I miss home so bad. I just wanna be back with my friends and I wanna see corrin again and I wanna sit next to Lexi and have my hair pet by Victoria and I wanna see Tayden again and I wanna hear Lucia's voice one more time. I'm so afraid and I'm so alone and I really fucked up but I know I can't go back for another year and I've been thinking about Jungo lately and wondering if it was like this for him when he first moved in to my old school.

I wanna be okay again. I'm so sorry.

This all started as a summertime sadness and turned out to hell.