume shit and get mad at me for trying to leave unneeded drama like Jesus Christ just give me a fucking break. Please.