Yeah I kinda feel like shit because I went to this double bachelorette/bachelor party (it's a lesbian wedding and neither are butch lmao) and yeah. I really need to take my meds or my moods get off the charts and I simultaneously feel like shit but also want to laugh with friends that I don't have.

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I don't want to bother you but New York just came on and I'm worrying about my future again and everything and summer song came on right after and I'm just really fucking sad.

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Aesthetic